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Holding on to Forever by [Siobhan Davis, S.B. Alexander, Kelly  Hartigan (XterraWeb), Sara Eirew]

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Length: 316 pages Word Wise: Enabled Enhanced Typesetting: Enabled
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"Prepare to cry, swoon, and fall in love with Adam and Emily. This is such a heartfelt and romantic story, as well as an honest, raw depiction of addiction, that you're not going to want to miss." BookDragonGirl

"There is such tragedy in these characters lives. They have both been through so much. The way they meet is not your typical boy meets girl story. But, I'm so glad they find each other ... and I really loved the ending." Danielle. Goodreads reviewer 

"Adam and Emily's journey is emotional, difficult, and ugly but their destination is beautiful. You will feel all the emotions during this read and come out complete and happy at the end." Jennifer. Goodreads reviewer

"I love this book, and I know it will suck everyone else in as well. Even with the touchy subjects, it will hold your grasp until the very end..." Paradise of Pages

 "Adam is not your typical cocky alpha QB that I have seen so often in sports romances. I found his wholesomeness to be refreshing, and I developed a major crush on him." Dana. Goodreads reviewer 

"This book had me on the edge of my seat. The gut-wrenching storyline of past abuse and addiction was so honestly portrayed the reader feels like they are walking in the character's footsteps. I wish I could give it more than 5 stars - this is a must read!!" Nikki. The Overflowing Bookcase

"Together, these two fabulous ladies have created something moving and magical." Shonna. Goodreads reviewer

"I literally have no words good enough to describe this book. Holding on to Forever is a beautiful story that draws on many issues but shows the strength and struggles perfectly associated with them." Shauni. Goodreads reviewer

"Riveting story of addiction, love, forgiveness, and healing. Beautiful and well-written story. I could not put it down. " Carrie. Goodreads reviewer

"This story was so good, you won't want to stop reading! I even stayed up until 4 am to finish it! " Abby. Goodreads reviewer

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"Emily." Adam clicks his fingers, peering into my face with concern in his eyes. "You still with me?"

"Sorry. My mind wandered." I clench my hands in my lap, swallowing back bile as my body trembles all over.

"You're shaking." He pulls me to his chest, and I rest my cheek against his shoulder, allowing him to comfort me. He smooths a hand up and down my back, and it's such a tender gesture it brings tears to my eyes again.

Adam is one of the good guys. Last night and this morning have proven that. If I was a normal girl, I'd be crazy for him.

But I'm not, and I can't afford to be.

I shuck out of his hold. "Thanks for looking after me last night." I stand. "I should go."

"Emily, wait." He stands, threading his fingers in mine. "I know you're scared. I can see it in your eyes. And I want to help."

"Why me?" I tip my chin up, peering deep into his eyes.

He takes a big breath. "Because I like you and I don't want to see you hurt."

"Is that the only reason?"

He blows air out of his mouth, looking undecided for a few minutes. "I know all the reasons why you and I shouldn't hang out," he says, and my heart splutters in my chest. "But there are more reasons why we should." My heart grows wings and soars.

"You want to hang out with me?" I blurt.

He rests his forehead on mine. "I want to do so much with you, Emily," he whispers, and his warm breath fans across my face, igniting new flames. "But why don't we start with being friends?"

"I don't have many friends," I admit in a hushed voice.

"Then it's settled." He hugs me to him, and I don't protest this time, wrapping my arms around his solid body, and clinging to him like he's my only lifeline. He tilts my chin up with the tip of one finger. "Now, tell me what's really going on with Wes."

Copyright Siobhan Davis and S.B. Alexander 2019

Product details

  • Word Wise : Enabled
  • Language: : English
  • Publication Date : September 15, 2019
  • File Size : 2031 KB
  • Print Length : 316 pages
  • ASIN : B07XGBP33Z
  • Text-to-Speech : Enabled
  • Enhanced Typesetting : Enabled
  • Simultaneous Device Usage : Unlimited
  • X-Ray : Not Enabled
  • Lending : Enabled
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 out of 5 stars 239 ratings

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5.0 out of 5 stars Adam and Emily 💕
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5.0 out of 5 stars Heavy intense content with a damn adorable story!❤
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5.0 out of 5 stars Great Love Story
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on December 6, 2019
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5.0 out of 5 stars Loved loved loved it ❤️❤️
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5.0 out of 5 stars Great book
Reviewed in Australia on September 16, 2019
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