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Hole in My Life Paperback – Bargain Price, September 8, 2004
In the summer of 1971, Jack Gantos was an aspiring writer looking for adventure, cash for college tuition, and a way out of a dead-end job. For ten thousand dollars, he recklessly agreed to help sail a sixty-foot yacht loaded with a ton of hashish from the Virgin Islands to New York City, where he and his partners sold the drug until federal agents caught up with them. For his part in the conspiracy, Gantos was sentenced to serve up to six years in prison.
In Hole in My Life, this prizewinning author of over thirty books for young people confronts the period of struggle and confinement that marked the end of his own youth. On the surface, the narrative tumbles from one crazed moment to the next as Gantos pieces together the story of his restless final year of high school, his short-lived career as a criminal, and his time in prison. But running just beneath the action is the story of how Gantos – once he was locked up in a small, yellow-walled cell – moved from wanting to be a writer to writing, and how dedicating himself more fully to the thing he most wanted to do helped him endure and ultimately overcome the worst experience of his life. Hole in My Life is a 2003 Bank Street - Best Children's Book of the Year.
Review
"His account is remarkably free of both self-pity and self-censorship . . . This is a tale of courage and redemption, proving that a bad start in life does not have to lead to a bad life story." --The New York Times Book Review
"Gantos really is Everyman, but an Everyman who has landed himself into a deeper pit than most. What separates Gantos is the determination that took him out of his dreams and into a successful life as a writer. Those writerly skills are in full evidence here, in this thoughtful and provocative memoir as valuable to those who have never heard of Gantos as to those who have read all of his books." -- Hyde Park Review of Books
"The ultimate cautionary tale." --Smithsonian "This true tale of the worst year in the author's life will be a big surprise for his many fans . . .This is a story of mistakes, dues, redemption, and finally success at what he always wanted to do: write books." --Starred, Kirkus Reviews
About the Author
Jack Gantos has written books for people of all ages, from picture books and middle-grade fiction to novels for young adults and adults. His works include Hole in My Life, a memoir that won the Michael L. Printz and Robert F. Sibert Honors, Joey Pigza Swallowed the Key, a National Book Award Finalist, Joey Pigza Loses Control, a Newbery Honor book, and Dead End in Norvelt, winner of the Newbery Medal and the Scott O’Dell Award for Historical Fiction.
Jack was raised in Norvelt, Pennsylvania, and when he was seven, his family moved to Barbados. He attended British schools, where there was much emphasis on reading and writing, and teachers made learning a lot of fun. When the family moved to south Florida, he found his new classmates uninterested in their studies, and his teachers spent most of their time disciplining students. Jack retreated to an abandoned bookmobile (three flat tires and empty of books) parked out behind the sandy ball field, and read for most of the day. The seeds for Jack’s writing career were planted in sixth grade, when he read his sister’s diary and decided he could write better than she could. He begged his mother for a diary and began to collect anecdotes he overheard at school, mostly from standing outside the teachers’ lounge and listening to their lunchtime conversations. Later, he incorporated many of these anecdotes into stories.
While in college, he and an illustrator friend, Nicole Rubel, began working on picture books. After a series of well-deserved rejections, they published their first book, Rotten Ralph, in 1976. It was a success and the beginning of Jack’s career as a professional writer. Jack continued to write children’s books and began to teach courses in children’s book writing and children’s literature. He developed the master’s degree program in children’s book writing at Emerson College and the Vermont College M.F.A. program for children’s book writers. He now devotes his time to writing books and educational speaking. He lives with his family in Boston, Massachusetts.
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From my cell window I could see a line of houses in the distance. All week the people had been putting up Halloween decorations. We didn't celebrate Halloween in prison. . . or, I should say, every day in prison was scarier than any Halloween, so there was no reason to do anything special on October 31st. But thinking of Halloween reminded me of a funny story from when I was in fifth grade. We were living in Kendall, Florida, right on the train tracks. One Halloween afternoon police cars flooded our neighborhood and announced that Halloween was canceled because there had been a prison break upstate at Raford. A couple of guys had hopped a freight and the cops thought they may have jumped off in our area. We locked our doors and turned on all the lights. We pulled the curtains. All night I scampered from window to window peeking out and looking for unshaven suspicious types in striped outfits. Every time a bush rustled in the wind my heart leapt. I saw rugged prison mugs in every shadow. It was the most exciting Halloween ever. The escapees were caught not far from our house and I was disappointed that I hadn't spotted them slinking around.
I wrote this story down in my journal. From time to time I wrote down other funny stories and memories about my family and my childhood. It was a relief to write stories that didn't have bars around them.
- Print length208 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherFarrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR)
- Publication dateSeptember 8, 2004
- Reading age14 years and up
- Dimensions5.19 x 0.56 x 7.64 inches
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- ASIN : B003BVK4SS
- Publisher : Farrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR); First Edition (September 8, 2004)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 208 pages
- Reading age : 14 years and up
- Item Weight : 5.6 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.19 x 0.56 x 7.64 inches
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About the author

JACK GANTOS
Email: gantosbooks@gmail.com (for school visits)
Website: www.jackgantos.com
GANTOS SHORT BIO:
JACK GANTOS is the author of over fifty books for children from the ROTTEN RALPH picture books, collections of JACK HENRY short stories (5 in the series), upper elementary and middle school JOEY PIGZA novels (5 in the series), DEAD END IN NORVELT (Newbery Award) and FROM NORVELT TO NOWHERE, young adult novels--THE TROUBLE IN ME, LOVE CURSE OF THE RUMBAUGHS, DESIRE LINES, and an award winning memoir, HOLE IN MY LIFE, which is required reading in High Schools. His work can lead readers from the cradle to the grave.
Mr. Gantos was a professor at Emerson College where he developed the Masters Degree Program in Children's Literature, Writing and Publishing. He now spends his time writing and is an active speaker at book and literacy conferences, schools and libraries. His works have received a Newbery Award, Scott O'Dell Award, Newbery Honor, Printz Honor, Sibert Honor, National Book Award Finalist honor and he is the 2010 recipient of the NCTE/ALAN AWARD for his contribution to the field of Young Adult and Children's Literature. DEAD END IN NORVELT received both the 2012 John Newbery Award and the Scott O'Dell award for Historic Fiction. The companion novel, FROM NORVELT TO NOWHERE. His most recent releases are THE TROUBLE IN ME (middle/high school memoir) and WRITING RADAR: Using Your Journal to Snoop Out and Craft Great Stories--the best selling book on how to become a great young writer.
GANTOS: LETTER TO YOUNG WRITERS
Dear Readers and Writers,
I am no different than any other writer in that the desire to write came to me after my desire to read. It is the reading that saturates the imagination with vast possibilities. Not just the possibility of creating a story, but with the possibility of holding a book in your hand that has your name printed on the cover.
In school I was a library helper. I shelved books and you can probably guess that the G section was my favorite. I would walk my fingers across the spines of the G authors until I came to my slot with GALDONE on one side and GEORGE on the other. I could imagine my book, with my last name fitting on the shelf between those two authors. Every school day I would pass that G shelf and imagine my book, with my name on it, proudly reaching out at me.
Of course, when you are young, it is easy to imagine a book with your name on it, but as I grew older I realized a bit of effort was going to go into the construction of a book. So I bought a small black writing journal and on the spine I took a pen knife and carved my last name into the black cover. I wasn't sure what to title the book and so I didn't. After a while
I just called it my "Black Book." I took that book everywhere. I wrote very unorganized stories in it. But I did have an eye for the odd moment. I saw my dog eaten by an alligator. I wrote about it in my Black Book. I saw an airplane crash in my neighborhood. I wrote it down. I broke my brothers arm--three times! I wrote it down. And I kept filling up the Black Book. And when it was full of odds and ends and bits and pieces of stories I made a fake library call number and pasted it on the spine of my book. I glued a card pocket on the inside back cover and slipped a Date Due card inside. Then I carved my title on the spine: JACKS BLACK BOOK. When no one was looking I went to the book shelf and slipped it between GALDONE and GEORGE. Each day I would pass it in the library. Weeks went by. It didn't move. Then one day it was gone!
I was thrilled.
But after many long weeks went by I thought maybe it was pretty foolish of me to put the only copy of my book on the shelf. Whoever checked it out was probably laughing at me. I was feeling pretty dejected. The empty gap on the shelf where my book had been now looked like a sad missing tooth.
Then it came back. I was working in the library and found it in the BOOK RETURN bin. I quickly flipped to the back where I had written a note on the last page asking the reader if he or she liked the book. They had responded. Eagerly I read: "Whoever wrote this book should seek mental help." I did. But it wasn't a doctor. I went to my teacher and told her what I had done and asked for help on how to organize my stories. She did help me. She, and reading more books, made me a better writer. Now I've published WRITING RADAR: Using Your Journal to Snoop Out and Craft Great Stories. In this book I've put in my best 'how-to' writing tips for your writers who want to be published writers!
I went to college for creative writing. I have published forty-five books from the ROTTEN RALPH series to the JACK HENRY series to the JOEY PIGZA series to HOLE IN MY LIFE and more--all the way to DEAD END IN NORVELT, the 2012 Newbery Medal winner. I have won many awards, but the Newbery Medal tops them all. My next job as a writer is to top myself. Now, FROM NORVELT TO NOWHERE has just been released with Starred Reviews. In the fall of 2014 THE KEY THAT SWALLOWED JOEY PIGZA was published. It is the final Joey Pigza book. When you read it let me know what you think.
Now Out Is:
WRITING RADAR: Using Your Journal to Snoop Out and Craft Great Stories.
All Best, Jack Gantos
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In the book, Gantos seemed to be living the life of a normal teenager who gets into some bad habits, like drugs and alcohol. Though he never fully finished high school, Jack always knew he had a passion for writing and wanted to become a writer, he constantly kept journals for organizing his writing. He even wanted to go to college to improve his writing. Once he deemed the University of Florida as unfit for himself, he moves to St. Croix to be with his family again, who had moved to the island for work. Once he gets to St. Croix, he begins building wooden crates with his father but gets involved with drugs rather quickly. After being offered $10,000 to smuggle hashish from the island to New York, Gantos embarks on his three-week long sailboat adventure with an unfavorable partner. On his journey, Jack continues his writing and reading in hopes of being inspired and being able to perfect his writing skills. Things were quick to fall apart once he reached New York; the FBI ends up catching Gantos after a few weeks of being back in the United States and Jack is sent to prison. After being told he could serve up to six years, Gantos begins pouring his life into writing, writing about every detail of every day. Prison is where Gantos finally realizes his potential as a writer and embraces his passion for writing.
Overall, Hole in My Life is truly an inspiration to anyone who has dreams but finds themselves struggling to achieve them. The book does a great job of showing how Jack grew as a writer. He overcomes struggles and turns a very bad situation into a chance to follow his dreams. Jack Gantos is very successful in being detailed in his experiences, which allows the reader to relate to him and feel empathy. Because we know Gantos ends up in jail from the beginning of the book, Hole in My Life leaves you on the edge of your seat and leaves you wanting more. The book flows very well and does a good job of attaching the reader to the book. The hardships he faced gave him the chance to organize and write down his thoughts and allowed writing to become a substitute of drugs. Not only does Hole in My Life act as a story of Gantos’s young adult life, but shares multiple positive life lessons. If he had not gone through these difficulties, Gantos may not be the award-winning author he is today. I definitely recommend this book because it is a great read for anyone who is feeling lost or struggling to achieve their dreams.
Jack Gantos was on the brink of adulthood when his parents handed him the freedom of moving out and starting life on his own. When he was just a junior in high school, his parents decided to move from Fort Lauderdale, Florida to San Juan, Puerto Rico. Moving to Puerto Rico looked like a free pass to a party and though Jack enjoyed his time being an electrician there, school was still on the back of his mind. This eventually led him back to Florida to make more mistakes that a free, young, teenage boy would make. After getting kicked out of his host home for trashing their house every chance he got, he realized he hit rock bottom when he was living in a motel called King’s Court. During his time there, he was saving up for an adventure back to his parents in Puerto Rico. He believed that every good writer had a story and he was set on discovering an adventure of his own. Through betrayal and failure, Jack ends up back to where it all started with his parents. He was out of money and working for his father to pay for room and board, when he met Rick and Hamilton. Jack didn’t even hesitate before he accepted their offer for ten thousand dollars to sail a ship full of hash to New York City. Little did he know that this would be the greatest mistake of his life. Through hardships on the sail, to getting caught and fleeing from the FBI to eventually being behind bars in a federal prison, Jack’s vulnerability is intoxicating. The heart of this story portrays that even the worst mistakes can bring the best things to your life.
This book is appropriate for anyone over the age of eighteen only due to the profanity and drug use throughout Jack Gantos’ memoir. If you want to read a story of redemption and lessons learned the hard way, then this book is highly recommend. The way Jack tells his story is so personal and raw which is very rare to find in memoirs these days. This is the kind of memoir that leaves the reader laughing out loud, wondering how this story could be true by the unbelievable things that would occur to him in such a small amount of time. The theme of this book is simply: short cuts to success will never give you the outcome you truly desire. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and could not put it down while I was reading. Any person who is slightly interested in adventure and hilarious memoirs needs to go purchase Hole In My Life by Jack Gantos, sit down with a cup of tea, and indulge on his incredibly hilarious adventure to becoming the award winning author he is today.







