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Accused of faking amnesia, Ruiz reaches out to psychologist Joe O'Loughlin to help him unearth his memory and clear his name. Together they battle against an internal affairs investigator convinced Ruiz is hiding the truth, and a ruthless criminal who claims Ruiz has something of his that can't be replaced. As Ruiz's memories begin to resurface, they offer tantalizing glimpses at a shocking discovery.
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherMulholland Books
- Publication dateMay 13, 2014
- File size1652 KB
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About the Author
MICHAEL ROBOTHAM is a former journalist and the coauthor of a dozen bestselling autobiographies published in the United Kingdom. He lives in Sydney, Australia.
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Praise for Suspect:
“A dramatic well-written debut novel.” —New York Times
“A lightning-paced debut.” —Entertainment Weekly
“A gripping first novel — taut and fast-moving.” —Washington Post
“British journalist/ghostwriter Robotham’s first novel is a masterful riff on I Confess with a psychologist substituting for the embattled priest. . . . Readers will forget their own jobs, meals, and families while they race to find out which one of his targets the killer actually hits before he’s brought down.” — Kirkus (starred review)
Robotham shows real promise, putting a fresh spin o the familiar crime fiction trope of the falsely accused man.”—Publishers Weekly
“Suspect may do for psychological thrillers what Scott Turow’s Presumed Innocent did for the legal variety.” — Booklist
This fast-paced thriller, with twists and turns reminiscent of The Fugitive, makes for a quick and satisfying read.”—Library Journal.
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The Thames, London
I remember someone once telling me that you know it's cold when you see a lawyer with his hands in his own pockets. It's colder than that now. My mouth is numb and every breath is like slivers of ice in my lungs.
People are shouting and shining flashlights in my eyes. In the meantime, I'm hugging this big yellow buoy like it's Marilyn Monroe. A very fat Marilyn Monroe, after she took all the pills and went to seed.
My favorite Monroe film is Some Like It Hot with Jack Lemmon and Tony Curtis. I don't know why I should think of that now, although how anyone could mistake Jack Lemmon for a woman is beyond me.
A guy with a really thick mustache and pizza breath is panting in my ear. He's wearing a life vest and trying to peel my fingers away from the buoy. I'm too cold to move. He wraps his arms around my chest and pulls me backward through the water. More people, silhouetted against the lights, take hold of my arms, lifting me onto the deck.
"Jesus, look at his leg!" someone says.
"He's been shot!"
Who are they talking about?
People are shouting all over again, yelling for bandages and plasma. A black guy with a gold earring slides a needle into my arm and puts a bag over my face.
"Someone get some blankets. Let's keep this guy warm."
"He's palping at one-twenty."
"One-twenty?"
"Palping at one-twenty."
"Any head injuries?"
"That's negative."
The engine roars and we're moving. I can't feel my legs. I can't feel anything--not even the cold anymore. The lights are also disappearing. Darkness has seeped into my eyes.
"Ready?"
"Yeah."
"One, two, three."
"Watch the IV lines. Watch the IV lines."
"I got it."
"Bag a couple of times."
"OK."
The guy with pizza breath is puffing really hard now, running alongside the gurney. His fist is in front of my face, pressing a bag to force air into my lungs. They lift again and square lights pass overhead. I can still see.
A siren wails in my head. Every time we slow down it gets louder and closer. Someone is talking on a radio. "We've pumped two liters of fluid. He's on his fourth unit of blood. He's bleeding out. Systolic pressure dropping."
"He needs volume."
"Squeeze in another bag of fluid."
"He's seizing!"
"He's seizing. See that?"
One of the machines has gone into a prolonged cry. Why don't they turn it off?
Pizza breath rips open my shirt and slaps two pads on my chest.
"CLEAR!" he yells.
The pain almost blows the top of my skull clean off.
He does that again and I'll break his arms.
"CLEAR!"
I swear to God I'm going to remember you, pizza breath. I'm going to remember exactly who you are. And when I get out of here I'm coming looking for you. I was happier in the river. Take me back to Marilyn Monroe.
I am awake now. My eyelids flutter as if fighting gravity. Squeezing them shut, I try again, blinking into the darkness.
Turning my head, I can make out orange dials on a machine near the bed and a green blip of light sliding across a liquid crystal display window like one of those stereo systems with bouncing waves of colored light.
Where am I?
Beside my head is a chrome stand that catches stars on its curves. Suspended from a hook is a plastic satchel bulging with a clear fluid. The liquid trails down a pliable plastic tube and disappears under a wide strip of surgical tape wrapped around my left forearm.
I'm in a hospital room. There is a pad on the bedside table. Reaching toward it, I suddenly notice my left hand--not so much my hand as a finger. It's missing. Instead of a digit and a wedding ring I have a lump of gauze dressing. I stare at it idiotically, as though this is some sort of magic trick.
When the twins were youngsters, we had a game where I pulled off my thumb and if they sneezed it would come back again. Michael used to laugh so hard he almost wet his pants.
Fumbling for the pad, I read the letterhead: St. Mary's Hospital, Paddington, London. There is nothing in the drawer except a Bible and a copy of the Koran.
I spy a clipboard hanging at the end of the bed. Reaching down, I feel a sudden pain that explodes from my right leg and shoots out of the top of my head. Christ! Do not, under any circumstances, do that again.
Curled up in a ball, I wait for the pain to go away. Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath. If I concentrate very hard on a particular point just under my jawbone, I actually feel the blood sliding back and forth beneath my skin, squeezing into smaller and smaller channels, circulating oxygen.
My estranged wife, Miranda, is such a lousy sleeper that she said my heart kept her awake because it beat too loudly. I didn't snore or wake with the night terrors, but my heart pumped up a riot. This has been listed among Miranda's grounds for divorce. I'm exaggerating, of course. She doesn't need extra justification.
I open my eyes again. The world is still here.
Taking a deep breath, I grip the bedclothes and raise them a few inches. I still have two legs. I count them. One. Two. The right leg is bandaged in layers of gauze taped down at the edges. Something has been written in a felt-tip pen down the side of my thigh but I can't read what it says.
Farther down I can see my toes. They wave hello to me. "Hello toes," I whisper.
Tentatively, I reach down and cup my genitals, rolling my testicles between my fingers.
A nurse slips silently through the curtains. Her voice startles me. "Is this a very private moment?"
"I was . . . I was . . . just checking."
"Well, I think you should consider buying that thing dinner first."
Her accent is Irish and her eyes are as green as mown grass. She presses the call button above my head. "Thank goodness you're finally awake. We were very worried about you." She taps the bag of fluid and checks the flow control. Then she straightens my pillows.
"What happened? How did I get here?"
"You were shot."
"Who shot me?"
She laughs. "Oh, don't ask me. Nobody ever tells me things like that."
"But I can't remember anything. My leg . . . my finger . . . "
"The doctor should be here soon."
She doesn't seem to be listening. I reach out and grab her arm. She tries to pull away, suddenly frightened of me.
"You don't understand--I can't remember! I don't know how I got here."
She glances at the emergency button. "They found you floating in the river. That's what I heard them say. The police have been waiting for you to wake up."
"How long have I been here?"
"Eight days . . . you were in a coma. I thought you might be coming out yesterday. You were talking to yourself."
"What did I say?"
"You kept asking about a girl--saying you had to find her."
"Who?"
"You didn't say. Please let go of my arm. You're hurting me."
My fingers open and she steps well away, rubbing her forearm. She won't come close again.
My heart won't slow down. It is pounding away, getting faster and faster like Chinese drums. How can I have been here eight days?
"What day is it today?"
"October the third."
"Did you give me drugs? What have you done to me?"
She stammers, "You're on morphine for the pain."
"What else? What else have you given me?"
"Nothing." She glances again at the emergency button. "The doctor is coming. Try to stay calm or he'll have to sedate you."
She's out of the door and won't come back. As it swings closed I notice a uniformed policeman sitting on a chair outside the door, with his legs stretched out like he's been there for a while.
I slump back in bed, smelling bandages and dried blood. Holding up my hand I look at the gauze bandage, trying to wiggle the missing finger. How can I not remember?
For me there has never been such a thing as forgetting, nothing is hazy or vague or frayed at the edges. I hoard memories like a miser counts his gold. Every scrap of a moment is kept as long as it has some value.
I don't see things photographically. Instead I make connections, spinning them together like a spider weaving a web, threading one strand into the next. That's why I can reach back and pluck details of criminal cases from five, ten, fifteen years ago and remember them as if they happened only yesterday. Names, dates, places, witnesses, perpetrators, victims--I can conjure them up and walk through the same streets, have the same conversations, hear the same lies.
Now for the first time I've forgotten something truly important. I can't remember what happened and how I finished up here. There is a black hole in my mind like a dark shadow on a chest X-ray. I've seen those shadows. I lost my first wife to cancer. Black holes suck everything into them. Not even light can escape.
Twenty minutes go by and then Dr. Bennett sweeps through the curtains. He's wearing jeans and a bow tie under his white coat.
"Detective Inspector Ruiz, welcome back to the land of the living and high taxation." He sounds very public school and has one of those foppish Hugh Grant fringe haircuts that falls across his forehead like a dinner napkin on a thigh.
Shining a penlight in my eyes, he asks, "Can you wiggle your toes?"
"Yes."
"Any pins and needles?"
"No."
He pulls back the bedclothes and scrapes a key along the sole of my right foot. ... --This text refers to an out of print or unavailable edition of this title.
Product details
- ASIN : B00EXTQTRW
- Publisher : Mulholland Books; Reprint edition (May 13, 2014)
- Publication date : May 13, 2014
- Language : English
- File size : 1652 KB
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- Print length : 370 pages
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- #2,495 in Psychological Fiction (Books)
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About the author

Two-times Gold Dagger winner (2015 and 2020), twice Edgar best novel finalist (2016 and 2020) and winner of the Ian Fleming Steel Dagger (2021), Michael Robotham began his writing career as an investigative journalist working across Britain, Australia and America. Later he became a ghostwriter, collaborating on 15 'autobiographies' for politician, pop stars, soldiers and adventurers. Twelve of these books became Sunday Times bestsellers.
Michael's psychological thrillers have been translated into twenty-five languages and his Joe O'Loughlin series is are currently in development for TV by World Productions. A six-part TV series based upon his standalone novel THE SECRETS SHE KEEPS was aired on BBC1 in 2020.
Michael has twice won the prestigious Crime Writers Association Gold Dagger for GOOD GIRL BAD GIRL (2020) and LIFE OR DEATH (2015). He has twice been shortlisted for the Edgar Award for best crime fiction novel in the US, and twice won the Ned Kelly Award for Australia's Crime Novel of the Year. Having twice been shortlisted for the CWA Ian Fleming Steel Dagger, he won the thriller prize with WHEN SHE WAS GOOD (2021).
Michael lives in Sydney with his wife and a diminishing number of dependent daughters.
His website is: www.michaelrobotham.com
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At first I didn't think I was going to enjoy this book as much as I have the others in the Joe O'Loughlin series. For a start, I found it hard to get used to Ruiz as the first person point of view. His tone grated and I was still smarting from his attitude in Suspect (yes, I take these characters very seriously). However, as the novel went on, I became immersed in this psychological jigsaw, how the characters both divulged and withheld information, enabling or preventing Ruiz from discovering the information he so desperately needs. I also really enjoyed seeing Joe through Ruiz's eyes, witnessing his admiration and the almost begrudging warmth he feels for a man he once tried to arrest. Gaining insight into Ruiz's past as well as the relationship he has with his mother and children, why his marriages have failed and how he perceives himself were simultaneously poignant and downright tragic.
Once more, the prose is sharp, evocative and moving. Dialogue crackles and is often laugh out loud funny and wise-arse. Ruiz's repartee is "take-no-prisoners" and yet, just as he can out-smart-alec the best of them, he's also capable of deep compassion. Likewise, in seeing Joe from another perspective, we also come to learn how his insights really do nurture and support those he offers them to and the type of reliable and ethical friend he can be. It was also nice to see Julianne through another man's eyes as well as Charlie and Emma. But it's in his fight for justice and peace of mind that Ruiz shines. Brave and loyal to a fault, there's no risk he won't take and literally no stone he'll leave unturned. As you would expect from the title, the notion of being "lost' is a theme of the novel - from losing one's memory, to a beloved, to one's place in the world - as a part of a family, position in society or career. The converse of lost is "found" and it's in the "finding" - the whys and wherefores of what is a physical, psychological and mental process - that the book draws its narrative trajectory, meaning and, ultimately, strength.
Terrific, this is a fast-paced book that gives a new and fuller picture of O'Loughlin's world from a beloved character's point of view.
There are a lot of characters and I did have difficulty keeping every one straight.
DI Ruiz is looking for a girl who was lost three years ago. Lots of twists and turns. A interesting plot that I didn’t know where it was going, but I loved the journey.
Definitely four stars
DI Victor Ruiz is pulled from the Thames, nearly dead, with a serious gunshot and transient global amnesia.
Three years previous, 7-year-old Mickey Carlyle disappeared from within her building. A neighbor was convicted and everyone assumed Mickey was killed. Victor never believed Mickey was dead.
With the help of his friend, clinical psychologist Joseph O'Loughlin, Victor's memories return that he was shot helping deliver a ransom for Mickey's return. Now convinced she is alive, not even those trying to kill him will stop Victor until he finds her.
Robotham set the hook with the first paragraph and kept me on the line until the very end. It is a gritty, fast paced psychological thriller, as well as a police procedural, but there is much more to it than that.
The characters are well developed; you learn the backgrounds of each as they story unfolds. I particularly enjoyed that Joseph O'Loughlin, the protagonist from Robotham's first book, played a significant role in this book as well.
I learned about the London sewer system and underground rivers, and transient global amnesia, which was fascinating.
The plot was as twisty as the sewer system and kept surprising me all the way to the end. This was a great read and an author I'm so glad I found.
But regardless, I liked the book because the writing is good, the characters are developed and the plot is well paced for most of the book.
Tying Ruiz's childhood trauma to the case he is working on brought empathy to the gruff, hardened character of Ruiz who I did enjoy.
The time in the sewers is overdone and slows the pace of the novel. But the writing is realistic because I found myself grimacing and holding my breath at the thought of a trip through those vile, disgusting tunnels under London.
Good job, Mr. Robotham. I have ordered your third book.
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