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Blown for Good - Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology (BFG Paperback) Paperback – January 1, 2010
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- Print length396 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherBFG Books Inc
- Publication dateJanuary 1, 2010
- ISBN-100982502222
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- Publisher : BFG Books Inc; BFG 1st Edition Paperback (January 1, 2010)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 396 pages
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- ISBN-13 : 978-0982502228
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While searching for books on North Korea, I somehow stumbled into a section of books written by Scientology defectors. Now, prior to that moment, I was only casually interested in the stories from defectors. I remembered news reports about Scientology elite harassing people who had "blown" (defected) from Scientology; the insane stories about their beliefs regarding extraterrestrial beings and an overlord named Xanu. I had even read a story about a young woman who mysteriously died while on a cruise within the infamous Sea Org division of Scientology, and the horrible way her family was treated when they tried to find out the truth.
Since both North Korea and Scientology have cults of personality running the respective "operations", the natural leap to reading stories from those who escaped from Scientology was easy. Now, I am not saying that Scientology is worse than North Korea in re: the treatment of followers. I am saying, however, that Marc Headley has written a memoir about his life within the "religion", one that details his interactions with some pretty high-ranking officers within the church.
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When I first started to read "Blown for Good", I took the information with a grain of salt. Stories about 100-hour workweeks and the near-enslavement of followers of Scientology border on the ridiculous. That being said, as I read through the manuscript Mr. Headley wrote out, I gradually started to believe that the autobiography was true.
Mr. Headley was "indoctrinated" into Scientology from a young age. His parents decided to leave Kansas City and their blue-collar life and head to Los Angeles when he was about six years old. The transition from the more affordable midwest to the fast-paced life of LA meant that his family struggled financially. This ultimately results in his parents separating. As his mother was brought into the fold of Scientology by her new boyfriends, this resulted in her children being placed within Scientology-run schools, called Delphis. These schools were expensive, but they were the starting point to bringing up an ideal Scientologist: students were required to learn everything that they could about the writings and lessons of both the church and L. Ron Hubbard. The book also details how everything in Scientology is set up to prepare you for the next level of devotion, and the expectation of financial contributions.
And then the story gets weird.
Mr. Headley's writing style is very casual, written as though he was sharing a dinner with you over a glass of beer. The book is peppered with personal insights as well as his interpretation of the "religion" as he moved upwards through the ranks. This relaxed tone permeates the book and is far from detrimental to his story. In fact, it makes it more believable. Rather than writing a college thesis Marc opted to write in a manner that makes me feel like we are conversing in person. His writing style is probably comparable to a sixth-grade reading level, but the story will draw you in.
I never expected to get past the Kindle Sample text that I requested for this book. I figured that it would slowly devolve into a harsh analysis of Scientology with claims of abuse and horror stories of his life being embellished for sales. Boy, was I wrong. You will find yourself continuing to read with a zeal that will surprise you. I downloaded this book late last night (the entire book, as I blew through the sample very quickly) and I have read it nearly non-stop. I have not yet finished the text, but I have a feeling that I will by the end of the day. Marc's story is just that engrossing.
Summary
If you would like to find out more about Scientology, especially about someone who "escaped" (and I use that term very seriously) from the infamous Hemet, California compound, this book is for you. While also describing his personal life (albeit in a minor way; it does not permeate the text), Marc's wry commentary about the subject matter will keep you engaged for quite a while. While Marc does describe his personal life, eventually that life is irrevocably tied in with Scientology. He describes how the church becomes all-consuming, how every aspect of your day is planned and how you are restricted to following the church and being held in a near prison-like state. The fact that Mr. Headley "blew" (as he was certainly pretty far along in the church hierarchy) becomes a pivotal point in his life. He has to make the choice to leave everything he has ever known behind - including his family, which remains in Scientology. His details about being harassed and having the big wigs pursue him suddenly doesn't seem ludicrous once you read his story.
Overall, this is a must-read book about defectors from the "cult' known as Scientology. I do not get the impression that Marc is making up aspects of his life with the church; as a matter of fact the further along and more ridiculous his stories may seem at first glance, you look back and realize that what you have read is the TRUTH. This book should be a cornerstone not just for people who want to learn about the insanity of Scientology, but is also a great study of a cult of personality.
While Kim Jung-Un may run a dictatorship in a "socialist" country, he has the blind following of a people whose lives are dominated by everything "Kim". Scientology is dominated by everything L. Ron Hubbard... or in the case after his death, David Miscavige. A great read, this book is much more informative than it may first appear. I heartily recommend this title, and hope that it will educate you about the life some people never meant to sign on for.
I have had a passing interest in Scientology ever since the late 70's when a college boyfriend dabbled in it, quickly realized it was a bunch of hooey, and was subsequently harassed for months when he tried to drop out. I've followed the various happenings in the news over the years, rolled my eyes at the Celebrity devotees, and laughed along with the jokes made about it by Conan O'Brien and others in the media...but I always knew there was a much darker side to it. This book peels away the layers and exposes the scary truth behind the criminal conglomerate...which, in the end, is what Scientology is.
One can only hope that this book will have some impact in both reducing new recruits, and helping those still trapped inside to find the courage to get out.
What I learned the most from Marc Headley's often gripping and sometimes humorous account is that Scientology is really nothing more than a for-profit corporation - and if you are an adherent you are either an overpaying customer, or an underpaid employee. Those who sign the "billion year contract" and join Sea Org are employees, and their entire lives are solely dedicated to producing and/or selling more product (primarily books, videos and useless "auditing" services). And the "public Scientologists" are simply customers who spend the rest of their lives getting skillfully pressured and manipulated into the worst corporate fleecing since Enron...worse, actually.
It's unfortunate that Scientology's corporate lawyers were able to terrorize our government into granting religious status to what is, in every sense, nothing more than an unregulated company (which happens to be headed by a violent megalomaniac with the worst management skills in the history of business). There isn't another corporation in America that could get away with the employee abuses that this one does. Can you imagine AT&T or IBM being allowed to enforce 100 hour work weeks, pay wages of pennies per hour, or exact punitive measures like denial of sleep, food, and days off - not to mention creepy games of musical chairs, pool dousings and actual in-house inprisonments? OSHA should have been called out decades ago!
There are flaws to the book - it could use a good editing, as its occasional grammar and punctuation errors (mostly quotation mark problems) serve to pull you out of the story and remind you that this was a self-published book. The narrative gets bogged down at certain points with inconsequential details of the author's work in video production. And throughout, you can't help but keep asking yourself WHY! Why did he put up with it, when from his earliest years he questioned the legitimacy of their bizarre beliefs? Why did any of them? While their living situation was undeniably horrific, it was essentially optional. Those of us who haven't been in it have a hard time understanding why anyone wouldn't just walk away at the abuses...not to mention the laughable absurdities of their engram-and-alien dogma. But when you think about the fact that so many of these people were raised with this, knew nothing else, and had no concept of how to live outside of the confines of the corporation, it becomes easier to grasp. And let's also not forget that man has a long, dramatic history of unquestioning belief in silly supernatural fictions to help them deal with the vagaries of human existence
Mr. Headley does an excellent job of detailing his own journey to reality, and the steps he went through to begin to see it, force himself to face it, come to accept it, and ultimately act on it.
One thing I would have liked to see was an epilogue...a telling of the author's discovery of what life really IS like out in the real world. All we really get is a quick description of how it felt to sleep more than a few hours at a time, and to eat a meal in less than 5 minutes. Did he eventually discover what it's like to live in a world in which pleasure is allowed, even encouraged? What did it feel like to realize that, in a healthy work environment, people do their best when motivated with positivity, rather than torture and punishment? In freeing himself of those chains, what did he learn about humanity, and about himself? Is he happier? Perhaps sharing how his life has changed might have helped some Scientologists to want to make the same journey.
I do hope that some current Scientologists manage to find the inner resources to actually read this book. Sadly, it's clear that too many of them are too deeply under the influence of the terroristic mind-control tactics of this cult. But I'd be willing to guess that at least a few copies have made their way onto Int Base.
In these days of such easy access to information, it is inevitable that Scientology is going to founder. It's just a matter of time before those who continue to be subjected to such inhumane treatment will learn that this is not all there is...that life can and SHOULD involve joy and free will, that they have been spoon-fed a huge pile of steaming horse manure, and have allowed themselves to be put through years of misery in the process. After reading this book, I personally feel inspired to help this process, to add my own voice to the outcry to STOP this nonsense, and save the victims of this criminal enterprise. So in that regard, Marc Headley has done a great service, and I applaud him.
I will also never be able to watch a Tom Cruise movie again. SHAME on him.
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Consiglio a tutti anche di seguire Marc e Claire Headley su YouTube e ascoltare il loro podcast nel quale intervistano ex-scientologist. (Cercate sempre Blown for Good)
E se pensate che questi episodi si limitino sul suolo americano, seguite anche Apostate Alex sempre su YouTube.










