Writer of BDSM erotica - M/f D/s. Lover of corsets, shoes, chocolate and my beautiful cat :). My website is http://www.liv-honeywell.com and you can find me on Goodreads at http://www.goodreads.com/LivHoneywell. I'm also on Pinterest @LivHoneywell.
Before I found the BDSM lifestyle, I really thought I was living as much as it was possible to do so. If you like, I'd found the switch to turn the colour on, to get away from the bland, black & white state that some people live their lives in, going sleepily to an unfulfilling day job, with absolutely no urge to get up and wake up and create something better and more satisfying. I really was happy. I was always creative, I thought about, and actually did, start my own business. So what else could there be? What was missing? Because something was. Something that had nagged at me all my life in the back of my mind, popping up from my subconscious in the form of the most erotic dreams, turning me on and making me blush when I watched a film with images of someone tied up in it. I even remember being small and watching Penelope Pitstop cartoons and wishing the Anthill Mob would just go away and leave her in peril - though I had no idea why.
And then I found out why - what all these thoughts were that, at the time, I was too embarrassed to admit, even to myself. A lovely man, who I will never forget, asked me straight out what I fantasised about. And he wouldn't leave me alone until I told him. It took me a long time to answer but once I did and we tried it I knew I could never go back. There were more sensations to be experienced than I'd even dreamed about, things were so much more intense, deeper than I could ever have thought. If life was in colour before, this truly was Glorious Technicolor.