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My War: Killing Time in Iraq Paperback – September 5, 2006
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The result is an extraordinary narrative, rich with unforgettable scenes: the Iraqi woman crying uncontrollably during a raid on her home; the soldier too afraid to fight; the troops chain-smoking in a guard tower and counting tracer rounds. Drawing comparisons to everything from Charles Bukowski to Catch-22, My War depicts a generation caught in a complicated and dangerous world-and marks the debut of a raw, remarkable new voice.
- Print length368 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherDutton Caliber
- Publication dateSeptember 5, 2006
- Dimensions6 x 0.97 x 8.96 inches
- ISBN-100425211363
- ISBN-13978-0425211366
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"There's no way any reporter could have brought this back. If you care about our brave soldiers in the fray and want to get an insight into what it's really like out there, My War is essential reading." - Henry Rollins
"My War is breathtaking. His self-awareness is total and unromantic, his instinct for what matters unrelenting, his writing lyrical, heartbreaking, hilarious, and essential."-Robert Kurson, author of Shadow Divers
"Endlessly surprising...delightfully profane... an unfiltered, often ferocious expression of his boots-on-the-ground point-of-view of the Iraq war." - Arianna Huffington
Profound, profane....told with irresistible gallows humor and anger devoid of self-consciousness. Give[s] us a much deeper understanding of the war. -- Atlanta Journal Constitution
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Like many of his generation, Colby Buzzell was jumping from one dead-end job to another, a paycheck away from moving back home. He spent his time skateboarding and killing as many brain cells as humanly possible. Tired of the monotony, he found himself in front of an army recruiter. Within months he was in Iraq, a machine gunner in the controversial Stryker Brigade Combat Team, an army unit on the cutting edge of combat technology, and the first of its kind.
This is the startlingly honest story of a young man and a war. Trapped amid "guerilla warfare, urban-style" in Mosul, Iraq, Buzzell was struck by the bizarre, absurd, often frightening world surrounding him. He began writing an online web log describing the war-not as it was being reported by CNN or in briefings on Capitol Hill, but as he experienced it. The result is an extraordinary narrative, rich with unforgettable scenes: the fierce firefight in which the resistance came from "men in black"; chain-smoking in the guard tower, counting the tracer rounds fired over the city; the raid on an Iraqi home during which a woman couldn't stop screaming as her husband was being taken away; and the hesitation of a young soldier who had been passed around from platoon to platoon because he was too afraid to fight. As the popularity of his "blog" grew, Buzzell became the embedded reporter the army couldn't control despite its best-and often hilarious-efforts to do so.
My War is the debut of a fresh and remarkable voice, and it is already being compared to the classics of youth and combat Herr's Dispatches and Heller's Catch-22. But My War is much more than a war story; it is the story of a generation caught between the hyper-reality of a technological age and an ever more complicated and dangerous world.
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- Publisher : Dutton Caliber; Reprint edition (September 5, 2006)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 368 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0425211363
- ISBN-13 : 978-0425211366
- Item Weight : 13.6 ounces
- Dimensions : 6 x 0.97 x 8.96 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #123,801 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #32 in Iraq War Biographies
- #69 in United States Military Veterans History
- #73 in Iraq War History (Books)
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COLBY BUZZELL is the author of My War: Killing Time in Iraq, Lost In America: A Dead End Journey, and Thank You For Being Expendable & Other Experiences. Buzzell served as an infantryman in the United States Army during the Iraq War. Assigned to a Stryker Brigade Combat Team in 2003, Buzzell blogged from the front lines of Iraq as a replacement for his habitual journaling back in the states. In 2004 Buzzell was profiled in Esquire's "Best and Brightest" issue. In 2007, Buzzell received the Lulu Blooker Prize for My War: Killing Time in Iraq. The Washington Post in that same year referred to his article "Digging a Hole All the Way to America" as "A Tour de Force Travelogue," and his article "Down & Out In Fresno and San Francisco" was selected for The Best American Travel Writing 2010. His work has also appeared in Esquire, Vice, The New York Times, San Francisco Chronicle, Men's Journal, The New York Daily News, The Guardian, The Washington Post, The Daily Beast, Penthouse, Time, and This American Life. Buzzell earned his undergraduate degree from West Virginia University, and his graduate degree from University California Riverside Palm Desert. He currently lives in California.
Author website: www.colbybuzzell.com
My War: Killing Time In Iraq
"My War by Colby Buzzell is nothing less than the soul of an extremely interesting human being at war on our behalf in Iraq."
- Kurt Vonnegut
"I remember reading Colby's journal entries on the internet when he was filing them from Iraq. I was amazed at how heavy the material was but what really knocked me out was how sharp and vividly intense his writing was. My War is the real deal reportage from the ground. There's no way any reporter could have brought this back. If you care about our brave soldiers in the fray and want to get an insight into what it's really like out there, My War is essential reading."
- Henry Rollins
"Endlessly surprising...delightfully profane... an unfiltered, often ferocious expression of his boots-on-the-ground point-of-view of the Iraq war."
- Arianna Huffington
"If, in 20 years time, people want to know what it was like to fight in Iraq, they can pick up 'My War' and find out. It tells what it's like to be a grunt fighting in the Sunni Triangle - with more power and authority than the best 'embedded reporter' could manage. It is something of a triumph for blogs over traditional media."
- Nick Cohen
"My War is breathtaking. His self-awareness is total and unromantic, his instinct for what matters unrelenting, his writing lyrical, heartbreaking, hilarious, and essential. We can read a thousand dispatches from Iraq, but we will never know the war-or ourselves-like we will after reading My War."
-Robert Kurson, author of Shadow Divers
"Incredible accounts of combat from a grunt's-eye-view."
-Rolling Stone Magazine
"The most extraordinary writing yet produced by a soldier of the Iraq war"
-Esquire Magazine
"My War is perhaps the finest and most genuine writing to come so far out of the war in Iraq, uncompromising in both its criticism and its praise, willing to admit the ugliness of violence and the exhilaration that it breeds."
-War, Literature & the Arts Journal
"Buzzell's account of military life as a grunt in Mosul, My War: Killing Time In Iraq, is like no war diary written before. Blunt, brutal, foul-mouthed, and immediate.
-The Times UK
"In gutsy, sometimes profane prose, he takes you on a soldier's-eye view of the front lines of the war."
-Newsweek
"Remarkably blunt, honest and often hilarious."
-Chicago Sun-Times
"Striking....Buzzell tells the story of his year in Iraq with a steeliness that's both sincere and chilling."
-People Magazine
"Profound, profane....told with irresistible gallows humor and anger devoid of self-consciousness. Give[s] us a much deeper understanding of the war."
-Atlanta Journal Constitution
"My War" is the story of a young grunt trying to survive boredom and death in a war zone...What you soon realize about this stranger at the bar, Colby Buzzell, is that he can knock you off your barstool at a moment's notice with soul-jarring observations and darkly comedic insights into what it really means to be fighting and idling in this war."
-L.A. Times Magazine
"Funny, often surreal "What the @!%# am I doing here?" account of military life...(Grade: A-)"
-Entertainment Weekly
"Raw, sardonic, and thrashingly honest, My War is a stellar grunt's-eye view of the Iraq war."
-Mens Journal
"Buzzell's My War, written in a style reminiscent of Hunter S. Thompson and Allen Ginsberg, is fueled by an antiauthority, punk-rock attitude."
-Poets and Writers magazine
"Military recruiters won't be handing My War to prospective soldiers, who would do well to read one grunt's account of what they could be getting into."
-USA Today
"Several other books have come out during the war... What makes "My War" stand out is the author. The way in which a punk-rock skateboarder navigated the Army gives him a compelling voice and take on the Iraq war."
-Denver Post
"My War: Killing Time in Iraq... the most charming and funny of the memoirists"
-New York Magazine
"The war in Iraq may be far from over, but it has already produced a small crop of books by soldiers who fought in it... Colby Buzzell is perhaps the best storyteller, and without a doubt the funniest."
-BBC News
"My War is all about immediacy, and it's an invaluable reference to the current war"
-Seattle Weekly
"Sensational book... Buzzell is in the habit of telling it like it is, a skill he uses to great effect in this tragi-comic account of 'Joe' (Infantrymen) life in Iraq... In My War, he records his experiences with a mixture of irreverence and awe, like a latter day Holden Caufield who suddenly finds himself behind enemey lines"
-The Big Issue (U.K.)
"Provid[es] more truth than CNN or the army could or would."
-Library Journal
"Captivating memoir about the year [Buzzell] spent serving as an army 'trigger puller' in Iraq....though the combat scenes are exciting, this book is actually more engrossing as a portrait of the day-to-day life of a young American soldier."
-Publishers Weekly
"Reminiscent of Michael Herr's Dispatches."
-Wall Street Journal
"While deployed as an Army machine gunner in Iraq, the iconoclastic Buzzell kept an anonymous blog that chronicled his wartime experiences. His cynical but captivating memoir expands on those viscerally frank (and sometimes profane) postings."
-Parade Magazine
"[A] book that stands quite tall in the literature of that conflict to date."
-Booklist
"This is a book you NEED to read."
-AMP Magazine
"A brilliant read."
-Business Standard
"Gripping memoir... My War proves that the best blogs really can become the best books."
-E! Online
"My War: Killing Time in Iraq is a fresh and unique memoir, bridging the gap between the professional soldiers and the disillusioned... Colby Buzzell has written one of the strongest and most creatively constructed memoirs to date... My War is still one of the best memoirs written about the Iraq War... It is recommended to junior officers and NCOs who want to understand the new type of soldiers they are leading into combat..."
-National Museum U.S. Army Book Reviews
"If military recruitment is down now, wait till the kids read this book."
-Kirkus Reviews
"MY WAR: KILLING TIME IN IRAQ, by Colby Buzzell. This irreverent, episodic memoir grew out a blog that the author, an Army infantryman in Iraq in 2003-4, wrote from the front lines."
- The New York Times (A Reading List of Modern War Stories)
Lost In America: A Dead End Journey
"Defiant... this is an exploration of our nation at its most raw and browbeaten." -The Daily Beast
"Buzzell's voice--tough, jaded, sardonic... speaks for a generation unmoored by economic stagnation and diminishing opportunity." -Columbia Journalism Review
"A gift for seeing the seamier side of life as an adventure in a lower key... Buzzell is a useful mix of scholar and tramp, serving as an interesting travel guide... a shrewd observer of some things the rest of us would otherwise miss." -Malibu Magazine
"In a voice that is blunt, sarcastic and viscerally honest... searching for what was once the American dream... Buzzell writes with a jolting, unique voice." -The Providence Journal
"A witty, fearless, sharp-eyed chronicler of America in decline. Buzzell exhibits a Henry Miller-like talent for the memorable character sketch." -Kirkus Reviews
Thank You For Being Expendable And Other Experiences
"Buzzell is the rare nonfiction writer who seems equally at ease recounting stories about himself -- his war experience, his struggles with alcohol addiction and post-traumatic stress -- as he is writing about others... a gonzo journalist who makes an art of hanging out." -The San Francisco Chronicle
"Thank You for Being Expendable," moves past the war to the struggles of a veteran trying to adjust to civilian life, struggles that are all too common among the troops he sees returning home." -The Military Times
"A must-read for anyone interested in what the intersection between military life and counterculture looks like...Few writers capture rejection from society quite so succinctly. However the converse is also true, as Buzzell waves the flag of defiance proudly in the face of nearly every American civil institution... stitching together the rottenness of respectable America and the misery of underclass America, the uselessness of a war that didn't accomplish anything, and a personal experience of service and combat that beguiled him at first only to ruin him later..." -The Strategy Bridge
"Thank You for Being Expendable is an impacting collection of stories that document the author's transition from military to civilian life... Buzzell is blunt and spares no one-place, person or himself. He writes like he's talking to a friend, trusting readers with his hopes and struggles... Throughout the stories, he raises pertinent questions about the struggles veterans face... gripping." -San Francisco Book Review
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Initial Thoughts:
I read this book for my Literature and War class.
I was excited, perhaps the more correct term is intrigued, to start reading a first hand account on the war in Iraq. I'll be honest, I didn't know much about the war in Iraq and still don't claim to be any sort of expert. It was a subject I decided to stay blissfully ignorant of but I am happy I got the chance to read this story and get a better understanding of what American soldiers went through and are still going through in Iraq.
Parts of this story were actual blog post written while Colby was in Iraq, others are diary entries, and in between Colby added extra anecdotes and information to help the narrative flow more naturally. I should also mention that this book contains a lot of explicit language. If it was made into a movie it would definitely get an `R' rating for language, violence, and some drug use.
Spoilers!
I think it is appropriate to start off this review by re-quoting myself from a comment I left on Goodreads immediately after I had finished this book. "I found myself reading this and after ever page thinking, wow. It was really insightful and at times highly amusing."
I will say that I'm a bit disappointed in myself and the fact that I waited so long to write this review. But life (aka midterms) got in the way, so I'll try my best to accurately convey my feelings for this book.
I learned a lot about a soldier's experiences over in Iraq, many of which left me in awe of the men and women fighting for our country. Some of the accounts were inspiring while others were a bit disheartening. These reactions were understandable when you consider how honest Colby is in his retelling of the events. At times I was laughing, bored, and scared to death and experiencing many of the same emotions Colby had lived through. There is no way I can ever understand what it feels like to be shot at or what it feels like to have sweat running down into my eyes and be unable to move, but through reading this, I feel more knowledgeable and empathetic.
As the novel progresses Colby discusses his love of music, art and books. He is a very intelligent human being which came in stark contrast to the beginning of the novel's image of Colby which was a hometown stoner. One of the books mentioned is Marcus Aurelius' Meditations. I read this book almost two years ago for a Humanities class and fell in love with it. I've highlighted all my favorite passages and keep this book on my desk at all times. I flip through it almost every day when I feel like I need a reality check or a little motivation. I think everyone should read this book at least once and I highly recommend it.
Colby is an amazing writer and his descriptions made me feel like I was in the middle of the action, or in some cases non action. It was a really unique perspective and I'm very appreciative of him for writing this account for the world to read.
Conclusion:
I really did enjoy reading this book and had so many wow moments while reading. I have a million little sticky notes highlight my favorite parts or the things I found to be the most interesting.
I would recommend this book to someone who wants (for the most part) an unbiased, non partisan account of his life and journey to becoming a soldier.
If my review hasn't convinced you to read this book, my apologies. Like I said earlier I should've reviewed this book when it was fresh in my mind because since then I've taken midterms and had to read many other novels and textbooks and everything has started to blend together. You'll just have to take my word for it. Colby Buzzell is a really unique, funny, and honest individual whose work and life deserves an audience.
Rating: 4/5 stars
"I was smoking like a chimney, one right after another. My nerves were completely shot and I was emotionally drained and I noticed that my hands were still kinda shaking ... I was thinking how lucky I was to be alive. I've never experienced anything like the fear I felt today ..."
Stryker machine-gunner Buzzell is a curious character in his own story. Intelectually curious, he is a voracious reader of good books, yet he seems to find little to like in this world. Possessed of a wicked and ironically sly sense of humor, he uses it repeatedly to jab at our country's leaders, the war, politics, the media - just about everything, in fact, including himself. I found myself liking the guy in spite of myself. He made me laugh and he made me wince in recognition. His narrative, with its casual attitude towards porno, "spank" mags and masturbation among the troops, brought to mind Tony Swofford's book about the first Gulf war, JARHEAD - although Buzzell himself dismisses that book scornfully, and that first "war" as well. It was also very like Johnny Rico's fine memoir of the current war in Afghanistan, BLOOD MAKES THE GRASS GROW GREENER. It also flashed me back to my own war, the Cold War. Soldiers are the same, regardless of the setting or the era, it would seem. Nothing much changes. Buzzell's choice of a title for his memoir-cum-blog, MY WAR, is certainly not unique. It is the third military memoir I have read with this title. The others were both WWII memories from journalist Andy Rooney and artist Tracy Sugarman, both fine books. And so is this one. The army tried to call Buzzell back to active duty in 2008, but he was found to be unfit for service - PTSD. The physical, mental and emotional casualties from Iraq and Afghanistan continue to mount and multiply, and the ends to these wars are still not clearly in sight. Perhaps books like Buzzell's will help speed their resolutions. I hope so. - Tim Bazzett, author of SOLDIER BOY, AT PLAY IN THE ASA
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Even though I see Iraqi's invasion as pure imperialism, I liked the book and it was stimulating enough to stop me from judge all the GI Joes mentioned there, after all they had as much control of the situation as me, who don't even live in one of the coalition forces' countries.
Colby writes with a spirit and rawness that is gripping. His entry "Men in Black" is a plunge into a desperate firefight in Mosul.
Most of all, Colby is a voice of my generation. Going into battle with a Ipod filled with punk rock songs, and writing about his war directly on the web.
Welcome to the war in the 21 century
And, I'll be surprised if this is the last book from Mr Buzzell.
Was ich bisher gelesen habe haut mich absolut vom Hocker. Buzzell beschreibt seine Zeit im Irak so unglaublich realistisch und krass, dass man sich perfekt in die Situation hinein versetzen kann. Man bekommt haargenau mit wie es den Soldaten geht, wie sie mit dem Ganzen umgehen und vor allem wie für sie die Grenze zwischen dem Krieg und einem Spiel verschwimmt.
Absolut fesselnd und empfehlenswert, auch das englisch ist nicht wirklich schwer zu verstehen und erfordert nicht die allerbesten Englischkenntnisse, einzig die vielen Abkürzungen dürften für etwas Verwirrung sorgen.





