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Beyond Belief: My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape Paperback – Illustrated, September 17, 2013

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Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org—the church's highest ministry, speaks of her "disconnection" from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, complete with family photographs from her time in the Church, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider's profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood's brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

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Jenna Miscavige Hill was raised to obey. As the niece of the Church of Scientology's leader David Miscavige, she grew up at the center of this highly controversial and powerful organization. But at twenty-one Jenna made a daring break from Scientology. Now she speaks out about her life, the Church, and her dramatic escape, piercing the veil of secrecy that has long shrouded this world.

Jenna reveals unprecedented insider knowledge of the religion, its obscure rituals, and its mysterious leader. From her prolonged separation from her parents as a child to her lack of personal freedoms to the organization's emphasis on celebrity recruitment, Jenna goes behind the scenes of Scientology's oppressive and alienating culture.

Yet it is only when her family approaches dissolution that she is finally able to see the psychological control that has ruled her life. Faced with a heartbreaking choice, she details how she made a courageous escape, but not before being put through the ultimate test of family, faith, and love. At once captivating and disturbing, Beyond Belief is an eye-opening exploration of the limits of religion and the lengths to which one woman went to break free.

About the Author

Jenna Miscavige Hill was raised as a Scientologist. Since leaving the organization in 2005, she cofounded the website www.exscientologykids.com, which features the stories of current and former Scientologists and supports those who choose to leave the organization. She lives in Southern California.



Lisa Pulitzer is a former correspondent for the New York Times andcoauthor of more than a dozen nonfiction titles, including the New York Times bestsellers Stolen Innocence, Imperfect Justice, and Mob Daughter.

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ William Morrow Paperbacks; Illustrated edition (September 17, 2013)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 424 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0062248480
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0062248480
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 2.31 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6 x 1.06 x 9 inches
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Customers find the book fascinating, enlightening, and thought-provoking. They describe the story as compelling, harrowing, and inspiring. However, some find the pacing slow and the readability frustrating. Opinions are mixed on the writing quality, with some finding it well-written and concise, while others say it's tedious and bad.

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Customers find the book captivating, enlightening, and eye-opening. They say it's a powerful read that offers interesting insights. Readers also mention the book has suspense, emotion, intrigue, and mystery.

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"...of the life she led are incredible because of her honesty and insightfulness. However, the book was not reader-friendly...." Read more

"...Anyway, the book was absolutely engrossing and has made me really evaluate my perceptions of what constitutes a religion, and this one falls..." Read more

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Customers find the story compelling, harrowing, and descriptive. They say it's fascinating and presented as a distinct linear narrative. Readers also mention the author's strong will and courage are inspiring.

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"...I got it on sale as a kindle daily deal and I felt like it was a great story for what I paid for it." Read more

"...This story is quite compelling considering this is the story of the niece (Jenna Miscavige) of the current leader of Scientology, David Miscavige,..." Read more

"...Even through the years, the story is told factually, and when Jenna's eyes are finally opened to the truth, the reader is thankful!..." Read more

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Customers have mixed opinions about the writing quality of the book. Some mention it's well-written, concise, and readable. However, others say it's tedious to read and the writing style is stiff.

"...Jenna's writing style is descriptive and to-the-point, without beleaguering the reader with long-winded explanations...." Read more

"...I don't understand why. Overall, the book is written well, but certainly written in the obsessive/compulsive fashion that they train these people..." Read more

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"...Her writing is clear and straight-forward and, surprisingly, it has little or no judgmental, self-righteous tone to it...." Read more

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"...paid the price of the book, but in the end it was no more than very strange rituals, secluded compounds where no outsiders are welcome, and the..." Read more

"...This book is a powerful read and I highly recommend it. It stirred up many emotions, happiness when good things happened, anger and indignation at..." Read more

"...The whole thing is disgusting and then to hear that even children of the "elite" were subjected to what amounted to torture, perhaps even worse..." Read more

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Reviewed in the United States on February 5, 2013
I eagerly awaited the publication of this book, ticking off the days on my calendar until the February 5th release date. Why? Because a story from a niece of the leader of the Church of Scientology, David Miscavige, was too good to ignore. While there are numerous books written by high-ranking defectors from the clutches of Scientology, the story of a blood relative of "COB" is unique. And thus, with much expectation, I read this memoir.

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Jenna Miscavige Hill, the niece of David Miscavige, was born February 1, 1984, and became a member of the third generation of a family of Scientologists. When she was four her parents gave up their lives as "public Scientologists" and traveled to Los Angeles to join the Sea Org. Since her parents were upper-echelon members of the church, Jenna was raised at the Ranch, a facility where the children of high-ranking Scientologists live. As you can imagine, Jenna did not see her parents often, but as she had no outside experience, this was not odd to her. Nor was signing a Billion-Year Contract to join the Sea Org herself at the young age of 6 viewed as odd. In her own words, she wanted to make her parents proud.

What follows is the story of a woman who saw the inner machinations of the church. Her parents arrived in LA shortly before L. Ron Hubbard died, and while young, she witnessed the rise of her Uncle Dave as the leader of the Church of Scientology. Jenna describes the rigid lifestyle of Sea Org members, detailing the grueling work schedules and harsh punishments for mistakes.

Ultimately Jenna comes to see Scientology as many others do: a cult that has the power to destroy lives. This eventually leads to Jenna fleeing from Scientology, dodging security guards who would forcibly return her to the base, and making the brave decision to publish a tell-all memoir. It should be noted that in the beginning of the book Jenna specifically points out that there are many aliases used for people within her book; she even takes the unusual step of listing which names are aliases. While nice, I never really found myself cross-checking that list against the name of a new person introduced in the text.

Should I Buy It?

This book is very well-written and done in a style as to be engaging and very informative. Jenna's writing style is descriptive and to-the-point, without beleaguering the reader with long-winded explanations. She also takes the time to explain various aspects of Scientology so that the lay person would understand: Scientology is a very insular "religion" with its own terminology for many aspects of its faith. Nearly every building or personnel title is abbreviated by initials, and Jenna takes the time to explain what each one means so that the reader will not be confused. Her writing is very intelligent and witty, dotted with personal reflections of the situations that she relates. So calm is her delivery that you are amazed, even as she tells stories of cruel punishments and abuses in the higher levels of the church.

While there are many books from defectors of Scientology, this one ranks as special due to the simple fact that this was written by a close blood relative of "COB, RTC", David Miscavige. It is one thing for a high-ranking member to defect and release a tell-all memoir, quite another when a high-ranking relative of the head of the church does so. This is not to say that other books out there are not worth the time nor are they less honest, it simply means that you know things have to be pretty ugly for someone who could benefit from nepotism to run away!

The Bottom Line

Whether you are new to the study of Scientology's defectors or this book is adding to your collection, you will find it educational and very well-written. The Church has already blasted the contents as spurious, which is not new (their legal tactics and creed to pursue detractors and trash them is well-documented church dogma). The passion that Jenna had toward Scientology and her break from it is a story that is sad: it was all that she knew, and for her to see Scientology in a light other than positive is shocking within itself. Combine that with the Scientology practice of "disconnection", wherein she is labelled a Suppressive Person and active Scientologists are prohibited from speaking with her, and her courage is all the more amazing. Disconnection doesn't just stop at friends and co-workers. It extends to your family: and her family is deeply entrenched within Scientology. As mentioned prior, she was a third-generation Scientologist. Her Uncle rose to the top of the organization: her leaving the Church of Scientology (both literally and figuratively) disconnected her with all that she has ever known.

And then she took the time to write about it. That is courage.

If you want an in-depth look at the Church's machinations and want to know what drove the niece of the leader to flee, get a copy of this book. You will not be disappointed.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 4, 2014
What better book to read than one written by the niece of the narcissistic leader of Scientology as it stands today. This book completely details the grueling, obsessive/compulsive training these poor people are put through. Jenna, even as the niece of the leader of the organization is taken from her parents, put into dormitories with less amenities than our country's prisons, and led to believe that this life is a good mission for her for the higher good. Good of what?! It's quite simple; Scientology is just brianwashing. Cult brainwashing. It's like they're not even allowed to be happy. Who wants that? Husbands and wives are separated, children separated from parents, they don't allow them to have children, heck, they're not even together enough to make children, yet there seems to be so much work to do, even for those in higher executive staff in the organization. What exactly are they doing? That was never made clear. You would have thought that being the privileged niece, there would have been special privileges extended, but, Jenna is put through the same mind drudging and numbing exercises that are designed to make a person non-emotive, devoid of emotion. Have sexual insults and screaming in your face type of thing, but you are not to react. All I can say is that it is beyond my imagination in our current society that this type of thing can go on. Why has this type of behavior not been stopped, firstly? Secondly, WHY would someone want to participate in it?! There is so much in this country for people to do, why would you want to become an automaton, non-emotional personality? Yet, strangely, every cult has it's followers, but Scientology has droves of them. I don't understand why. Overall, the book is written well, but certainly written in the obsessive/compulsive fashion that they train these people in. It was drudgery reading 3/4 of it. But I was curious enough to want to get to the end and see her get out of it. Sadly, it's pretty clear that part of the reason people don't leave this camp in the middle of nowhere is that they are kept there as prisoners, with cameras and if you try to escape, as Jenna did, you are immediately caught and punished so that you don't do it again out of fear. Just beyond my reason that any intelligent person would participate in this mess of baloney. I pray that they all get out one day. Thank you, Jenna, for getting out and helping others do the same. From what I understand, you are still doing that, which I commend you for. Someone has to stop these egomaniacs one soul at a time.
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Mer
5.0 out of 5 stars Heart breaking story, very well written
Reviewed in Canada on June 9, 2024
Gives excellent details as to the abuses in scientology. A must read for people interested in this destructive cult.
Miss Honor Ross
5.0 out of 5 stars The untold truth
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on September 29, 2024
I loved this story. The only way to find out about this so called religon is from the inside. Jenna has given us an in depth view on what it was like from childhood to adult. No stone was left unturned.
A
5.0 out of 5 stars Such an inspiring story
Reviewed in India on February 27, 2023
As I was reading Jenna’s story I just could not believe what my eyes were seeing. I am so sorry for the experience her and countless other Scientology raised children experienced. This is not normal. We see you, acknowledge you and admire you all for your inner strength. So glad Jenna woke up and left and has a beautiful life now with her family. Hope more families are able to reunite soon.
Afelsky
4.0 out of 5 stars Verdadeiro culto que opera lavagem cerebral em massa
Reviewed in Brazil on February 14, 2018
Incrível história de alguém de dentro do culto. Impressionante e chega a ser inacreditável o que a autoria conta sobre as práticas.
Cristina
5.0 out of 5 stars Molto interessante.
Reviewed in Italy on July 29, 2017
Lo stile di scrittura è un po' rigido e schematico come se si legesse un programma di un evento o simile, ma la descrizione di tutte le rpatiche di questa "religione" è minuziosa e veramnte da una visione chiara di cosa deve essere stato vivere all'interno di un'organizzazione folle che ti taglia fuori dal resto del mondo. Viene anche fuori una bella figura di donna, questa ragazzina indottrianta fin dalla nascita che evolve piano piano da sola prendendo coscienza deilimiti della propria situazione attraverso le tappe della propria crescita fino a che non riesce a liberarsi mentalmente e fisicamente dalla presa ferrea della setta. L'ho trovato davvero interessante.