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Fish: A Memoir of a Boy in a Man's Prison Paperback – August 31, 2007

4.4 4.4 out of 5 stars 696 ratings

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When seventeen-year-old T. J. Parsell held up the local Photo Mat with a toy gun, he was sentenced to four and a half to fifteen years in prison. The first night of his term, four older inmates drugged Parsell and took turns raping him. When they were through, they flipped a coin to decide who would "own" him. Forced to remain silent about his rape by a convict code among inmates (one in which informers are murdered), Parsell's experience that first night haunted him throughout the rest of his sentence. In an effort to silence the guilt and pain of its victims, the issue of prisoner rape is a story that has not been told. For the first time Parsell, one of America's leading spokespeople for prison reform, shares the story of his coming of age behind bars. He gives voice to countless others who have been exposed to an incarceration system that turns a blind eye to the abuse of the prisoners in its charge. Since life behind bars is so often exploited by television and movie re-enactments, the real story has yet to be told. Fish is the first breakout story to do that.

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T.J. Parsell is a writer and human rights activist dedicated to ending sexual abuse against men, women, and children in all forms of detention. He is currently President-elect of Stop Prisoner Rape and serves as a consultant to the National Prison Rape Elimination Commission. Parsell has testified before numerous government bodies and was instrumental in passage of the Prison Rape Elimination Act of 2003, the first ever federal legislation to address this issue. He lives in Sag Harbor, NY. Visit his web site at www.TJParsell.com

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ 0786720379
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Da Capo Press; 34516th edition (August 31, 2007)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 336 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 9780786720378
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0786720378
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 9.6 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.5 x 0.85 x 8.25 inches
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4.4 out of 5 stars
696 global ratings

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Customers find the book profound, thought-provoking, and educational. They say it opens their eyes to life in prison and provides enlightenment and strength. Readers also mention the book covers some very difficult subject matter but is written in a way that changes their way of thinking.

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39 customers mention "Story quality"39 positive0 negative

Customers find the story riveting, touching, and tightly woven. They say the story is told without pity or blame. Readers also describe the book as compelling and moving.

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"...I could not put it down. It was so gripping and heartbreaking. I was entirely uneducated about the prison system...." Read more

"...Full of heartbreaking moments, especially the brutal assaults inflicted against him by other inmates this book is not for the faint of heart...." Read more

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"such an honest and insightful memoir from someone who had a lot of courage to write it and allowed themselves to really grow both from their past..." Read more

"...The author was raw, real and brutally honest and I'm still crying. It's a sad story that I can only hope is changing the world." Read more

"...in scope and feel to 'Brokeback Mountain', yet this is an actual true story, and with a happier ending. Very highly recommended." Read more

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Customers find the book moving, intense, and riveting. They say it journeys them through many emotions.

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65 customers mention "Writing quality"43 positive22 negative

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"...Its' well-organized structure reads like a novel and there is an abundance of dialogue, presumably based on the author's memory of the events which..." Read more

"...Tim paints a credible picture, but his technique of narration is lacking and feels choppy at times, especially when he attempts to come across as a..." Read more

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32 customers mention "Graphic content"20 positive12 negative

Customers have mixed opinions about the graphic content of the book. Some find it eye-opening, terrifying, and intriguing. However, others say the descriptions of sexual assaults are far too graphic.

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How I came about this book was tiktok of the author speaking about his personal experience during his time in prison in which I became intrigued by his story. This book is such a great read and sheds light to what others have endured while serving time. Even what still happens till this very day. He has great courage to tell his story despite all that he had been through. It is a must read.
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Reviewed in the United States on January 25, 2007
T.J. Parsell had many things going against him - after a life that would have been the destruction of most other youths suffering an abusive home life and going to prison for 'armed robbery' which in fact was a Photo Mat trick holdup with a toy gun - and he ends up a winner. This book, his first outing as a professional writer, is a tightly woven tale in the manner of a 'rake's progress' of what life inside our penal system is truly like. Fortunately for us, as readers, Parsell was able to successfully turn his life around after his incarceration and become an advocate for human rights, while concurrently presenting to the public the evidence that he has a natural gift for storytelling. This is not the typical 'confessions of a bad boy who survived': this is a finely written novel that explores characterization, atmosphere, and the trials of existing in the 'other world' inside prison bars.

Parsell tells of his abuse and gang rape upon entry into prison, how he survived due to the kindness of 'his man' and finally came to accept his sexuality, finding friends and comrades along the way that served to redeem his rather bleak outlook on life by giving him the needed affection missing from birth. Nothing is 'prettified' nor is anything painted in a wholly negative fashion: life inside prison is different than it is on the outside - or is it? Is prison just a microcosm of why we as members of society cling to prejudices and have such a dearth of self esteem that we cannot see the larger global picture?

Parsell presents his personal history in a manner that allows the reader to empathize, maintain critical distance, and still cheer for the underdog. He also writes a very beautiful love story and offers supportive evidence that personal sexual proclivity is a valid part of every individual's being. FISH is a fascinating, page-turning read, and despite some editorial flaws such as typos and grammar corrections, this is a very fine book - far better than anyone would expect. Recommended Reading. Grady Harp, January 07
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Reviewed in the United States on May 18, 2011
After reading another autobiography about prison life, I was intrigued and wanted to read another. I saw many references to this book and thought I'd give it a try. I also saw several others advertised and downloaded them as well. I'm sorry to say that I read the other books first.

Fish does what all the others failed to do. Fish has a sense of honesty and truth that is hard to find in material of this subject. Far too many authors feel the need to embellish their stories in an attempt to lure more readers. Sadly, their efforts are generally wasted because nothing is more exciting and riveting than truth.

Fish seems to touch on all aspects of prison life. From the violence to the peace. From the day to the night. From the right to the wrong. There is nothing that is told thru the author's pen.

I've seen reviews that emphasize the sexual encounters in Fish. Sex is a fact of prison life and therefore has a place in this book, but the descriptions are not overdone nor are they in any way extreme or graphic. The author does not discuss sex simply to have sex be part of the story, rather it is only brought up when it is integral to the story itself. If you are looking for a book to give you some erotic pleasure or fantasy of prison sex, this is not your book.

The life of the author and how he learned from his mistakes is what makes this book so great. From the despair he felt in his abandonment to the joy of living a life without fear of being true to himself. This book provides enlightenment and strength to those that may be going thru similar situations. Not necessarily in a prison or jail type setting, but for anybody who feels trapped and confined by life.

The only thing I would have liked to see more of are the follow up stories. Is Paul still a part of his life? Has he had contact with others he has helped? I also would like to have seen some photos. Surly the author could include a photo of himself or the prisons. I understand that pictures of the other people may not be appropriate, but pictures to set the scenery would go a long way.
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Reviewed in the United States on April 13, 2008
This book is beautifully written, despite the raw and brutal scenes it depicts. Its' well-organized structure reads like a novel and there is an abundance of dialogue, presumably based on the author's memory of the events which occurred more than twenty-five years ago. The brutal nature of the prison system is realistically described with every page steeped in the personal feelings of the author tempered by time. Most poignant in the memoir, in my reading, was the depiction of the true first love that the author, who comes to realize he is gay, experiences with a boy of his own age, while still in prison. Eventually the lovers are separated as the writer is released from prison and the lover, Paul, remains in jail for years to come. After twenty-five years Tim, the author, writes to Paul, telling him how much he loved Paul and what an enormous impact he had had on Tim's developement while they were lovers. Paul responds with sentiments of his own reflecting how important their relationship had meant to him. These two letters together were one of the highlights of the book for me. They expressed tenderness, gratefulness, and love of one another, while recognizing that the past is gone and they have each moved on in their lives. The memoir as a whole was a great read and a touching personal story.
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Fernando A. A. Silva
5.0 out of 5 stars Crude experiences of a teenager in a men's prison.
Reviewed in Brazil on December 16, 2021
The book is excellent. It is very well written and the author portrays the harrowing experiences of a youth being jailed with older prisoners. Rape, gang rape, sodomy, drugs, violence told in a straightforward manner. He becomes one of them to survive. The end is sort of an anticlimax when he seems to have lost the thread trying to show how he had survived and how now he was different from the others and had done good. I enjoyed the book.
hello_cr
5.0 out of 5 stars This book is worth it
Reviewed in Canada on February 8, 2021
I ordered the book and it came in 3 days later the shipping was fast if you're a prime member :) I read the book and I couldn't put it down. Highly recommended!
Ralph
5.0 out of 5 stars Fish - A must for anyone to read
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on February 8, 2014
T.J. Parsell's true story just grips you from start to finish. This book will teach you far more than any academic social science paper. If you have a chance of reading this book grab it with both hands and dont let go until you reach the final full stop in the book.
Alnoor
5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
Reviewed in Canada on November 14, 2013
His words paint a very vived picture of a world many will never understand. You feel what he felt and share his experiences. A very brave individual.
googie Gomez
5.0 out of 5 stars kudos
Reviewed in Canada on September 2, 2013
Excellent insight to growing up and dealing with more than the average Joe could ever imagine.
If i knew you TJ I'd be beside myself in pride.