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New York Times columnist Charles M. Blow mines the compelling poetry of the out-of-time African-American Louisiana town where he grew up -- a place where slavery's legacy felt astonishingly close, reverberating in the elders' stories and in the near-constant wash of violence.
Blow's attachment to his mother -- a fiercely driven woman with five sons, brass knuckles in her glove box, a job plucking poultry at a nearby factory, a soon-to-be-ex husband, and a love of newspapers and learning -- cannot protect him from secret abuse at the hands of an older cousin. It's damage that triggers years of anger and searing self-questioning.
Finally, Blow escapes to a nearby state university, where he joins a black fraternity after a passage of brutal hazing, and then enters a world of racial and sexual privilege that feels like everything he's ever needed and wanted, until he's called upon, himself, to become the one perpetuating the shocking abuse.
A powerfully redemptive memoir that both fits the tradition of African-American storytelling from the South, and gives it an indelible new slant.
- Print length240 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherHoughton Mifflin Harcourt
- Publication dateSeptember 23, 2014
- Dimensions6.5 x 1 x 9.25 inches
- ISBN-100544228049
- ISBN-13978-0544228047
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"Fire Shut Up in My Bones is a luminous memoir that digs deep into territory I've longed to read about in black men's writing: into the horror of being submerged in a vast drowning swirl of racial, spiritual, and sexual complexity, only to somehow find one's self afloat, though gasping for breath, and then, at long last and at great cost, swimming. I believe both Ancestors and Descendants will cheer."
—ALICE WALKER
"Some truths cannot be taught, only learned through stories - profoundly personal and startlingly honest accounts that open not only our eyes but also our hearts to painful and complicated social realities. Charles Blow's memoir tells these kinds of truths. No one who reads this book will be able to forget it. It lays bare in so many ways what is beautiful, cruel, hopeful and despairing about race, gender, class and sexuality in the American South and our nation as a whole. This book is more than a personal triumph; it is a true gift to us all."
—MICHELLE ALEXANDER, author of The New Jim Crow
"Fire Shut Up in My Bones is a profoundly moving memoir of Charles Blow's coming of age as a black boy in the Deep South; of the way his sensitive and gifted intelligence slowly begins to kindle, becoming ablaze with wonder at the world and his place in it. Above all, this is the story of a courageously honest man arriving at his decision to 'stop running like the river . . . and just be the ocean, vast, deep, and exactly where it was always meant to be.' Blow has written a classic memoir of a truly American childhood."
—HENRY LOUIS GATES
"Fire Shut Up in My Bones is a heart-stopping memoir: a portrait of the artist—the exceptionally talented columnist Charles Blow—that also puts a searing face on all sorts of abstractions, like poverty, race, sexuality, and a human persistence sometimes known as courage. So particular yet gracefully timeless is this evocation of childhood that I sometimes felt as if I were reading an update of To Kill a Mockingbird, in which the poor, black protagonist’s moral education destines him to endure, and prevail."
—DIANE McWHORTER, author of Carry Me Home
"Page by elegant page, Charles Blow has constructed an eloquent and courageous memoir that explains why black and white is never just that—whether it comes to race or the rich, conflicted stew of childhood memory."
—GWEN IFILL, moderator, Washington Week, and co-anchor, PBS NewsHour
"Brave and powerful . . . a singular look at a neglected America."
—Publishers Weekly
"Powerful...so well-written."
—ANDERSON COOPER
"When you finish Charles Blow's mesmerizing memoir, you will cry. And you will better understand poverty, the south, racism, sex, fear, rage, and love. Then you will miss being in his authorial grip. Then you will start reading this stunning book again."
—LAWRENCE O'DONNELL
"Charles Blow is a fellow Louisianan. His memoir, Fire Shut Up in My Bones, warmed and tickled my bones. The memoir takes its title from a passage from the book of Jeremiah in the Old Testament: 'His word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones. I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot.' I am supremely glad Blow can no longer hold his own story inside and has chosen to share it with us. From a small town kid growing up in extreme poverty in the segregationist Deep South to a columnist at The New York Times, Blow is an absolute treasure and his powerful story deserves to be heard."
—DONNA BRAZILE
"Fire Shut Up in My Bones is a masterwork of remarkable power, authenticity and honesty. Blow writes with passion about coming of age in a rural Louisiana community suffering from the ravages of racism and poverty. His riveting memoir frankly takes on sexuality, religion and social hierarchy in the African-American community and reveals the inner soul of one of America's most intriguing public intellectuals."
—DARREN WALKER, president of the Ford Foundation
"Fire Shut Up in My Bonesis an instant classic of American letters. Charles Blow's eloquent memoir is haunted by surges of pain and suffering that rarely escape into the open with such searing honesty. Blow's brilliant and self-critical narrative contains truths which no American can afford to ignore, and which few black men have dared to tell. In this irresistible story of the journalist as a besieged boy and determined young man, one of the nation's foremost social critics bares his soul and speaks his mind with redemptive clarity."
—MICHAEL ERIC DYSON
"I missed him the moment I read the last word. Charles Blow's delicate, dangerously vulnerable journey from boyhood to manhood to himself, takes hold of you like a long lost friend you don't ever want to let out of your sight again. Fire Shut Up In My Bones finally, exquisitely gives voice to the complex and gloriously diverse Black American male identity. A modern memoir that reads like a great classic novel, it's the kind of masterful storytelling that divides folks into those who have read and those who have not. I am forever grateful to be among the privileged haves."
—MICHAELA ANGELA DAVIS
"Charles Blow has given us an enormous gift with this penetrating and honest memoir. I could not put it down, riveted by the journey, with no idea where it was taking me but deeply illuminated by the end. Blow opens up his life, growing up in the Deep South, and shines a light on the complexities and diversity of sexual identity in a way that can only help advance the march toward equality."
—MICHELANGELO SIGNORILE, author of Queer in America
"It takes a great deal of courage to divulge your deepest secrets to the world, but Charles Blow shares the story of his personal journey from a rare place of honesty, especially for such a celebrated public figure. In Fire Shut Up in My Bones, Blow has constructed a beautifully crafted, timeless story of coming of age in the face of betrayal, adversity, and self-doubt. I expect this memoir will not only resonate today but will also enlighten and inspire readers for years to come."
—KEITH BOYKIN
"This book is an elegant heartache. Charles Blow's story is by no means an easy one, but he tells it beautifully, a gorgeous read about a gorgeous little boy striving to become himself amidst a world discouraging him from doing so. Blow does an astonishing job of intertwining hardship with humor, pain alongside pleasure, revealing his signature talent for prose that is transcendently poetic at the same time it's grounded in microscopic details of life and insight."
—SALLY KOHN
"Charles Blow is one of the most astute literary voices we have in America today. His is an eye that sees inside our communities, inside our world, inside himself, in a way that not only makes us think, but permits us to feel, to be, to change."
—KEVIN POWELL
"Boldness shines through."
—Shreveport Times
From the Author
"[An] Exquisite memoir...Delicately wrought and arresting in its language, this slender volume covers a great deal of emotional terrain -- much of it fraught, most of it arduous and all of it worth the trip."-The New York Times
"Searing and unforgettable."--People Magazine
"Blow tells his story with searing honesty and probing self-reflection..."--Boston Globe
"Honest and artful...Fire Shut Up in My Bones is an honest reflection of a life. Blow has taken the time to describe -- often in loving detail -- what people and places look like, giving the reader's visual imagination plenty to work with as he contemplates crucial life questions that this story so eloquently articulates."--Chicago Tribune
"A searing and evocative portrait of growing up black in the rural South...deserves a place on the shelf next to Richard Wright's classic memoir Black Boy."--Dallas Morning News
"Gorgeous words...akin to being wrapped in rich cashmere that softens a hit with a sledgehammer now and then. Look for this book -- not so much for the story (which is still really good), but for the lushness of its words. Then be prepared: Fire Shut Up in My Bones will leave you breathless."--Philadelphia Tribune
"Stunning...Blow's words grab hold of you like a fever that shakes you up at first but eventually leads you to a place of healing."--Essence
"Brilliant"--Ebony
"The most compelling read of the fall and the kind of book that will inspire you to turn off the TV and curl up in front of the fire instead." -- BET
"Charles Blow is the James Baldwin of our age."--Washington Blade
"Searing...A raw, intense and often powerful book"--Salon
"Unabashedly honest" -- Mother Jones
"Fire Shut Up in My Bones cloaks its gut-wrenching honesty in lyrical prose."--Goodreads
"Blow masterfully evokes the sights, sounds and smells of rough-and-tumble, backwater Louisiana...a well-written, often poetic memoir"--Kirkus
"Blow's genius lies in his ability to touch us, as the best writing always does."--The Root
"Fire Shut Up in My Bones is a remarkable twist on the classic rags-to-riches saga, written with considerable psychological insight and great honesty about the unhappy motivations that can lurk behind ambition."--Memphis Commercial Appeal
"Exquisitely written, and powerfully, painfully, and poignantly honest, the memoir is an illuminating, and, ultimately, uplifting account of poverty, spirituality, race and sexuality - and of the lies boys tell, to themselves and to others."--Florida Courier
"Ah -- the joy of beautiful writing -- of words strung like pearls on a silken thread, perfectly matched, each in its rightful place -- glowing with perfection. Such are those spread across the pages of this heart-breaking, uplifting memoir"--The Pilot
"... breathtaking, heartbreaking, and illuminating memoir..."--The Advocate
"Stunning, searing...introspective and poetic...an essential work of autobiography."--BookPage
"Ferocious...will leave a lasting impression on every reader that picks up this book...There's no greater urge for a writer than to write his or her own story, and Blow accomplishes that feat with heartbreaking beauty."--Writer's Bone
"Fire Shut In My Bones is a piece of modern literary art...eye opening and profoundly moving."--Southern Literary Review
"New York Times opinion columnist Charles Blow has written what may be the memoir of the year (sorry, Amy Poehler)...This is a singular story, for certain, but it's also a resonate coming-of-age narrative and a stunning testimony on what life was to be young, lonely, and black in 1970s rural Louisiana."--A.V. Club
"This audiobook is a welcome exception to light, and overly hopeful, memoirs. The author...is unsparing in his truthfulness and emotion...The importance of the book is that it's Blow's story, and he makes it sound personal. He creates a vivid world that is captivating and absorbing."--AudioFile Magazine
"Passionately written"--Culture Vulture
"Poetic..."--Scribd
"A powerful memoir"--Nick Kristof
"Beautiful work!"--John Legend
"So incredible, so poignant, so powerful, so inspirational and it's a really phenomenal read."--Solange Knowles
"Powerful...Charles Blow sculpted the prose of every paragraph with human poetry... That's how beautiful his memoir sings"--Mara Brock Akil
"A breathtaking piece of writing."--Andy Rosenthal
"An instant classic"--Marc Lamont Hill
"This gorgeously written book damn near broke my heart. I cried several times. Love love love it."--Capricious Reader
LISTS:
100 Notable Books 0f 2014---New York Times Sunday Book Review
New York Times Best Sellers (Monthly lists: Relationship, Family, and Race/Civil Rights)
New York Times Sunday Book Review Editors' Choice
Best Books of 2014 (Nonfiction)--Publishers Weekly
Our Favorite Books of the Year/Best of 2014--A.V. Club
2014 Best Books of the Year--Shelf Awareness
The 19 Best Nonfiction Books of 2014--BuzzFeed
The 25 Best Book Titles of 2014--BookPage
The Best 15 Nonfiction Books by Black Authors in 2014--The Root
Best of 2014--Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
"Favorite books," 2014 Holiday Newsletter--Politics & Prose
Top 10 Books of the Fall, 2014--New York Observer
Top Picks in Biography, Fall 2014--Barnes & Noble
Lettres October 2014 Readers' Prize book--Elle Magazine
Power List-Fall 2014--African-American Literary Book Club
Notable African-American-Interest Titles, Fall 2014-Spring 2015--Publishers Weekly
Five Books to Watch for in September, 2014--BookRiot.com
5 Books That Should Be On Your Radar, September 2014--WritersBone.com
November 2014 Indie Next List--IndieBound
African American Lives: Books for February, Black History Month--Library Journal
"Some of Our Favorite Titles of 2014"--Anisfield-Wolf Book Awards
Holiday Reads, 2014--Harvard Book Store with 826 Boston
Best Books of 2014--Berkeleyside
Best Books of 2014--Mosaic literary magazine
Top 10 Books of 2014--Outlandic
The Top Ten Best Nonfiction Books of 2014--Entertainment Monthly, Emerson University
Pierce County Library's Best Books of 2014--Bonnie Lake Courier-Herald, Washington
Scene Reviewers Favorite Books of 2014 (Noted With Pleasure)--Nashville Scene
"Good Reads That Make Great Gifts"--L Style G Style Holiday Guide, 2014
"Top 100 Books of 2014"--Conversations Book Club
"15 books we can't wait to read in 2015"--The American Library in Paris
Best of 2014, Nonfiction--Detroit Public Library, 2015 Booklist
Self-Renewal & Youth Development Reading list--John W. Gardner Center for Youth and Their Communities, Stanford Graduate School of Education
18 Must-Read LGBT Books We Missed Last Year--The Advocate, April 2015
"These Queer Black Writers Deserve Your Attention"--Queerty
New and Noteworthy, April 2015--Scribd
Your 2015 Summer Impact Reading List - Net Impact
Honoring Black Writers: 25 Books For Your Summer Reading, 2015 - The Grio
16 books For the Perfect Southern Summer Reading List, 2015 -- AL.com (Alabama Media Group)
22 Books by Black Authors to Add to Your Beach Bag This Summer--Blavity
Pride Month Reading List, 2015--National Book Foundation
Progressive Pick -- Truthout.org
AWARDS:
WINNER: Lambda Literary Award--Bisexual Nonfiction, 2015
WINNER: Ann M. Sperber Biography Award--Best biography/memoir of a journalist, 2015
WINNER: African-American Literary Awards Show--Best biography/memoir, 2015
FINALIST: Zora Neale Hurston/Richard Wright Legacy Award --Nonfiction, 2015
Bisexual Book Awards Finalist--Bisexual Nonfiction, Bisexual Memoir/Biography and Bi Writer of the Year, 2015
PEN Literary Awards Longlist--Open Book Award, 2015
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- Publisher : Houghton Mifflin Harcourt; F First Edition (September 23, 2014)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 240 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0544228049
- ISBN-13 : 978-0544228047
- Item Weight : 15.2 ounces
- Dimensions : 6.5 x 1 x 9.25 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #255,661 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #366 in Journalist Biographies
- #876 in Black & African American Biographies
- #8,480 in Memoirs (Books)
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New York Times columnist and CNN commentator. Former graphics director of the Times and art director of National Geographic magazine. Graduate of Grambling State University. Father of three amazing children. Resident of Brooklyn.
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After working my way through the Blow memoir, I won’t line up for the opera version. I’ll stick with Puccini, Verdi and Donizetti.
Blow’s account is chronological and begins with his 1970’s childhood in rural Louisiana, with occasional side trips to Arkansas. I expected to read accounts of overt white racism but except for a later-in-life account about a bad apple policeman who pulls over the car in which Blow is riding and some offensive graffiti in Alabama, the racism is historic (rooted in “separate but equal”) and institutional rather than immediate and direct.
(By the way, I have no brief for Alabama but for Blow to dismiss the entire state based on one piece of toilet stall graffiti seems like making sure he checks the overt racism box; I dare say that such graffiti is universal and is not always directed by whites against blacks.)
In any case, much of Blow’s description of his childhood unfortunately confirms the stereotype of life in a poor black community — hard working mothers, casual sex, children out of wedlock, violence, bullying, the church, child molestation, poor schools, loving teachers and one young man (enter Blow) who emerges above the daily struggle to attend Grambling University where he is so highly regarded that he is elected both class president and fraternity president.
Wow; this sounds like the springboard for a description of his Grambling teachers and mentors, his academic work and the like. No such luck. Instead, we are forced to endure details of the many young women he beds and worse yet, several chapters (at least 20% of the book) on the endless, gruesome hazing involved in pledging a fraternity. If you want images of black-on-black violence, there is plenty here. How about being forced to drink a glass of your own vomit? Or to decide between drowning kittens or taking a physical beating.
Blow has amazing descriptive abilities, painting pictures of people, situations and the men who haunt his dreams. He is so good at describing that he overdoes it. We learn more about a person’s eyebrows, smile (or lack thereof), skin color (“champagne-colored”), body mass and the traits apparently associated with each of these qualities than is necessary or credible.
He also overdoes the moralizing and sermonizing, e.g. “vulnerability is the leading edge of truth,” “no way to be a whole man without being an honest man” and much more that I was tempted to and did skim.
In the final chapter, Blow is offered an internship at The New York Times. As I turned the page in my Kindle eBook, I was convinced that there was a flaw; several paragraphs or even pages must have been dropped. Suddenly, Blow was driving madly towards home determined to shoot his childhood nemesis, Chester. And from there, after a bit more reflection and self-absorption, he is in a gay bar and then off to a man’s apartment where the question was “who was to be the plug and who the socket?” It’s really more than I need or want to know on that subject.
Blow wraps things up quickly, giving us a few more words of wisdom on what it means to be bisexual. From there, he is quickly married, the father of three children and divorced before concluding with a rapid, where-they-are today summation of various acquaintances and relatives.
I will continue to read Blow’s NYTimes columns and will do so with much more background and perspective. But I won’t recommend “Fire” to anyone nor will I go to see the opera.
Charles’s memoir can be succinctly described an account of growing up in the South, but as a person from such a very distinct geography from “The South” as Southern California, I don’t think that captures the connections, the bridges of human experience that his story provides. As a Chicana (Mexican-American woman) who grew up in poverty in Southern California, my experiences resonate with those of a Black man who grew up in poverty in Louisiana. And that is the mark of truly breadth-reaching and breath-taking writing.
When he speaks of growing up in the South, there is little of that physical location that I can relate to, but his descriptions of his surroundings bring me there. My senses captured sights and sounds through his words…from descriptions of the landscape that I could see in my mind’s eye to the packed earth that I could smell, feel, and taste with the keen appreciation that children possess.
It was the emotion palpitating from each sentence that carried me lyrically from one to the next. Many passages sang out so beautifully that I read them over and over, like I was playing my favorite song. I savored each word and lingered on each one.
His memoir also speaks of pain with an incredible bravery. Those of who are survivors of childhood abuse will feel a strong connection. The anger, pain, and healing are all palpable.
He describes the complexity of psychological, social and emotional formation from childhood into adulthood with a clarity that is intensely relatable. I found myself thinking a number of times, “I was like that as a kid” or “I did that when I was a kid.”
And when I read about the kittens…well, my heart filled with a warmth of knowing, “I knew that’s what he’d do.” I’ll leave it at that… ☺
Not only will you know about Charles’ life and character after reading his memoir, but you may very well know yourself more profoundly as well. It’s writing that emanates from the soul and made my heart both ache and sing. That’s what great writing does…leaves us mesmerized, fulfilled, and yet, contradictorily wanting more, and, in the end, we don’t quite know exactly how all of that was accomplished.








