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Fast Girl: A Life Spent Running from Madness Paperback – June 7, 2016
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The former middle distance Olympic runner and high-end escort speaks out for the first time about her battle with mental illness, and how mania controlled and compelled her in competition, but also in life. This is a heartbreakingly honest yet hopeful memoir reminiscent of Manic, Electroboy, and An Unquiet Mind.
During the 1990s, three-time Olympian Suzy Favor Hamilton was the darling of American track and field. An outstanding runner, a major sports apparel spokesperson, and a happily married wife, she was the model for an active, healthy, and wholesome life. But her perfect facade masked a dark truth: manic depression and bipolar disorder that drove her obsession to perform and win. For years after leaving the track, Suzy wrestled with her condition, as well as the loss of a close friend, conflicted feelings about motherhood and her marriage, and lingering shame about her athletic career. After a misdiagnosis and a recommendation for medication that only exacerbated her mania and made her hypersexual, Suzy embarked on a new path, and assumed a new identity. Fueled by a newfound confidence, a feeling of strength and independence and a desire she couldn’t tamp down, she became a high-priced escort in Las Vegas, working as “Kelly.”
But Suzy could not keep her double life a secret forever. When it was eventually exposed, it sent her into a reckless suicidal period where the only option seemed out. Finally, with the help of her devoted husband, Suzy finally got the proper medical help she needed. In this startling frank memoir, she recounts the journey to outrun her demons, revealing how a woman used to physically controlling her body learned to come to terms with her unstable mind. It is the story of a how a supreme competitor scored her most important victory of all—reclaiming her life from the ravages of an untreated mental illness. Today, thanks to diagnosis, therapy, Kelly has stepped into the shadows, but Suzy is building a better life, one day at a time. Sharing her story, Suzy is determined to raise awareness, provide understanding, and offer inspiration to others coping with their own challenges.
- Print length304 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherDey Street Books
- Publication dateJune 7, 2016
- Dimensions5.31 x 0.68 x 8 inches
- ISBN-100062346202
- ISBN-13978-0062346209
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“Favor Hamilton’s story has captured attention because of her work as an escort, but “Fast Girl” is ultimately more interesting for what it says about the psychological demands of high-level sports.” — New Yorker
“In [FAST GIRL], [Suzy Favor Hamilton]...dishes in detail.” — New York Post
“...rich clients, secret identities and the Olympics: Suzy Favor Hamilton’s memoir [FAST GIRL] has it all.” — Hollywood Life
“In her memoir Fast Girl: A Life Spent Running From Madness, Favor Hamilton...take[s] ownership of her story and uses it promote awareness of the destructive mental illness that...encouraged her double life.” — Cosmopolitan
“Fast Girl: A Life Spent Running from Madness...[is] detailed and vibrant.” — New York Post
“Hamilton is telling the story her way, with her new memoir, Fast Girl: A Life Spent Running From Madness, in which she details with disarming frankness her spiral from “America’s sweetheart” to suicidal sufferer of bipolar disorder.” — Refinery 29
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The shocking and inspiring story of a star athlete’s struggle to outrun her demons—and finally find peace
Suzy Favor Hamilton was born a fast girl. A natural athlete driven by an insatiable need to win, she became the ultimate track-and-field sweetheart. But success masked the doubt, self-sabotage, and constant anxiety that plagued her. It wasn’t enough to win one race—Suzy had to win them all. During the 2000 Olympics in Sydney, Australia, Suzy decided that she would rather stage a fall than face defeat—a move that precipitated the end of her running career.
But after living in the fast lane as a world-class athlete, Suzy felt normal life in the Midwest to be mind-numbingly dull and even frightening. On a trip to Las Vegas, she found a rush she needed to feel alive and a window to a secret world. Re-creating herself as a glamorous escort, she recklessly crafted an exciting double life. Until one day she discovered that she had been running from herself—and the secret pain of an undiagnosed mental illness.
Today, Suzy is living a happy life with her husband and daughter, one day at a time. By sharing her story, she hopes to raise awareness, and provide understanding to anyone battling the debilitating effects of bipolar disorder.About the Author
Suzy Favor Hamilton is a three-time Olympian for women's middle distance running. She is a sought-after public speaker—addressing eating disorders, mental illness, and the struggles that young athletes face—as well as a yoga instructor. Favor Hamilton lives in California and Wisconsin.
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- Publisher : Dey Street Books; Reprint edition (June 7, 2016)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 304 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0062346202
- ISBN-13 : 978-0062346209
- Item Weight : 9.3 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.31 x 0.68 x 8 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #517,736 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #262 in Coping with Bipolar Disorder
- #6,196 in Women's Biographies
- #16,560 in Memoirs (Books)
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I gave it 5 stars not so much for the story she tells, but for the passionate way she tells it.
It's a breathless ride through a running career that still ranks her as one of America's best-ever middle distance runners, and later through a whirlwind year as an "escort" in Las Vegas, where she ALSO became highly ranked (by an Escort Ranking service!).
From her first race, through 3 Olympic Games (1992, '96, 2000), to her year in Vegas (2012), she always seeks to be the best.
She MUST be--to make her dad, her coaches, and even her home state of Wisconsin proud.
She is always wanting to please others---her parents, coaches, then her "clients", whether in her husband's and her's real estate business, or her call girl clients!
But there are tragedies, and dysfunction, to overcome.
Her older brother Dan commits suicide.
Her best friend Mary Hartzheim (a fellow Wisconsin runner) dies at age 37 of cancer.
Her parents and other siblings remain silent about Dan's mental problemsm thus forcing Suzy into silence about her own battles with what eventually is diagnosed as bi-polar disorder.
(She believes it's depression when her problems first arise.)
She never turns to steroids to make her a better athlete (though she CONSIDERS doing so at one point!), but she does inflict upon herself an eating disorder---bulimia.
She says she's a virgin when she meets future husband Mark Hamilton her freshman year at Wisconsin.
From the beginning, their relationship is loving, but has problems.
Their first several years together are good ones, but after failing to win Gold in the Sydney Olympics, and after a few more years of being a "fast girl", she retires from the sport.
She'd been not only a great runner, but being a beautiful woman, she always had to deal with sometimes sexist attentions from various men.
(She gets a breast reduction because men kept ogling her bouncing breasts as she ran!)
Her husband agrees to a 20th anniversary "threesome" in Vegas, hiring a woman named "Pearl" for the occasion.
It's Suzy's first time with a woman, though she's fantasized about it many times.
She loves it, and soon comes into contact with people who help her become an escort herself, albeit on a part-time basis.
She in fact travels monthly from Wisconsin to Nevada to meet clients, until she decides she wants to move there.
(Mark eventually buys her a condo there---to save on expensive hotel rooms!
Was Mark an enabler?
Yes!
But you get the idea Suzy didn't NEED enabling.
Her own demons---her insecurities---enabled her dangerous adventures.
(In one visit, she and Mark try skydiving just hours before she meets a client for sex! One dangerous adventure isn't enough!)
While one stated symptom of being bi-polar is hyper-sexuality, it seems to this write that her problems go far beyond bi-polarism.
They seem to start the day she was born---as the LAST of 5 children!
Being LAST wasn't good.
She had to be FAST---in fact, the fastest, the best!
"Fast Girl" is a fascinating book, well told by a woman who admits to being a bad student in high school and college.
As they say, you can't stop reading until the final page!
Suzy Favor Hamilton is a historic figure in American track and field.
(Her 800 time of 1:59.11 remains the Collegiate Record to this day, 25 years later! Her 3:57.40 for 1500 meters is 4th best by an American!)
Whether she is truly strong and happy, as she professes to be now, remains to be seen.
As a big fan of Suzy, I wish her the best.
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Parfait pour une lecture d'été à l à plage quand on veut mettre son cerveau en mode off!!









