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I'll Be Gone in the Dark: One Woman's Obsessive Search for the Golden State Killer Hardcover – Illustrated, February 27, 2018
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THE BASIS FOR THE MAJOR 6-PART HBO® DOCUMENTARY SERIES
#1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER
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Winner of the Goodreads Choice Awards for Nonfiction | Anthony Award Winner | SCIBA Book Award Winner | Finalist for the Edgar Award for Best Fact Crime | Longlisted for the Carnegie Medal for Excellence
The haunting true story of the elusive serial rapist turned murderer who terrorized California during the 70s and 80s, and of the gifted journalist who died tragically while investigating the case—which was solved in April 2018.
Introduction by Gillian Flynn • Afterword by Patton Oswalt
“A brilliant genre-buster. . . . Propulsive, can’t-stop-now reading.” —Stephen King
For more than ten years, a mysterious and violent predator committed fifty sexual assaults in Northern California before moving south, where he perpetrated ten sadistic murders. Then he disappeared, eluding capture by multiple police forces and some of the best detectives in the area.
Three decades later, Michelle McNamara, a true crime journalist who created the popular website TrueCrimeDiary.com, was determined to find the violent psychopath she called "the Golden State Killer." Michelle pored over police reports, interviewed victims, and embedded herself in the online communities that were as obsessed with the case as she was.
I’ll Be Gone in the Dark—the masterpiece McNamara was writing at the time of her sudden death—offers an atmospheric snapshot of a moment in American history and a chilling account of a criminal mastermind and the wreckage he left behind. It is also a portrait of a woman’s obsession and her unflagging pursuit of the truth. Utterly original and compelling, it has been hailed as a modern true crime classic—one which fulfilled Michelle's dream: helping unmask the Golden State Killer.
- Print length352 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherHarper
- Publication dateFebruary 27, 2018
- Dimensions6 x 1.16 x 9 inches
- ISBN-100062319787
- ISBN-13978-0062319784
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An Amazon Best Book of March 2018: I’ll Be Gone in the Dark, Michelle McNamara’s compelling investigation of the “Golden State Killer,” who terrorized northern California from the mid-70s to the mid-80s, is one of the best true crime books to come along in a decade. It’s the story of two obsessions: McNamara’s obsession with the criminal, and whatever abhorrent obsession drove him to commit a series of horrific rapes and murders over ten years. The author, a true crime journalist who created the popular website TrueCrimeDiary.com, describes the crimes and examines clues in an effort to uncover his identity. Occasionally, she challenges convention by inserting herself into the narrative (at one point, she even writes directly to the Golden State Killer), and the book acquires even more personal weight when one takes into account the fact that McNamara, at the age of 46, died while writing it. Knowing all of this, and with each chilling description, McNamara’s obsession begins to become our own. She believed that the Golden State Killer would still be alive today. You will discover yourself hoping she’s right, so that you can see him captured and brought to justice. -- Chris Schluep, the Amazon Book Review
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“Both a vivid and meticulous investigation of a twisted predator who terrorized quiet, upper middle-class communities in California for nearly a decade, and a wrenching personal account from a writer who became consumed by her subject.” — Alexandra Alter, New York Times
“Unputdownable.... Powerful.” — Maureen Corrigan, NPR’s Fresh Air
“This is a one sit-down read. That’s how riveting it is. Very few writers have the skill to bring a decades-old cold case to life; in these pages, Michelle McNamara has not only successfully resuscitated the fascinating case of the Golden State Killer, but done so with humanity, insight, and grace.” — Michael Connelly
“A singular, fascinating read. It’s lifelike in its incompletion... a posthumous treasure that feels thrillingly alive. A-” — Entertainment Weekly
“What makes McNamara’s work so compelling is her empathy and sensitivity toward the people touched by these crimes.... I wish I could read the next 10 books she would have written.” — Kate Tuttle, Los Angeles Times
“What readers need to know—what makes this book so special—is that it deals with two obsessions, one light and one dark. The Golden State Killer is the dark half; Michelle McNamara’s is the light half. It’s a journey into two minds, one sick and disordered, the other intelligent and determined. I loved this book.” — Stephen King
“Both a vivid and meticulous investigation of a twisted predator who terrorized quiet, upper middle-class communities in California for nearly a decade, and a wrenching personal account from a writer who became consumed by her subject.” — New York Times
“Remarkable… The detective’s nose for the crucial clue transmutes so easily into a novelist’s eye for the concrete detail that conjures a memory or emotion. She applies the same gift to a handful of portraits of people affected by the killer’s crimes.... These read like fragments from Raymond Carver stories, tales of ordinary lives fractured by incomprehensible violence. Had she lived, McNamara might have helped identify the man who committed that violence, but before she died, she did something nearly as miraculous: making them all live again in some small way.” — Laura Miller, Slate
“This book just knocked me over.” — Megan Abbott
“Utterly gripping.” — People
“A powerful portrait of the scale of the Golden State Killer’s crimes, of the mechanics of criminal investigations, of the strange particular dread and paranoia in the California in the 1970s, and of McNamara’s own obsession with violent men, and this one violent man.” — San Francisco Chronicle
“Breathtaking, ambitious, and exquisitely written.” — New York
“Michelle McNamara was an obsessive. She was also a damn good writer. That combustive mix has produced I’ll Be Gone in the Dark, a dark page-turner.... Scintillating.” — USA Today
“That the book feels triumphant even after tragedy upon tragedy is a testament to McNamara’s skill as a reporter.” — Esquire, “The 25 Best True Crime Books Every Person Should Read”
“Narrative true crime journalism at its very finest, a complex, multilayered, chilling portrait of a faceless monster, and a remarkable tribute to the woman who, up until her last day, believed she would one day have him in her crosshairs.” — Village Voice
“Any true crime project is basically a reckoning with death, but in this case, it’s a reckoning that is no longer theoretical. McNamara is gone. And what’s especially sad about her absence is just how good she was.” — The Portland Mercury
“Remarkable.... A modern true crime classic.” — Publishers Weekly, starred review
“Chilling.... Hard to put down.” — Minneapolis Star Tribune
“The work has many notable qualities — in particular, a penetrating and elegiac voice.” — Seattle Times
“Impressive.” — Booklist, starred review
From the Back Cover
A masterful true-crime account of the Golden State Killer—the elusive serial rapist turned murderer who terrorized California for over a decade—from Michelle McNamara, the gifted journalist who died tragically while investigating the case
You’ll be silent forever, and I’ll be gone in the dark.
Over the course of more than ten years, a mysterious and violent predator committed fifty sexual assaults in Northern California before moving south, where he perpetrated ten sadistic murders. In 1986 he disappeared, eluding capture by multiple police forces and some of the best detectives in the area.
Three decades later, Michelle McNamara, a true-crime journalist who created the popular website True Crime Diary, was determined to find the violent psychopath she called “the Golden State Killer.” Michelle pored over police reports, inter-viewed victims, and embedded herself in the online communities that were as obsessed with the case as she was.
At the time of the crimes, the Golden State Killer was between the ages of eighteen and thirty, Caucasian, and athletic—capable of vaulting tall fences. He always wore a mask. After choosing his victims—he favored suburban couples—he often entered their homes when no one was there, studying family pictures, mastering the layouts. He attacked while they slept, using a flashlight to awaken and blind them. Though they could not recognize him, his victims recalled his voice: a guttural whisper through clenched teeth, abrupt and threatening.
I’ll Be Gone in the Dark—the masterpiece McNamara was writing at the time of her sudden death—offers an atmospheric snapshot of a moment in American history and a chilling account of a criminal mastermind and the wreckage he left behind. It is also a portrait of a woman’s obsession and her unflagging pursuit of the truth. Framed by an introduction from Gillian Flynn and an afterword by McNamara’s husband, Patton Oswalt, the book was completed by Michelle’s lead researcher and a close colleague. Utterly original and compelling, it is destined to become a true-crime classic—and may at last unmask the Golden State Killer.
About the Author
Michelle McNamara (1970–2016) was the author of the website True Crime Diary. She earned an MFA in fiction writing from the University of Minnesota, and had sold television pilots to ABC and Fox and a screenplay to Paramount. She also worked as a consultant for Dateline NBC. She lived in Los Angeles and is survived by her husband, Patton Oswalt, and their daughter, Alice.
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- Publisher : Harper; Illustrated edition (February 27, 2018)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 352 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0062319787
- ISBN-13 : 978-0062319784
- Item Weight : 1.3 pounds
- Dimensions : 6 x 1.16 x 9 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #57,388 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #75 in Law Enforcement Biographies
- #169 in Serial Killers True Accounts
- #2,523 in Memoirs (Books)
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In my past I have read true-crime written by mostly men. They were absolute fact based, dry and to the point. Here's the killer, this is how he did it. It was procedure based and most of the time the true-crime was written by the detective who spent all his time with the madman, the killer. So I would go into these books expecting horrific facts and more of a textbook of this particular case and killer. Now....lets talk about the way Michelle wrote this book.
Michelle McNamara has always wanted to be a writer. She absolutely has a way with words and its very soothing to read. She takes her time. She really captures the feel, the essence of what she is about to say. Not only was she a great writer, but she had a true-crime podcast that really honed in her skills and helped her shine when it came to killers. A lot of people "tuned" into her podcasts. She would talk about a new killer/ unsolved crime and humanize the story. Allowing the listeners/readers to be captured in the story and eager to find out more. It was like Michelle was telling you a scary bedtime story, but with real facts.
Michelle spent a few years following EAR/ONS. EAR stands for East Area Rapist and ONS stands for Original Night Stalker. Those two acronyms are ugly and dull. Not that a killer/rapist needs a jazzy name. But....when it comes to awareness to the public? A catchy name helps keep the bad man close so that way people are still out looking for them. Michelle penned the name Golden State Killer. Her helpful, jazzy name for this very mysterious bad man helped bring more awareness to himself and the cold cases. People had forgot about him in America. Maybe not for the people who lived in the neighborhoods he prowled, but police stopped caring for the most part. People assumed he was dead. Once a killer stops killing....is there still a reason to look? Of course! But, we have new killers everyday. Sometimes those cold cases stay cold cases. Michelle however wanted....needed more. She felt a deep connection to this case (maybe because she was raped herself when she was younger). She kept the momentum alive to catch this guy.
The book is broken up into 3 parts. Part one describes the different areas the rapist chose to pursue his victims. At first it was just peeping into their windows (he only ever attacked people in one -story homes), then he started raping. At first it was just girls when they were home alone, then he upped his game and started raping women while their spouses were home. Tying up the husband/boyfriend, while he raped the women. Eventually that was not enough thrill for him. After 50 rapes the Golden State Killer started killing his victims so there wouldn't be anymore witnesses to describe what he looked like. He ended up killing 10 people.
Part two we follow Michelle on the ways she tried to help the detectives solve this case. She was apart of a forum exclusively working on solving this four decade long cold case. These public sleuths or civilian detectives really helped the police figure out different angles. They had everything mapped out. They cross referenced all the cases. Putting people with the similar attacks in the same boxes. Over the years they figured out that attacks that were not assumed was from EAR/ONS...really were the work of the same man. The section also talks about how the old detectives traced their findings through early DNA.
Part three is the aftermath. This section was written after Michelle died. Her husband, along with the civilian detectives and real detectives helped finish this part of the book for her. They told their stories to the editor that put the rest of the book together. It's sad that Michelle didn't get to see how much she helped solve this case and how she effected the ones surrounding this case.
The book as a whole was wonderfully written not only because Michelle has a way with words, but because she focused a lot on the victims. They weren't just some names on a sheet. They were and are, flesh and blood people. Their stories are important and Michelle in her own gracious way, told these stories to the masses. She allowed the victims privacy by not giving us their real name, but also by being so delicate with the way she told it. She didn't glamorize their unfortunate situation. She was trustworthy. The victims could feel that she only wanted to help, not get money off of their stories and so they told them. And she did a great job speaking for them.
I'm at the point of rambling now. If you have never picked up a true-crime before, I'd pick this one up. It's written like fiction with all the emotional parts and like a non-fiction with all the technical parts. It's just so well written. Once you are done, go and watch the docuseries on HBO. It was directed so well. I just loved having the faces to the names that I read about in the book.
But now, whenever I watch that show, I think of Mr. Oswalt, and that makes me think of Michelle McNamara. By now almost everyone knows that Ms. McNamara was married to Mr. Oswalt, until she died in her sleep in 2016. Surprisingly, I didn't know much about her until I read that the book "I'll Be Gone in the Dark" (IBGITD) was going to be released, and I was looking forward to buying it. I have read "Hunting a Psychopath" (HAP) by Richard Shelby, and I found that book very informative. Some people might love it and some people might hate it, but it gives a play-by-play account of the crimes of the East Area Rapist (EAR)/Original Night Stalker (ONS)/Visalia Ransacker (VR) as well. Back when HAP was written it was assumed that all of the crimes were committed by the same UNSUB, and it looks now -- as of May of 2018 -- as if that assumption might be a good one.
Of course, just in the last week, a very good suspect was arrested who most likely is the Golden State Killer (GSK), a moniker that (thankfully) Ms. McNamara supposedly gave the UNSUB awhile back. After all, it gets a little tedious to type EAR-ONS-VR and so he needed a consolidated name. And I think that "Golden State Killer" is pretty good, since whoever the real killer turns out to be -- the guy currently sitting in a jail in Sacramento or someone else -- created chaos from Sacramento to Southern California over at least a 10-year span. Personally, I think he started earlier than police think and continued his crimes past 1986, since it's very difficult for serial killers to stop killing on their own. (The GSK would have learned about DNA around 1986, when the first criminal was on the police radar using DNA technology, in England. It's possible that the GSK continued his crimes but was far more careful about leaving his DNA at those crime scenes.)
I am now at the part of the book where the editor has written something like: "Editor: Michelle McNamara died in her sleep in 2016." At that point, a couple of writers attempt to piece together the rest of the story based upon Ms. McNamara's notes, and I think it's probably impossible to do so. Everyone knows that notes are always abbreviated, leaving out details that might confuse anyone else reading it. It is a shame that Ms. McNamara wasn't able to write the final edit of the book herself, but all is not lost.
Ms. McNamara was able to take an incredible amount of information -- the editors even discuss all the computers, hard drives, and even original source material she had access to -- and break it down into the most important details. And she writes in a way that makes you feel as if you were almost there yourself. They even compared her work to Truman Capote's at one point, writing something like, "With certain details, Mr. Capote might just make stuff up" to paraphrase. But while reading this work, you get the feeling that very little if anything is "made up," and that all of the information contained is the accepted truth. But she sure knew how to turn a phrase or two.
Patton Oswalt should be proud of "AP Bio." Once again, I think it's a very funny show and I think it will run for quite awhile. But I'm guessing he's even more proud of his now-deceased wife, because while she maybe didn't solve the case herself, she helped keep the story alive. And luckily, that story was kept alive long enough so that a very good suspect, sitting currently in a Sacramento jail, can sit and think about his crimes. And realize that ultimately he didn't get away with anything.
Feels like I’ve known her for years. This book is exactly how I personally love a story to he told. The back story and details are well written and the flow of information is well laid out. Great book.
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McNamara's writing is compelling, and vividly captures the horrific nature of the crimes without ever seeming lurid or sensationalising the detail. Throughout, McNamara balances the chilling events with the real human impact of the crimes upon victims, loved ones, and investigators. It is this concern for people (and particularly the victims) which elevates I'll Be Gone in the Dark above other true crime writing.
I highly recommend this book.
I read in todays press (UK) the 26 April 2018 - and on the American websites that a man has just been arrested and charged with four of the murders. He was an ex police officer. I only finished reading this very worthwhile book a few weeks ago. Michelle McNamara deserves a lot of credit for keeping the case 'alive' and communicating with the different law agencies. I hope this fact does not get forgotten and her family should be very proud of her. In her book she writes a letter to a future time when the GSK would get caught and face justice. At the end of this man's trial this letter would make a fitting 'collective' victims statement and should be read aloud to him in open court. Well done Michelle McNamara and well done to all officers and scientists and technicians who have managed to corner their prey.
A very well researched book. Reads a more like a novel than a simple recount of criminal activity. The author did a good job and it is a great shame
she passed away before seeing the book in print - or even better seeing the EAR/ONS (read the book) brought to justice. It is not a spoiler to report that he/she is still at large. If this person ever gets arrested and charged Michelle McNamara should be recognised as the person who kept the 'heat' on this evil low life.
Firstly it's mentioned so many time that she coined GSK moniker, but through the book he is beng referred to as EAR or EAR-ONS. So it raises a question as of at what point did she come up with the name and how?!
I also think in all the extra bits in the end they could've at least given us some details to tell if they were anywhere close with clues, geo profiling etc. I understand they won't insert it into main body of the book, but rather than going through it yourself and Googling, it would be nice to have kind of a closing statement.
Did this book help to catch him? In my opinion - no.
The book is terrifying, as the Golden State Killer's crimes are some of the worst I have ever heard of, but it can also be quite sad and poignant. When Michelle discusses the victims and survivors, you can tell that she really cares about them and would give anything for them to get the justice they deserve. Then, when Michelle's writing ends abruptly due to her untimley death, I was overwhelmed with disappointment that she didn't live to hear the cell doors slam closed behind Joseph James DeAngelo, as her husband Patton describes in his afterword. It really is a pity that she didn't get to see the man that she had chased after for years finally get his comeuppance, although I am sure her work on the case contributed greatly to his identification and capture. Not to ignore the fantastic Paul Holes and the other investigators who worked on the case.
The epilogue entitled "Letter to an Old Man" is wonderful, and leaves quite the impression, especially since I was readng this after Jospeh James Deangelo had been caught.
A riveting, if dark, read.
McNamara died before the completion of this book and much of it has been pieced together by her husband, comedian Patton Oswalt. The information is taken from her notebooks, finished and unfinished chapters and all the case files and reports she meticuously detailed and kept. It's a fascinating read.
Worth mentioning that the GSK was caught just recently and people have mentioned that it may have been down to McNamara's investigative work and this book.














