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Finding Me: A Decade of Darkness, a Life Reclaimed: A Memoir of the Cleveland Kidnappings Hardcover – May 6, 2014
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Michelle was a young single mother when she was kidnapped by a local school bus driver named Ariel Castro. For more than a decade afterward, she endured unimaginable torture at the hand of her abductor. In 2003 Amanda Berry joined her in captivity, followed by Gina DeJesus in 2004. Their escape on May 6, 2013, made headlines around the world.
Barely out of her own tumultuous childhood, Michelle was estranged from her family and fighting for custody of her young son when she disappeared. Local police believed she had run away, so they removed her from the missing persons lists fifteen months after she vanished. Castro tormented her with these facts, reminding her that no one was looking for her, that the outside world had forgotten her. But Michelle would not be broken.
In Finding Me, Michelle will reveal the heartbreaking details of her story, including the thoughts and prayers that helped her find courage to endure her unimaginable circumstances and now build a life worth living. By sharing both her past and her efforts to create a future, Michelle becomes a voice for the voiceless and a powerful symbol of hope for the thousands of children and young adults who go missing every year.
- Print length280 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherHachette Books
- Publication dateMay 6, 2014
- Dimensions6.5 x 1 x 9.5 inches
- ISBN-109781602862562
- ISBN-13978-1602862562
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- ASIN : 1602862567
- Publisher : Hachette Books (May 6, 2014)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 280 pages
- ISBN-10 : 9781602862562
- ISBN-13 : 978-1602862562
- Item Weight : 1.1 pounds
- Dimensions : 6.5 x 1 x 9.5 inches
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- #4,256 in Women's Biographies
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Michelle was a young single mother when she was kidnapped by a local school bus driver named Ariel Castro at the age of 21. For more than a decade afterward, she endured unimaginable torture at the hand of her abductor. Barely out of her own tumultuous childhood, Michelle was estranged from her family and fighting for custody of her young son when she disappeared. Local police believed she had run away, so they removed her from the missing persons lists fifteen months after she vanished. Castro tormented her with these facts, reminding her that no one was looking for her, that the outside world had forgotten her. But Michelle would not be broken.
Over a decade later, Michelle Knight is free and currently working toward a culinary career in Cleveland. She loves to sing and draw and is enjoying her freedom and her journey to a new life.

MICHELLE BURFORD is a #1 New York Times bestselling author and a founding editor of O, The Oprah Magazine. She is a Harvard-trained journalist whose work has taken her to more than 35 countries on six continents. A native of Phoenix, Michelle now resides in New York City. Read more about her creations at www.MichelleBurford.com.
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When Michelle appeared on the Dr. Phil show, it was my first real glimpse into Michelle's life and experiences. She was captivating. A tiny pixie-faced woman who is hard as nails, but not in the way you would expect someone to be hard. She was STRONG. She was thoughtful. She was smart. She was pierced. When I saw all the piercings on her face I thought "You go girl." It was a way for her to reclaim ownership of her own body. It said "Don't mess with me." One thing I found especially interesting about her two appearances on Dr. Phil was how thoughtful and smart she is. Really smart. I just wanted to reach through the TV screen and hug her as she spoke calmly and clearly about her experience. One which I would imagine might drive others into madness or make them give up on life. On people. And while she seemed so composed, I wondered if the was still a little stoic, a little numb. For her sake, I hope she has, and will continue to have, lots of support, hugs, and tears. I really hope she was taken the step of letting out all the screams still inside her. For herself. For her babies.
When I first heard about her book, from Dr. Phil I think but don't remember for sure, my first thought was that, no matter how awful it was for her, she deserved the chance to tell her story. And we ought to listen. It didn't take me more than a few seconds to decide that I would read it. At the very least, I thought, I can help her by buying her book and recommending it to others so that she would get very rich. And give a final F.U. to Ariel Castro.
But I don't need to recommend this book because I want Michelle Knight to have a comfortable life. The book is good. Very good. It's well-written and very readable. Simple, honest and heartfelt. Despite every page revealing ever more horrors, I found I wanted to know more. Read more. I cried with her over her lost babies and the lost years. And I laughed and smiled at how, despite living in pure Hell, Michelle kept her spunk. Fought back. Survived. And now she thrives, while "the dude" (she never says his name) is now broken, beaten, and rotting in a grave somewhere where no one cares, a pervert to the last.
As she does in her book, kudos to Dr. Phil giving Michelle a platform to start revealing her story. And very high fives to Michelle for surviving and triumphing over evil.
This book is also different from the stories from other kidnapping victims in that an awful lot of the book discusses Michelle’s life before the kidnapping, and I just have to say that Michelle had about the most horrible childhood I can imagine. There were some passages that were so horrifying that I had to stop and re-read them, because one time through just wasn’t enough to process the shock of what I was reading. For example, Michelle mentioned at one point that when she first got her period, she was unaware that she was menstruating because she’d been bleeding from there since she was five. These are not sentences you can just skim over! At another point, she talks about running away and sleeping in a garbage can under an overpass, freezing and starving, because she’d rather be homeless and penniless than stay in her home environment.
And then came the chapter on her son. Let this be a warning to you: this book made me cry. I don’t mean tear up, I mean gasp and sob. No other book in my entire adult life has wrecked me emotionally the way this did. After a childhood in which her parents ignored her, her uncle raped her, and her classmates at school bullied her, Michelle had a baby and finally got to experience love. Despite her poverty and living situation, she worked furiously to give her son the best home she possibly could. Then one day, as she was out looking for a job, her mother’s boyfriend hurt her son, and Child Protective Services took her son away from her.
Like I said, this is the fourth memoir on kidnapping that I’ve read, so I have read a lot of horrifying stuff. I’ve read about rape, beating, psychological torture and manipulation. But man. Imagine if despite your very best efforts, you were unable to provide a safe home environment for your child. Imagine if that child was taken from you, and for all its agony, deep-down, you knew that the government was right and you couldn’t provide a safe home environment for your child. And imagine that this was the same home environment that you were raised in and were still stuck in.
Well, soon after this Michelle was kidnapped and brought into Ariel Castro’s home. Even in his home, she was bullied. She was treated the worst of the three victims. Where Amanda was allowed to keep her baby, Michelle was starved and beaten and forced to miscarry six times. While Gina and Amanda were examined at the hospital and released quickly thereafter, Michelle had to stay at the hospital for days because the injuries Ariel inflicted were so bad, in some cases irreversible.
Reading what Michelle held onto emotionally was incredibly inspiring. When she was little, she tried to be strong to take care of her younger brothers. In captivity, she stayed strong in hopes of one day seeing her son and assuring him that she loved him and hadn’t abandoned him. She stayed strong to encourage Gina, her “roommate” in the captivity, to stay strong as well. Even after a lifetime of abuse and mistreatment, it was the hope of encouraging and supporting other people that enabled her to stay strong. That is just incredibly amazing and inspiring.
This was a truly horrifying and emotionally jarring book. It’s also a portrait of the human condition. You see what horrible behavior some human beings are capable of, but also what heroic and good-hearted behavior other people are capable of. It opens your eyes to the world.
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Michelle has a great writing style, and her personal optimism in the face of so many different types of adversity - before, during and after her imprisonment - is absolutely inspiring.
Reading this book let's you look inside the horrible secrets of Michelle's hidden life, but also points you toward questions of your own, within your life and yourself. I found myself challenging some aspects of my own troubles (we all have them), wondering if & how I too can find the strength of character and will within myself - like Michelle so clearly manages to do despite the unthinkable portion of her life - to forgive, to find purpose, to move forward with grace and understanding as she has done.
Michelle's incredible story of survival is truly inspirational. While this is not a self-help book, it is a Master Class on surviving, living better, achieving, and perseverance. In those ways, I found this book both moving and helpful when looking at my own life.
When an author manages to get you to relate to her, especially when your stories are wildly different, you know you've found something wonderful.
Thank you Amanda, for sharing your innate, undeniable forces of strength, will and goodness with the world. You are already helping people, the way you were meant to do. I hope you find your soul overflowing with music and not knowing that you now not only have a voice, but one of the clearest, loudest and purest voices I've ever had the privilege of hearing.

