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Love at First Hate (Porthkennack Book 11) Kindle Edition
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First impressions can doom second chances.
Bran Roscarrock has been living in the closet all his life. As heir to an expansive family legacy in the town of Porthkennack, old-fashioned ideals of respectability and duty were drummed into him since childhood, and he’s never dared to live — or love — openly.
Sam Ferreira, an old friend of Bran’s brother, Jory, is a disgraced academic desperate to leave his dead-end job. When Jory asks him to take over as curator of a planned exhibition on Edward of Woodstock, the fourteenth-century Black Prince, Sam leaps at the chance to do what he loves and make a fresh start.
But Bran’s funding the exhibition, and though sparks fly between the two men, they’re not all happy ones. Bran idolises Prince Edward as a hero, while Sam’s determined to present a balanced picture. With neither of them prepared to give ground, a hundred years of war seems all too possible. And if Bran finds out about Sam’s past, his future may not be bright, and their budding romance may be lost to history.
Word count: 86,000; page count: 325
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateSeptember 3, 2018
- File size2592 KB
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Love at First Hate is a story of two men whose lives are a mess but in different ways. One is a victim of love and trust, the other of birth, expectation, and circumstance...It's about confrontation, introspection, comparison with historical figures, hiding oneself, and challenging choices...I couldn't stop turning the page - Taylin, Love Bytes Reviews
A great enemies-to-lovers story, this truly was first hate before the two decided to compromise and get to know one another. After that, the sparks were flying for a different reason... I highly recommend this series, and most definitely this story - Barb, Scattered Thoughts and Rogue Words
I've read a few of the Porthkennack stories, and they are all entertaining. This is a great addition to Jory and Mal's One Under" and Devan and Kyle's Wake Up Call. JL Merrow's writing style has an easy flow, with lots of emotion to draw your interest - Maryann, The Novel Approach
[Love at First Hate is] about Branok (Bran) who was a real git in the first two books, and whom I'd basically written off as a jerk not worth my time...Boy, was I wrong - Sandra, My Fiction Nook
Product details
- ASIN : B07GYM7L56
- Publisher : Riptide Publishing (September 3, 2018)
- Publication date : September 3, 2018
- Language : English
- File size : 2592 KB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Sticky notes : On Kindle Scribe
- Print length : 308 pages
- Best Sellers Rank: #862,316 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #10,734 in Multicultural & Interracial Romance
- #14,093 in Multicultural Romances
- #18,036 in Gay Romance
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About the author

JL Merrow is that rare beast, an English person who refuses to drink tea. She read Natural Sciences at Cambridge, where she learned many things, chief amongst which was that she never wanted to see the inside of a lab ever again.
She writes (mostly) contemporary gay romance and mysteries, and is frequently accused of humour. Her novel Slam! won the 2013 Rainbow Award for Best LGBT Romantic Comedy, and several of her books have been EPIC Awards finalists, including Muscling Through, Relief Valve (the Plumber’s Mate Mysteries) and To Love a Traitor.
JL Merrow is a member of the Romantic Novelists’ Association, International Thriller Writers, Verulam Writers and the UK GLBTQ Fiction Meet organising team.
Find JL Merrow online at: https://jlmerrow.com/, on Twitter as @jlmerrow, and on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/jl.merrow
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Bran’s relationship with Jory’s son, Gawan, is the only healthy relationship Bran has going into this book. By the end, he rights his relationships with Bea and Jory, although he will likely never be close with them. The romance between Bran and Sam expands Bran’s entire worldview.
For me, Bran’s journey is the more interesting story. Sam overcomes things but Sam’s challenges seemed easy to resolve. The problems would not be so easy in real life so they became a plot device. I didn’t begrudge the plot device because they present more catalysts for change in Bran.
The rough spot is Bea. There are hints of an eating disorder. She wants to leave town. Nothing ever comes of those facts.
Review from Jeannie Zelos book reviews
Genre: Romance, LGBTQIA
Porthkennack and Garret Leigh - real treat to read.
Like the Bluewater Bay series, also from Riptide, Porthkennack covers books written by different authors about the same place.
For me it means even when books are approaching double figures they still retain that freshness first books in a series have, as each author puts their own ideas and spin to the stories.
I didn't connect this book with Wake-Up Call at first, Dev and his story rang a bell when it was mentioned, and I had to flick back and look it up. Its really interesting to see it from the other side, and I understood so much more about bran's awful reaction to Dev in that book.
I felt for Bran here, he'd had a tough upbringing, just duty, duty, duty really, and he comes over as quite aggressive almost, very taciturn, and not an easy man to get along with. Yet when we learn more of him I felt I understood him, and that the front he presented too often was just that, almost as if that he makes himself dislikeable then he's controlling others reactions, not them disliking him when he's trying to be nice, but in an almost unconscious way. Well, that's how I see him, garbled though that explantation is...
The plots were as always very intriguing and multi layered. The romance though, well, here it fell short for me. Bran and Sam don't even meet til a good way into the book, and its as the title says, hate at first sight, and second and third. Slowly though that changes, but I found the slip from dislike to lets get together didn't really give me the feelings they were invested in more, they could have just been a one night hook up, and then suddenly there's indications for a future...possibly...maybe...when the stars align, then a big blow-up and its all off.
They do get past that and have a possibly HFN but I didn't ever get that sense of passion, of emotions other than lust, and I needed that for the five.
Stars: four, fabulous plot(s) but somewhat understated on the romance side
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It was fated that this would be my favorite of this series so far: it has a great old house, a museum, and a gay curator – all things that are central motifs in my own writing. Amazingly, Merrow actually gets the curatorial part right, something most novelists and screenwriters never do. Well done.
Branok Roscarrock has only figured lightly in previous novels in this series, and not in a good way. Literally the lord of the manor, Bran is seen as gruff, arrogant and lacking in compassion by the townsfolk. Having successfully maintained the family fortunes, he is not widely liked. His twin sister Bea hasn’t fared much better. In “Love at First Hate” we finally learn the full backstory to the Roscarrock twins.
Alessandro (Sam) Ferreira is a great character. A PhD in history, he is from a long line of Indian Catholics from the island of Goa – a Portuguese colony dating back centuries. He represents exactly the kind of British citizen that Bran Roscarrock’s father disdained: the non-white, non-Anglican child of immigrants. We even get a glimpse at the profound cultural sensitivity to accents that defines the tenacious British class system:
“His accent was southern English, working class, although educated.”
Lord knows, Americans set a great store by accents, but nowhere near the way that speech patterns mark people in the UK, even in these modern, diversified times.
Sam gets called in as a last-minute curator for a new local history center by his friend Jory – who happens to be both gay and Bran Roscarrock’s brother. Jory’s adolescent son Gawen is the heir apparent to the Roscarrock legacy (Jory’s story was the subject of a previous book in this series). Gawen’s close relationship with his uncle Bran is the first indication that Bran is something better than we have been led to believe. As it transpires, it is Bran’s foundation that is funding the new museum, and Bran’s own passion for English history that inspired it in the first place.
His first meeting with Sam Ferreira is explosive – the aristocrat’s view of history versus the immigrant’s (and, to be honest, the modern curator’s mandate to present history in a balanced and thoughtful fashion in spite of pressure from rich patrons – which is one of the things Merrow gets so right). Bran’s immediate love/hate response to Sam has its own fraught roots in Bran and Bea Roscarrock’s upbringing and unhappy adolescence. It is a classic romantic set-up that Merrow manages very neatly, mixed in with anxieties around class and race and sexuality.
Merrow writes marvelous characters. She digs under the surface to find the best of human nature that society has done its best to suppress. There is a good bit of Jane Austen in these Porthkennack stories, but reflecting a world that Austen herself could never have imagined.
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