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Ministry: The Lost Gospels According to Al Jourgensen Hardcover – July 9, 2013

4.6 4.6 out of 5 stars 877 ratings


Ministry is a memoir both ugly and captivating, revealing Al Jourgensen as a man who lived a hard life his own way without making compromises. He survived prolonged drug addiction—twenty-two years of chronic heroin, cocaine, and alcohol abuse, to be more precise—before cleaning up, straightening out, and finding new reasons to live.

During his career, Jourgensen has engaged in all of the rock ’n’ roll clichés regarding decadence and debauchery and invented new forms of previously unachieved nihilism. Despite this and his addictions, he created seven seminal albums, including the bonafide, hugely influential classic
The Land of Rape and Honey, 1989’s The Mind is a Terrible Thing to Taste, and 1992’s blockbuster Psalm 69: The Way to Succeed.

Ministry imparts the epic life of Al Jourgensen, a survivor who tempted fate, beat the odds, persevered, and put the pieces back together after unraveling completely.

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“Ministry is charming and offputting all at once…Proof, if more was needed, that being a rock star, like playing professional contact sports, takes a permanent toll on its most dedicated practitioners.”


TheGauntlet.com, 7/19/13

“The book is both riveting and horrifying at the same time…No gory detail is left out as Al recounts the debauchery and extreme drug use that fueled his life. What sets Al's autobiography apart from others is he admits to every last bit of the shocking tragedy almost as if it were his final confession to a priest and he was trying to sneak into Heaven. Nobody said rock n' roll wasn't ugly.”


Dallas Observer, 7/16/13

“[A] harrowing tale of drugs, sex and, of course, rock 'n' roll, inspired by the artist who influenced a generation of musical pioneers like Nine Inch Nails to take metal to the next level.”


“Rock Star Radio Show,” KCLB Radio (Palm Springs, CA), 7/18/13

“One of the best music based pieces of literature, or any literature, that I have set my eyes on. Read the book. You're going to love it.”


Intravenous Magazine (UK), 7/3/13

“The man who refers to himself as ‘Alien Jourgensen' is a really funny guy and this comes out in his recently released autobiography…He's a danger-level genius and whatever his demons may be, or may have been, he remains wonderfully entertaining as ever…His book has the makings of a great biopic.”


Record Collector, September 2013

“An intelligent take on the filthy rock underbelly…[It] pulls no punches…A brilliant read.”


MediaMikes.com, 8/19/13

“Take[s] you on a roller coaster ride of sex, drugs, drugs and even more drugs mixed with a sprinkling of rock and roll…This is not your typical tell all memoir as Al Jourgensen gives you that and then some…The book consisted of stories that were so far out there that they had to be true due to the fact that it would be hard for someone to make up some of these experiences and, be able tell them with the in-depth conviction Jourgensen does. The book keeps you on the edge of your seat and makes you want more.”


South China Morning Post, 8/18/13

“You'll care if you're at all interested in first-hand encounters with a who's who of pop culture.”


Curled Up with a Good Book, 8/29/2013

“It is a stark retelling of the musician's life, and no rock is left unturned…You will be appalled, shocked and disturbed, but you won't put this down until the last page.”


New Noise, 8/29/2013

“Horrific and nauseatingly awesome.”


BackstageAxxess.com, 8/25/13

“Al takes us on an exciting journey through his career in the music industry as he truly tells it all; the good, the bad, and the ugly. Jourgensen's tale is funny, frightening, and oftentimes disturbing as he offers frank accounts of the business side of the industry, his wild life on the road, and his personal battles with drug and alcohol abuse…You don't have to be a Ministry fan to enjoy this book…A very interesting read.”


Classic Rock (UK), October 2013

“[A] roaringly entertaining read.”


HeavyMetalICU.com, 9/13/13

“Few musicians have indulged in the sex, drugs and rock & roll lifestyle with such death-defying fervor—and over such a long period of time—as longtime Ministry leader Al Jourgensen. Now, his tale is on display for the whole world to read…A roller-coaster read. In addition to going behind the scenes for the creation of such industrial-metal classics as
The Mind Is a Terrible Thing to Taste and Psalm 69, Jourgensen dishes dirt on many renowned names whom he's crossed paths with throughout his career.”


MTV Hive, 7/10/13

“Just open the book and throw your finger on any given page, and you're liable to hit a sentence that makes you thank god you lived long enough on this planet to read something this batshit crazy…The most entertaining rock memoir I've ever read.”


Loudwire.com, 7/11/13

“The ‘back-asswards' life of Ministry mastermind Al Jourgensen has finally been documented with incredible detail.”


USA Today (website), 7/8/13

“When it comes to sex, drugs and rock and roll, you just can't have too much of them, at least if you're reading about it. To live that lifestyle, a long one, is quite a feat, one that begs for a memoir,
Ministry, in stores now.”


Examiner.com, 7/6/13

“Al gives you all of the sleaze you could hope for and more in this harshly real book…they should pass this book out to kids instead of a ‘D.A.R.E.' pamphlet or ‘Just Say No' crap…The Lost Gospels According to Al Jourgensen is ANOTHER homerun from the publishers Da Capo Press. They are becoming by far my favorite publishers of all books music! Too many of these autobiographies are nothing more than cash grabs filled with major errors, flawed editing and worse, it's great to see a publisher care as much about the reader as it does about their own wallets.”


Side-Line, 9/16/13

“An absolutely must-have for the fans of Ministry.”


Phoenix New Times, 9/23/13

“Any page you open up to ensures entertainment.”


CaughtintheCarousel.com, 9/20/13

“Quite simply one of the best rock autobiographies ever written.”


Washington Times, 9/5/13

“In the book, Jourgensen is brutally honest regarding his drug-fueled lifestyle, one that would make even Keith Richards cringe. His tale is as much shocking as it is cautionary.”


HighWireDaze.com, 10/5/13

“Al Jourgensen's story is a testament to the strangeness and beauty of the universe as well as an example of the human condition.”



“A warts and all picture of life as one of the godfathers of the industrial rock scene…Where memoirs like Marilyn Manson's
Long Hard Road Out Of Hell and Mötley Crüe's The Dirt pull their punches and gloss over the more graphic scenes, Jourgensen goes into heavy and often uncomfortable detail…Compulsive reading. Jourgensen is a great storyteller and the sheer insanity of his stories will no doubt keep people turning the pages. It is definitely up there with the likes of Iggy Pop's I Need More, Mötley Crüe's The Dirt and even William Burroughs' Junkie.”


The Weeklings, 7/20/13

“The most over-the-top, full-on decadent, absolute gonzo rock & roll biography ever.”


GenerationGBooks, 7/14/13

“I've said for many years now that I would find it difficult to find a music biography that would top Motley Crue's  
The Dirt. Consider it done.”


Billboard.com, 8/6/13

“[A] frank and revealing tome.”


HollywoodReporter.com, 8/16/13

“A compelling read…Al is amusing and wry throughout and this is a real warts and all tale that has a jaw dropping fact or story on virtually every page…Even if you are not a fan of the music this is still a compulsive read…This really is not far off from the sort of biographical great American novels told by the likes of them, Jack Kerouac and Charles Bukowski…An absolute gem and a real treat of a book.”


Caught in the Carousel, 7/10/13

“What
Ministry brings to light is Al's sense of humor and his rollicking way of spinning a yarn. In other words, the guy's hilarious—and Ministry provides a brilliant, dark comedic take on the very stuff that inspired Ministry's greatest albums…Al's book reads like a more accessible version of Burroughs' Junkie, Naked Lunch, and the ‘Nova Trilogy'…His deadpan humor and smart philosophical and political insights (he's one of the most politically aware and truly progressive musicians on the planet) save the book from being a downer…Al's Ministry is so good that you'll just have to read it for yourself to have your side split and your thoughts provoked. Just go out and grab a copy!”


The National (United Arab Emirates), 7/6/13

“[An] unflinching account of his life and career…For someone who has lived his life as an open book, free of pretense and with complete apathy as to others' opinions of him, Ministry frontman Al Jourgensen still manages to surprise…Ministry's lone constant member tells it like he sees it with all the gory details dripping throughout…No stone unturned and no vein left untapped, Jourgensen recites events of a life lived (and ended a few times) to its unconscionable excesses in a funny, wildly entertaining, and gleefully repulsive memoir.”


Blogcritics.org, 7/9/13

“A rock and roll tale that is dirtier than that of Motley Crue's
The Dirt…Open and honest…Fans of Ministry will undoubtedly snap this right up.”


The Front Row Report, 7/9/13

“[He] doesn't hold back one bit…Jourgensen digs down into the deepest, darkest crevices of his memory and presents us with a very blunt, honest and revealing trip through his life and career…The epitomic picture of the life of a rocker and artist and Jourgensen at his best. Any Ministry or metal fan will be captivated for hours and hours…and anyone who isn't familiar with Ministry or Jourgensen will find everything they need to know in this book.”


Ave Noctum, 7/8/13

Under the Radar, Spring 2013

“In the colorful and often highly amusing anecdotes recounting his years as a musician, Jourgensen covers his time with Ministry and Revolting Cocks in high-flying detail.”


Revolver, June/July 2013

“A tale of outlandish debauchery and mayhem…Like
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas crossed with The Dirt, it's both insanely compelling and compellingly insane.”


Texas Monthly, July 2013

“Jourgensen [is] poised to forever raise the bar on tales of rock star excess with a new memoir,
Ministry…The book offers a laundry list of degenerate behavior and near-death experiences. But where most rock and roll biographies and memoirs end in the subject's demise or redemption, the arc of this one is a lot murkier.”


Examiner.com, 7/1/13

“One needn't be intimately familiar with Ministry's musical mayhem to enjoy
Ministry…Entertaining, enlightening—even inspirational…A riotously revealing retrospective that cements Jourgensen's place in the modern rock lexicon while chronicling the decades-long descent into drug addiction that nearly cost the Ministry maverick his life.”


RollingStone.com, 7/8/13

John Shelton Ivany Top 21, Issue 432

“A memoir both ugly and captivating, revealing Al Jourgensen as a man who lived a hard life his own way without making compromises.”


WomanAroundTown.com, 10/26/13

“Not for the faint of heart…The producer/songwriter/ vocalist and guitarist tells his story unflinchingly; this may be difficult for more sensitive readers to stomach, but it is pure Al Jourgensen.”


Examiner.com, 11/6/13

“But it's the unstated qualities of Jourgensen's personality that elevate Ministry above the pulpy level of your garden variety of sleazy sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll tell-all book. First and foremost is that Jourgensen has a genuine knack for yarn-spinning, enabling him and his co-writer Jon Wiederhorn to inject the ribald tales with an ample supply of pathos, humor, engaging wit, and the occasional insight…In Ministry you have a great mix of interesting anecdotes, humor, and heart. Whether or not you're a fan of Ministry's music, there's a good chance you'll get sucked into Ministry's narrative.”


High Times, February 2014

“While his fury at the world is on full display, Jourgensen's black heart beats true throughout Gospels. Ministry fans will want his miserable company.”

BrooklynBased.com, 12/5/2013

About the Author

Al Jourgensen created seven seminal albums. After getting clean in 2002, he produced another five Ministry discs. He lives in El Paso, Texas.

Jon Wiederhorn is a senior writer at
Revolver and contributes to SPIN and Guitar World. He lives in Brooklyn, New York.

Product details

  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Da Capo Press; 6.9.2013 edition (July 9, 2013)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 336 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0306822180
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0306822186
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 1.25 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6.5 x 1.25 x 9.25 inches
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Reviewed in the United States on January 14, 2017
This is an excellent book,as I am a huge fan of metal music & I love reading books by my favorite artists particularly. The name Al Jourgensen might evoke a lot of different thoughts,memories & emotions but 1 thing is synonymous with the name,and that is the might Ministry.Electronic house,trance,industrial,metal,thrash,etc. 1 thing is certian,Al has done it all..and this book accurately explains it in great detail. I think it's great how the book was written,as it starts with a few pages from the guy who interviewed Al in 96 & again in 99 & 2003,then the story of Al starts with his roots & childhood,each chapter that follows is broken up by the album he released and kinda puts the albums in perspective.Al spares no detail in his experiences with substance use & abuse,encounters with aliens,other musicians & actors among others,as well as jail psych wards * time spent with William Burroughs and Tim Leary. The albums Are catalogued and broken down and explained,like what substances and debauchery were involved in the writing,recording and touring. There are some really funny,hilarious stories in on here as well as many tragic ones. I found myself learning a lot about uncle Al that I didn't know before,like side projects and producing for other bands. There is so much diversity in here from stories of love,loss,mayhem,death & destruction. Stories of debauchery & abuse. Alotta tour into info and personal info about him crashing cars,parties and dodging death while walking away laughing..many times over. Sure alotta the book has talk of use & abuse...but it's So here not Paul McCartney. This book talks about past band mates,label issues,road stories,band member deaths (including the late,great Mike Scaccia) as well as interviews from other members,other bands and work associates as well as family and his wife Angie. It covers his recovery and relapse and everything in between. I'm telling ya,if you are a fan of any of Als work or Ministry or industrial or just musician bios like I do,or maybe you want a deep look into a psychos psyche,or just a ton of laughs. Look no further because this book here had it all. It's so good I've read it 4 times in 6 months. It includes stories of time living with Leary,issues with lawsuits and death threats,your mishaps,surgeries and crazy,wild stories of lewd acts and insanity. Look no further cuz you will dig it,don't trust negative reviews,just read it for yourself and be the judge yourself. Enjoy
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Reviewed in the United States on March 19, 2014
I was a fan of Ministry in the '80s and '90s, especially the Mind Is A Terrible Thing To Taste release - the ones before and after were good too, but that one was a masterpiece. I lost interest after Dark Side Of The Spoon, and didn't listen to anything after that, except when a song like "Lies, Lies, Lies" popped onto the radar.

But I knew that Al would have a great story to tell, and being a fan of rock bios and auto-bios this was one I had to get. And I'm glad I did - it's a fantastic read full of great stories and anecdotes, it pops open another side of life and exposes it in all its gristly glory, and it gets into the strangeness of being a stranger in a strange band! It's also gotten me to investigate the rest of the Ministry catalogue (and new stuff by Buck Satan and the 666 Shooters, and also newer RevCo), most of which is fantastic.

The book is exactly the romp you'd expect, along with all sorts of info about his messed-up family life (probably wasn't all that messed up, but the tale of his beloved grandmother dying of face cancer is indeed very very sad). It gets into record label and band politics too, especially around Paul Barker, but doesn't spend too much time on it.

High points of the book are about girlfriends, including Aimee Mann (!!!) and Sean Yseult (didn't know about that one either - and she doesn't write too much about it in her book). He does get into being a terrible person at times, and there's plenty of depraved stuff, out you also get the sense of a man enjoying the insanity of life who still also has the work ethic to put out something monumental even when the sky is falling. There's crazy drug stuff, there's stuff about aliens, and if that's not enough there even weirder stuff about clear spiders (Gibby chimes in on this one too). Another highlight of the book is that there are chapters and passages written by his partners-in-crime, including his wife Angie, Gibby, Jello - and even Mike Scaccia, writing from the dead. Really top notch stuff.

There are great passages where he writes about seeing the Ramones in Colorado with Jello Biafra in the audience, his friendships with Timothy Leary (Sean Yseult got into this too in her book) and William F Burroughs, hanging out with the Skinny Puppy guys, hanging out with KMFDM, hanging out with Anthrax, the death of Dimebag Darrell (Ministry was playing in the same town as Damageplan the night he was shot), getting married in Graceland, and hanging out with Ronald Reagan Jr.

The photo section is pretty cool, although the cover shot - with multiple face piercings and blotchy tattoos - is extra gruesome and, well, makes you want to be careful about leaving it lying around the house.
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Reviewed in the United States on October 7, 2013
I first listen ended to Ministry in 1992 or 1993 when "Psalm 69" was blowing up. I remember how fascinated I was with the sound. It was like noting I had heard before, and there was this sonic biker cowboy whatever Al Jourgensen was singing distorted lyrics to the face-smashing guitars and machine gun lyrics on "Just One Fix" and "N.W.O." I was hooked. I started listening to older stuff like "Mind is a Terrible Thing to Taste" and "Land of Rape and Honey." Years later, I am still blown away by Ministry, and while I generally don't like listening to music with heavy-handed political messages, Al and company got a pass on the Anti-Bush trilogy ("Houses of the Molé," "The Last Sucker" and "Rio Grande Blood"). They were just too awesome sounding to put down.

As I picked up Al's biography, I was beginning to listen to "From Beer to Eternity."

Reinvented and reinventing is what I like about Ministry. And this book goes into all the details and thoughts tht have gone through Al Jourgensen's mind as he has navigated a crazy, twisted life.

In terms of rock and roll bios, I have always used Mötley's "The Dirt" as the gold standard, which is why Slash's own biography turned me off from the whole genre (it was mediocre at best)." Al's "Gospels" changed the game. I really got a sense of emotion, thought and substance from this book even as he divulged all the gross nitty gritty.

There is no pretense to this book. It's a solid rock autobiography, certainly not for the faint of heart. Despite The craziness and total lack of apology (something thy appears to be a character trait of Al's), this is a story of growth and redemption of sorts.

If he can hold into this mortal coil for longer, I am excited to see what this man will continue to innovate with.

Great book. Read it!
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Arnulfo
5.0 out of 5 stars Buenas Anécdotas
Reviewed in Mexico on September 13, 2022
El Tío Al explica todos sus aventuras a lo largo de su vida, uno no esperaría lo que ha vivido y que siga en este plano existencial. Buen libro para pasar el tiempo
flo
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent Read for the Bizarre Person
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 22, 2022
Only half way though, this was recommended by a friend, I’d never listen to Ministry, barely knew who they were , now I’m becoming an avid fan . The book is well written,interesting, funny, intelligent, and horrifying how this guy Al has crammed in so much into his 40/50 years … is amazing. A must read even if you no clue who the hell this guy is …
SokK
5.0 out of 5 stars Excellent !
Reviewed in France on March 29, 2019
Je n'ai jamais autant ri en lisant une biographie d'une personnalité du Rock/Métal. Bourré d'anecdotes plus barrées les unes que les autres, c'est un must read si vous vous intéressé à la scène Indus Américaine... Et même si ce n'est pas le cas, si vous avez envie de vous payer des barres en lisant les excès hallucinants de Jourgensen et sa bande, ne manquez pas ce livre. Il est vraiment extra.
Valter Rock
5.0 out of 5 stars Grande!!!
Reviewed in Italy on August 17, 2018
Mi dispiace che sia scritto in lingua inglese. Io ho una conoscenza da licenza media ma siccome mi è sempre piaciuta la lingua suddetta, lo sto leggendo a piccoli passi e traducendo senza dizionario ma a memoria con i vocaboli che conosco e collegandoli, riuscendo cosi ad avere una traduzione abbastanza decente del contenuto. Finora ho letto 3 pagine ed è un libro molto accattivante.

Per chi si vuole cimentare come ho fatto io è un libro consigliato.
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Greasy
5.0 out of 5 stars Brilliant book.
Reviewed in Australia on November 26, 2021
I have read a lot of biographies and this is without doubt one of the very best. Al Jorgensen has lived an incredible life, he has been at the forefront of the creation of an entire musical genre and bore eyewitness to many events that have shaped the world today. He has brilliant conversation writing style which touches on self deprecation, lunacy and a level of drive, ambition that few can fathom. This book is destined to become a film, but it should be an entire series.