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Man in the Mirror: A man finding himself as he loses himself to Alzheimer's by [Zoe Murdock]

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As famously said by Marcel Camus,"Fiction is the lie through which we tell the truth." And so Murdock has revealed a gripping truth about Alzheimer's disease. In fact, her book is one of many truths--both painful and somehow satisfying--that ripple through her story and leave the reader entranced by the world her characters inhabit.  - Kenneth S. Kosik, M.A., M.D., Co-Director, Neuroscience Research Institute, Harriman Professor of Neuroscience, University of California, Santa Barbara, Author of Outsmarting Alzheimer's Disease.

Murdock's key strength is elucidating fully detailed portraits of psychological realism . . . [She] misses no observation or detail in her writing, which gives thereader the proper emotional counterpoint to the clinical realm of trying to make sense of a disease that ranks behind cancer as the most-fearedillness. Sensitively written, Murdock's novel is a  . . . compelling meditation on how we remember place and howthose memories form and explain our changing identities in thelandscape. -Les Roka,
The Utah Review

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Years after my father died with Alzheimer's, I was still wondering what that experience was like for him. I'd read lots of descriptions of the different stages a person goes through, and I'd read quite a view memoirs of what it was like for caregivers, but I wanted to know what it was like from inside the experience. So, being an author, I decided to create a character that I could live with for a while. That character was Aaron Young. I created a history for him (somewhat like my father's history) and beliefs and character traits (somewhat like my father's beliefs and character traits). Then I began putting him into relationships and situations (some happy, some disturbing) to see what he would say and do and feel. After more than seven years of living with Aaron and the characters around him, I believe I really do understand what Alzheimer's is like.After I had learned what I needed to learn, I focused on writing Man in the Mirror in a way thatwould carry readers  into a deeply empathetic relationship with Aaron so they too could understand what the experience is like. The feedback I've received so far tells me I accomplished my goal. I hope that is true. So many of us will have to deal with this disease in one way or another. It seems critical to me that we try to see beneath the surface of confusion and engage whatever remains in the minds of our loved ones. I hope my story can help with that.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B01I5RZSHO
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ H.O.T. Press (July 7, 2016)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ July 7, 2016
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 3605 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Sticky notes ‏ : ‎ On Kindle Scribe
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 400 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.5 out of 5 stars 30 ratings

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Review of Man in the Mirror by Les Roka at The Utah Review. The novel is set in the beautiful landscape of Salt Lake City and the red-rock desert in Southern Utah. https://www.theutahreview.com/historical-forgetfulness-reclaiming-memory-explored-two-new-utah-novels-inhabited-man-mirror/

Review of Man in the Mirror by Phyllis Barber at 15 Bytes.

http://artistsofutah.org/15Bytes/index.php/jumping-naked-in-the-backyard-zoe-murdocks-man-in-the-mirror-explores-the-interior-and-exterior-worlds-of-alzheimers/

SUNDAY BLOG READ is your glimpse into the working minds and hearts of Utah’s literary writers. At least once a month, 15 Bytes offers works-in-progress and / or recently published work by some of the state’s most celebrated and promising writers of fiction, poetry, literary non-fiction and memoir. - http://artistsofutah.org/15Bytes/index.php/sunday-blog-read-zoe-murdock/

Read my article at Ms. Magazine about the Trial of FLDS leader Warren Jeffs: http://msmagazine.com/blog/2011/08/08/warren-jeffs-conviction-exposes-the-coercion-of-polygamy/

Read my interview with Linda Marion at Continuum Magazine: http://continuum.utah.edu/departments/torn-asunder1

Review at Kindle Forum: http://www.kuforum.co.uk/kindleusersforum/thread-3347-post-23743.html#pid23743

Read a blog entry on Torn by God at Letters from A Broad: http://lfab-uvm.blogspot.com/2009/03/difference-vision-can-make-zoe-murdocks.html

As is the case with my novels, Man in the Mirror: A man finding himself as he loses himself to Alzheimer's" and "Torn by God: A Family's Struggle with Polygamy," the focus in my writing has always been on the human mind. My most basic desire is to know how people come to believe what they believe and how those beliefs lead them to act in particular ways. Exploring the depths of another person's mind, with all its intellectual and visceral layers of complexity, is as exciting and stimulating as exploring a foreign country.

Given my fascination with mind, I like to read books that have a unique and idiosyncratic voice. It is not the writer's voice I am looking for, but the voice of the characters who live out their lives on the pages. For me, "voice" is more than just a tone or narrative style: it reflects the movement and subtle nuance of a character's mind, it maps the associative leaps between one experience and the next, it connects the character's sensory experience with a unique perception. Maybe the best way to say it is that everything in such stories is characterization, to one degree or another. Books such as Jane Hamilton's, Book of Ruth, McCourt's Angela's Ashes, and Joyce Carol Oates', Because It Is Bitter and Because It Is My Heart, all have this quality that I so admire.

In my own stories, I try to achieve a high level of psychological realism, moving into the mental space of my characters, and settling in for the duration. Maintaining this kind or realism can be difficult at times. For example, when I was writing from the mind of my 12-year-old narrator in Torn by God, there were things I wanted to say that I couldn't say and still maintain the child's perspective. Still, I felt the innocence of the child narrator was important because it was indicative of the innocence of all the characters in the story. They are all controlled by the voice of their parents, by the voice of their religious leaders, by the voice of their God. So I let the girl see what she could see and let the deeper meaning lie beneath the surface, in the subtext where it belongs. It is there for my readers to find, if they can.

See other reviews and interviews and events related to Torn by God at:www.hotpresspublishing.com/zoemurdock

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