Jessica has lived in pain since she was a teen, but that wasn’t the worst part. The sciatic nerve got so damaged, it caused her to become incontinent during her time in high school. It made her lose all her confidence and she hated nearly everything about herself. She never has anything good to say about herself. She moved on her own, trying to live her life in solitude. She loves her gothic lifestyle and cosplay, though it’s difficult when she’s always in pain. While attending her PT, she falls for the man that’s been helping her for almost a year, but doubts she’ll have a chance to ever date a guy like him.

Nick has been working with Jessica, trying his best to help her though the very difficult time. Her pain never gets better, and he knows that surgery is the answer, but she refuses. When she doesn’t show up to one of her appointments, he decides he needs to see her. With the no dating patients policy keeping him at bay, this was his opportunity to make a move. Will he finally get to date the girl of his dreams? Will she understand his desire to have a baby girl in his life and why he loves seeing her in diapers?

Will Jessica finally have her happy ever after or will she be too consumed by her lack of self-esteem that she pushes away the man she loves? Can Nick find a way to make her more body positive? Will she agree to this lifestyle that he wants her to live, or will she find the idea repulsive?

***This book is a work of fiction and is recommended for ages 18+ only. They may contain themes that some readers may find triggering including, but not exclusive to, kidnapping, forced regression, A-B-D-L, dubious consent and other dark themes. Please do not read this book if you don’t like these subjects.