I guess the first thing I should say is I'm not totally new to Choice of Games titles. Before I read "Mecha Ace," I had already read the entire Heroes Rise trilogy, Fatehaven, and Choice of The Rock Star. Since Mecha Ace, I have read Choice of The Dragon, and am now reading Choice of The Deathless.
Also, that might be the nerdiest paragraph I've ever written. But we're all friends here, right?
Anyway, as my title says, I really wanted to like Mecha Ace. I read 9 episodes before I gave up on the book. I'm assuming there are 10. I try to play Choice of Games titles (and other RPG games, like on Xbox, Playstation, or PC) as if I am playing it true to how I would act in real life. I don't try to be necessarily "good" or "bad," Paragon or Renegade if you will, but I just try to be fair and decent and choose to do what makes sense at the time. I find that makes me happy, playing a role that makes me feel like I am me being thrust into extraordinary situations... as opposed to playing as a different person altogether.
Well, that approach has gotten me so far, so good. Some light spoilers are ahead.
I used that approach with Mecha Ace, and I felt punished for doing so. I tried to stay consistent throughout; I chose a particle rifle for my main weapon, so I used it whenever possible, etc. By the time I reached the end of Episode 9, I was in a situation where I had four choices ahead of me, and *every single one* of them led to Game Over. I know, because I reloaded my last checkpoint and tried again and again. Before I knew it, everyone I cared about had died, and my character [SPOILER] had been mutilated in torture because I chose to remain loyal to my faction, and I felt like my mech piloting skills were no longer good enough to turn the tide of war. It really felt like I had let everyone down and had sealed all our fates.
I could see if I was intentionally making horrible decisions. I could see if I was "throwing the fight" and the game punished me accordingly. But I was trying my hardest to do a good job, and I failed miserably, with no possibility of rectifying anything I had done. I could understand dying, and then reloading and trying again, but it was completely unwinnable. That's not fun.
I was really considering starting from scratch and trying different approaches. But I was afraid, because of the length of the story, that I would try all over again and still end up in the same dire straits situation anyway. So, I've given up and have moved on to other Choice of Games titles.
That said, the writing was solid. It felt like a Mass Effect book at times. The detailed descriptions of the mechs / combat armatures and the fleets were very cool. If it would have been just a bit more forgiving, and maybe had a bit more humor or character depth, and not been completely unwinnable after a few hours of reading, I would've given it 5 stars, easily. But the fact that I feel like I'm not a complete idiot, but this ended up being a letdown and making me feel like a fictional failure, I have to knock it down to 3 stars. I ultimately just didn't enjoy myself.