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Over the Edge: A Pawn in the Scientology Money Machine Paperback – September 21, 2017

4.1 4.1 out of 5 stars 63 ratings

In a billion years I never thought I'd get involved in a cult, let alone sign a billion year contract with one and stick with it for 37 years. The most oft questions I have been asked are "Why did you get involved in the first place?" and "What took you so long to finally get out?" I am confident that you will find the answers to both of these questions and many more in the pages within. This is not just my memoir, but a story that needs to be told of harsh abuse, medical neglect and voracious greed all under the banner of a religion which claims to be saving this planet and the universe. From my early days getting involved in Scientology in Santa Barbara to joining the elite Sea Organization and slaving for pennies a day, there are no stones left unturned. I was a pawn in the Church of Scientology’s money making machine and this is my story.
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Reviewed in the United States on January 7, 2018
There have been a number of “tell all” books written in the past few years about Scientology. All of them have related horror stories about being trapped within the matrix of L. Ron Hubbard’s creation. This book follows in those footprints although from a slightly different angle. This is not a book on the general subject of Scientology; the author assumes that the reader already knows the basic facts and history of the cult and can differentiate between Sea Org members, contract staff and public members. That said the author had wide experience within Scientology, over many years, particularly in the area of fund raising.
Those who are familiar with the human rights violations within Scientology will not be particularly shocked by the revelations of horrific examples of sleep deprivation and grossly overcrowded, and often bug infested sleeping facilities in the Sea Org. Nor will they be impressed with the complete and utter lack of privacy that they are subject to or the inadequate and poor quality food that they are fed. Lack of proper medical care is endemic as is lack of time off. Their pay, if they get it, is insignificant. All of these abuses in Scientology are well documented. But even so I somehow expected that the people who did the fundraising, which is everything in Scientology, would be treated better. But alas, even those who poured the money into the never-satisfied maw on the cult are treated like, or worse, than barnyard animals.
Working for Scientology has been compared with being employed by the mafia which I think is an unfair comparison, at least as far as the mafia is concerned. In traditional organized crime those who bring in the money get perks and some luxury. But the only “reward” in Scientology is to escape immediate punishment. Any money made be earning commissions on donations gets sucked back into the cult in forced donations or other pretexts.
This book is about brutality. Plains and simple brutality used by skilled and merciless predators against those who have been infected with the mental virus of Scientology. The only positive thing is that the author managed to break out of the mental and physical confines. The hardships of starting over again, after dedicating the best years of her life, were very real as the author relates.
This book is a cautionary narrative which I recommend to anyone who is interested in learning just how nasty Scientology is. This is not a polished book of prose, no, it’s only one woman’s honest story about her life inside Scientology where honesty is one quality that can’t be found.
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Reviewed in the United States on October 16, 2017
Interesting getting to see things from different peoples perspectives. Would recommend the book for a fuller picture on the scientology sea org perspective regarding fund raising. The authors writing style which a lot of people might find very sparse and unemotional shows exactly how scientologists are expected to write reports within the organisation - with only facts and no human emotion or reaction included. Also the authors perceived "jumping around" between stories is a good perspective for non-scientologists on how leaving and breaking out of scientology causes such confusion in the person's head that has to be constantly worked through and re-assessed.
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Reviewed in the United States on November 13, 2017
Now nobody's pawn, Kay shares her story with us about how she got sucked in, why she stayed, and best of all how she got out. I too have read several other books about this cult and see the common themes of abuse; the exploiting of people during their most vulnerable times, recruiting them to be virtual slaves (after getting all their money), slowly taking away their freedoms and their dignity, cutting them off from their families and the outside world, while normalizing all of it. Worse yet, are the mind games (conditioning) that trick them into believing they will reach "total freedom" if they just play along. All for a good cause, the end justifies the means, etc.

I cried when I read about her relationship with her mother, both sad tears and happy tears. There are no words to describe my range of emotions when she described her physical pain and sacrifices over such a long duration of time, only to get kicked to the curb and made to feel that something was wrong with her.

I have ceased to be amazed at how this cult scams people, but I am dumbfounded that they can continue to violate so many laws of the land and not be held accountable. Kay's inside view of how they get away with these criminal activities should cause them to be concerned. I loved her "follow the money" instincts regarding how IAS funds were (not) allocated and how the Ideal Orgs are not actually owned by the people who donated to it.

I highly recommend this book and hope to read more stories from Kay about her much happier life after Scientology!
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Reviewed in the United States on October 15, 2017
As a former staff member of the church, I know too well the constant demands to generate income for the organization as well as the intense pressure there was on the receiving end. I was in for 25 years and thought the IAS organization was on the up-and-up in the good they were doing for society so the "high pressure" sales were "worth it" for the greater good.

Kay lays out beautifully why one would be attracted to the church and its declared missions and how one can become trapped in its belief system. She indeed brought out it's darker side and how the lack of caring for the individual, especially those most dedicated to the cause through the Sea Organization, are only pawns in the system. I see how we can become blinded because while we want to believe we are indeed doing good for society, our individual grievances take a lesser role and we justify our complaints by being less important and significant. The amount of physical and emotional pain endured by Kay and other members is difficult to comprehend.

Kay is very forthright and candid about her experiences and indeed sheds light in my opinion on the most ruthless fundraisers with the church's organization, the IAS. I thank and applaud Kay for speaking out and telling her story. I'm thrilled she has a bright and shiny future ahead of her.
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Tim Burgess
5.0 out of 5 stars A fantastic read by a former high ranking member.
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 7, 2017
Most of the way through this book. I simply cannot put it down. A real eye opener as to what really happens in the money making world of scientology.
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