American Indian Adoptees blog (on Google Blogger) was created in late 2009 and is in the top 50 adoption blogs with over 2 million views.

Q & A with journalist-adoptee Trace Lara Hentz (formerly DeMeyer), author of the ONE SMALL SACRIFICE, a memoir and the acclaimed book series Lost Children of the Indian Adoption Projects (TWO WORLDS, CALLED HOME: The RoadMap, and STOLEN GENERATIONS: Survivors of the Indian Adoption Projects and 60s Scoop 2016, IN THE VEINS poetry and Almost Dead Indians: Atrocity (2024).

Why did you write your memoir?

Trace: I'd never told my story of opening my adoption. A few friends knew details but not all of it. I got the idea for a book when I wrote an article in 2005 about Stolen Generations of North American Indian children placed for adoption with non-Indian parents. That article "Generation after Generation, We are Coming Home" was published in Talking Stick magazine in New York City and then in News from Indian Country in Wisconsin. It took me down a path I never expected.

What do you mean?

Trace: I was not aware of the various medical terms for adoptee issues such as severe narcissist injury or post-traumatic stress disorder. There is new science called birth psychology so I read studies about adoptees in treatment for identity issues, reactive attachment disorder (RAD), depression and suicidal thoughts. Then I found statistics. An adoptee friend in Toronto told me to read Adoption: Unchartered Waters by Dr. David Kirschner, a book about adoptees who are notorious serial killers. Another chilling book I found was "The Baby Thief: The Untold Story of Georgia Tann, the Baby Seller who Corrupted Adoption." I soon realized the adoption industry doesn't disclose any of this to the media or to adoptive parents or to the adoptee like me. So I wrote my memoir as an adoptee and wrote about the history and business of adoption as a journalist. I found more adoptees after my article was published, which really added to my understanding of the devastating impact of the Indian Adoption Projects like ARENA.

How did you handle being an adoptee in a closed adoption?

Trace: I grieved my birthmother but didn't know I was grieving until much later. Being adopted affected my self-esteem but no one had told me. Trauma and grief issues were like tentacles, affecting me even as an adult. I had difficulty feeling good or bad. I was hurt my birthmother abandoned me as a newborn, so I didn't bounce back emotionally until I had counseling and after I found my father Earl in Illinois. My emotional state recovered but it took many years.

How did you recover?

Trace: First, I opened by sealed adoption file at age 21. That healed me more anything, to know my name. Even though I never met my first mother Helen, I did meet my father when I was 38. Our reunion is in my memoir. Finding out why you are abandoned and put up for adoption, once you know the truth, it works like a miracle. I call it my cure. It felt like a dark cloud and fog lifted and I could feel again. Before I met my b-dad, I did co-counseling in Seattle where you tell your whole life story - all of it - with complete honesty, no holding back. Then it was like a powder keg exploded. I started to see how being adopted had locked me up in illusions about who my parents were, so when I learned the truth about them, my heart did begin to heal. I was no longer a mystery. Even my health improved.

What about the Indian Adoption Projects?

Trace: There is congressional testimony and documented proof of various adoption programs in different states in the USA which lead to the passage of the Indian Child Welfare Act of 1978. The idea in America and Canada was to assimilate Indians via boarding schools and adoptions. If they took us and placed us with non-Indian parents, they assumed we'd forget we're Indians. But we don't forget. Adoptees are called the Stolen Generations, Lost Birds, Split Feathers, Lost Children, and Lost Ones. Of course most of us adapt and bond with our adoptive parents but as we grow up, our identity and name might still be locked up in a sealed file. Adoptees told me we won't heal until we open our adoption and go full circle, which means we meet our tribal relatives and relearn some language and attend ceremony. The adoption projects are acknowledged as genocide by the Bureau of Indian Affairs and the Child Welfare League of America, and I include one apology in the book. My book is basically a memoir but it does include history.

How long did it take to write?

Trace: About 5 years. I chose the title "ONE SMALL SACRIFICE: A MEMOIR, Lost Children of the Indian Adoption Projects." The 2nd edition has more chapters and a new format. I am so pleased with the reviews. (Thank you everyone).

Who should read it?

Trace: Adoptees, definitely, and the families who adopted us. One birthmom is California told me she plans to read it with her son she placed in an open adoption. Those who have read my book do react strongly to the idea the American government condoned and conducted closed adoptions to erase our identity as Indian people. My hope is tribal leaders will read it so they understand how adult adopteees are anxious to return to the circle (mending the hoop). In Canada they call their adoptee population "The Baby Scoop Generation" and the 60s Scoop. Their reunions are called "repatriation to First Nations." There are no programs in America for adoptees to be repatriated or returned to their tribal nations as adults. With sealed adoption records in the majority of states, adoptees struggle to get answers. My book offers suggestions and places to write for help. I offer my help, too.

What's next?

Trace: Some adoptees are in reunion, some are not. Their stories need to be told. In 2012 I published TWO WORLDS, which broke new ground, then CALLED HOME:The Roadmap was published as a second edition. Also in 2016, I edited a new anthology STOLEN GENERATIONS: Survivors of the Indian Adoption Projects and 60s Scoop, and 17 incredible writers contributed. We now have adoptee's children and family members experiencing the separations from culture. Since 2004, my goal is to shine a light on adoption secrecy and end the atrocity of closed adoptions affecting so many First Nations American Indians who are now adults. We do need to heal this and go full circle.

I plan to keep American Indian Adoptees website/blog updated and help any adoptee who contacts me.

The second edition of Two Worlds (Vol. 1) was published in December 2017.