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Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape Hardcover – February 5, 2013
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Print length416 pages
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LanguageEnglish
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PublisherWilliam Morrow
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Publication dateFebruary 5, 2013
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Dimensions6 x 1.29 x 9 inches
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ISBN-100062248472
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Jenna Miscavige Hill was raised to obey. As the niece of the Church of Scientology's leader David Miscavige, she grew up at the center of this highly controversial and powerful organization. But at twenty-one, Jenna made a daring break, risking everything she had ever known and loved to leave Scientology once and for all. Now she speaks out about her life, the Church, and her dramatic escape, going deep inside a religion that, for decades, has been the subject of fierce debate and speculation worldwide.
Piercing the veil of secrecy that has long shrouded the world of Scientology, this insider reveals unprecedented firsthand knowledge of the religion, its obscure rituals, and its mysterious leader—David Miscavige. From her prolonged separation from her parents as a small child to being indoctrinated to serve the greater good of the Church, from her lack of personal freedoms to the organization's emphasis on celebrity recruitment, Jenna goes behind the scenes of Scientology's oppressive and alienating culture, detailing an environment rooted in control in which the most devoted followers often face the harshest punishments when they fall out of line. Addressing some of the Church's most notorious practices in startling detail, she also describes a childhood of isolation and neglect—a childhood that, painful as it was, prepared her for a tough life in the Church's most devoted order, the Sea Org.
Despite this hardship, it is only when her family approaches dissolution and her world begins to unravel that she is finally able to see the patterns of stifling conformity and psychological control that have ruled her life. Faced with a heartbreaking choice, she mounts a courageous escape, but not before being put through the ultimate test of family, faith, and love. At once captivating and disturbing, Beyond Belief is an eye-opening exploration of the limits of religion and the lengths to which one woman went to break free.
About the Author
Jenna Miscavige Hill was raised as a Scientologist. Since leaving the organization in 2005, she cofounded the website www.exscientologykids.com, which features the stories of current and former Scientologists and supports those who choose to leave the organization. She lives in Southern California.
Lisa Pulitzer is a former correspondent for the New York Times andcoauthor of more than a dozen nonfiction titles, including the New York Times bestsellers Stolen Innocence, Imperfect Justice, and Mob Daughter.
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- Publisher : William Morrow; 1st Printing edition (February 5, 2013)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 416 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0062248472
- ISBN-13 : 978-0062248473
- Item Weight : 1.35 pounds
- Dimensions : 6 x 1.29 x 9 inches
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I live in San Diego with my small family including my husband, my two amazing kiddos and a very mischievous Boston Terrier! I have a passion for life's simple pleasures such as mothering, baking, book-worming, beach camping, thrifting, gardening (more like attempted gardening) and the satisfaction that comes with creating something with my own two hands.
If you know me personally, you will know that I had a rough start in life. I was born into Scientology and escaped when I was 21. Writing my memoir was a therapeutic and life changing experience. It was published in 2013 and you can find it here on Amazon.

Lisa Pulitzer is a former correspondent for the New York Times andcoauthor of more than a dozen nonfiction titles, including the New York Times bestsellers Stolen Innocence, Imperfect Justice, and Mob Daughter.
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I'll be honest: the first part of Beyond Belief was a bit boring. It's important to the story, as Jenna explains how her family became involved with Scientology and details some of the Scientology education she went through. It's appalling, really, how children were treated like little adults—because of Scientology's belief in reincarnation, children aren't really children, they're just reincarnated in a child's body. But as disturbing (and abuse-filled) as Jenna's early life was, I had some trouble really engaging in her story. I even gave up on the book for a while, opting instead for Leah Remini's Troublemaker: Surviving Hollywood and Scientology .
I was still curious about what caused Jenna to leave Scientology, though, so I eventually went back to the book. And as I continued reading, I found myself more and more drawn into Jenna's story. The most interesting thing to me was just how brainwashed she was—to the point that when her parents decided to leave, she refused to go with them. Still a minor, she should not have been allowed to make that decision for herself, but she was. Jenna found herself under intense scrutiny many times, and she talks repeatedly about how she would end up making things up or confessing to things she didn't do just to get the questioning to stop. But then, suddenly, it was like she just snapped back to reality, and the brainwashing was over. She knew she had to get out.
From what I can tell from other articles and books I've read, Jenna's experience was different from the normal Sea Org member because her uncle is David Miscavige. She definitely received some privileges as a child/early teen, but once she was on the outs with her uncle (for reasons I never could understand), she was punished for those privileges ... privileges she never asked for. I also think her escape from Scientology was perhaps a bit easier than some others'—because of the church's desire to to avoid a PR nightmare.
I do think the subtitle (My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape) is a bit misleading—while I'm sure to someone who lived it, the escape from Scientology would feel "harrowing," but that's not how it translated on the page. Really, Jenna's time in Scientology—with forced labor, verbal abuse, and coerced confessions—seemed more distressing than the actual leaving. Still, I'm glad to have read Jenna's book—it confirms the corruption within the "religion" that I'd previously learned about and gives insight into what it's like to grow up in the church.
Story
Jenna Miscavige Hill, the niece of David Miscavige, was born February 1, 1984, and became a member of the third generation of a family of Scientologists. When she was four her parents gave up their lives as "public Scientologists" and traveled to Los Angeles to join the Sea Org. Since her parents were upper-echelon members of the church, Jenna was raised at the Ranch, a facility where the children of high-ranking Scientologists live. As you can imagine, Jenna did not see her parents often, but as she had no outside experience, this was not odd to her. Nor was signing a Billion-Year Contract to join the Sea Org herself at the young age of 6 viewed as odd. In her own words, she wanted to make her parents proud.
What follows is the story of a woman who saw the inner machinations of the church. Her parents arrived in LA shortly before L. Ron Hubbard died, and while young, she witnessed the rise of her Uncle Dave as the leader of the Church of Scientology. Jenna describes the rigid lifestyle of Sea Org members, detailing the grueling work schedules and harsh punishments for mistakes.
Ultimately Jenna comes to see Scientology as many others do: a cult that has the power to destroy lives. This eventually leads to Jenna fleeing from Scientology, dodging security guards who would forcibly return her to the base, and making the brave decision to publish a tell-all memoir. It should be noted that in the beginning of the book Jenna specifically points out that there are many aliases used for people within her book; she even takes the unusual step of listing which names are aliases. While nice, I never really found myself cross-checking that list against the name of a new person introduced in the text.
Should I Buy It?
This book is very well-written and done in a style as to be engaging and very informative. Jenna's writing style is descriptive and to-the-point, without beleaguering the reader with long-winded explanations. She also takes the time to explain various aspects of Scientology so that the lay person would understand: Scientology is a very insular "religion" with its own terminology for many aspects of its faith. Nearly every building or personnel title is abbreviated by initials, and Jenna takes the time to explain what each one means so that the reader will not be confused. Her writing is very intelligent and witty, dotted with personal reflections of the situations that she relates. So calm is her delivery that you are amazed, even as she tells stories of cruel punishments and abuses in the higher levels of the church.
While there are many books from defectors of Scientology, this one ranks as special due to the simple fact that this was written by a close blood relative of "COB, RTC", David Miscavige. It is one thing for a high-ranking member to defect and release a tell-all memoir, quite another when a high-ranking relative of the head of the church does so. This is not to say that other books out there are not worth the time nor are they less honest, it simply means that you know things have to be pretty ugly for someone who could benefit from nepotism to run away!
The Bottom Line
Whether you are new to the study of Scientology's defectors or this book is adding to your collection, you will find it educational and very well-written. The Church has already blasted the contents as spurious, which is not new (their legal tactics and creed to pursue detractors and trash them is well-documented church dogma). The passion that Jenna had toward Scientology and her break from it is a story that is sad: it was all that she knew, and for her to see Scientology in a light other than positive is shocking within itself. Combine that with the Scientology practice of "disconnection", wherein she is labelled a Suppressive Person and active Scientologists are prohibited from speaking with her, and her courage is all the more amazing. Disconnection doesn't just stop at friends and co-workers. It extends to your family: and her family is deeply entrenched within Scientology. As mentioned prior, she was a third-generation Scientologist. Her Uncle rose to the top of the organization: her leaving the Church of Scientology (both literally and figuratively) disconnected her with all that she has ever known.
And then she took the time to write about it. That is courage.
If you want an in-depth look at the Church's machinations and want to know what drove the niece of the leader to flee, get a copy of this book. You will not be disappointed.
Top reviews from other countries
This book was a horrible read. It was very difficult because of the subject matter at hand, and at times I got bogged down with the jargon used. But this is one of the best books I’ve ever read. It’s a fantastic insight into the insidious cancer that is Scientology, and the way it treats people.
I would highly recommend this to anyone, and is likely going to be one of my top books for this year.
I read it within a week. It was a good story & hard to put down as I wanted to know what happened next.
Only small issue was that a few things were repeated & there were a few typos which I find a bit shocking for a New York Times Best Seller.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 2, 2020
I read it within a week. It was a good story & hard to put down as I wanted to know what happened next.
Only small issue was that a few things were repeated & there were a few typos which I find a bit shocking for a New York Times Best Seller.
If even just a fraction of this book were true it would still be an appalling organisation but the whole story has the ring of truth to it.
The scariest aspects of scientology are it''s strong similarities to the Nazi set up of disconnecting families, indoctrinating children and controlling followers with specific insider organisations. It is easy to see comparability between the Hitler Youth, Brown Shirts and SS and the various divisions of this organisation.
Thankfully in Britain, so far, they have failed to be recognised as a Church but the situation in America is beyond belief! Any organisation indulging in the systematised abuse of individuals' basic human rights as described in the book would ordinarily face prosecution in the developed world and international condemnation. Are our governments not interested or is scientology too powerful to be tackled?
The book is very readable and the best one I've read so far on this subject. I would recommend it to everyone.
Those considering becoming involved with scientology should be required to read it.
















