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A Special Agent: Gay and Inside the FBI Hardcover – January 1, 1993

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A former FBI agent describes how, once his homosexuality was revealed, he fought to regain the job he loved, taking his fight to the American public and to court. 65,000 first printing. $50,000 ad/promo. Tour.
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Former Special Agent Buttino grew up in upstate New York, graduated from Colgate University and joined the FBI in 1968. After 20 years of service, an anonymous letter to his parents and the FBI revealed that he was gay. Buttino, who lives in San Diego, was fired. In this cautious, sensitive memoir, Buttino, assisted by his filmmaker brother, discusses his homosexuality, working relationships with his enforcement colleagues, details of his case work and how he found the strength and strategy to pursue a class action suit against the FBI for anti-gay discrimination. The case is still unsettled. Buttino's story, partially reported on 60 Minutes , is a courageous and movingly told account of a man seeking justice and fairness against insidious bureaucracy. The book is also a compelling argument against governmental bias. Photos not seen by PW.
Copyright 1993 Reed Business Information, Inc.

From Library Journal

Frank Buttino was a 20-year veteran of the FBI with an exemplary record of service who led two secret lives. As an agent, he was commended by FBI directors on numerous occasions for his undercover and investigative work on drug trafficking, organized crime, and espionage cases. But in 1988, his second secret life as a gay man was shattered by a shadowy figure known only as W.J., who "outed" Buttino by sending copies of personal letters to the FBI. The author reveals in detail the arduous and excruciating inquiry by the FBI into his private life, objectively exposing the antigay practices of the bureau. Subsequent to his dismissal, Buttino filed a lawsuit to regain his special agent position, and it nears trial. This is a powerful, moving account of one gay man's struggle for acceptance in the federal government. Recommended for all collections.
- Michael A. Lutes, Univ. of Notre Dame Lib., Ind.
Copyright 1993 Reed Business Information, Inc.

Product details

  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ William Morrow & Co; First Edition (January 1, 1993)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 351 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0688119581
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0688119584
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 8.8 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6.5 x 1.25 x 9.5 inches
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Reviewed in the United States on July 16, 2018
My father gave me this book after coming out to him. He’d received it from a friend and after 25 years, I finally read it. Wow.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 21, 2021
Ask Lou Buttino why he sued his brother over the book after its release, and why Random House stopped printing it shortly after its release. The aftermath of the book, "fired for being gay... FBI changes their stance against allowing/recruiting gay agents" is all true. the lawsuit was ongoing at the time the book was written, so the aftermath wouldn't be known for a while. Ask Lou.
Reviewed in the United States on September 5, 2004
September 2004

As the chapters in the book fly by, you will feel like you are on a train hurtling toward another train: you know it is not going to end well. A gay man, Frank Buttino, who worked as a Special Agent for 20 years is "outed" first to his parents and second to the FBI by the mysterious letter-writing "W.J." The FBI consequently revokes Frank's top-security clearance and fires him.

You learn that Frank had grown up trusting the government without question and had often viewed issues in black or white terms. That kind of thinking, and his belief in law and order, naturally attracted him to a career in law. Knowing that he had a stellar career as an FBI agent, you will cringe at some of the ironic and almost pathetic details:

* A mere letter and $1500 cash award (what is that after taxes?) for helping crack one of the toughest FBI cases.

* The irony of being interrogated by a woman and a young Latino man of the FBI's Office of Professional Responsibility ("OPR"). Oddly, at the time, the OPR was investigating one case involving a homosexual FBI employee each week.

* Although common criminals have the right to an attorney, the FBI regulations prohibited Frank from having an attorney present during his administrative inquiry and at the signing of his statement as a result of the inquiry.

* The legal counsel of the FBI Agents Association explained to Frank that "a number of our members throughout the country would not want their membership fees spent defending a gay agent." Sad, given that the FBI pledges to enforce the civil rights of others.

These ironic and sad details play out against Frank's personal journey toward acceptance of who he is. In Chapter 2, Frank acknowledges, after having his first sexual experience with a man, that he started to add bricks to a wall that he had been building since his youth. He is given advice later in his life that he cannot forget: "Failure to accept his homosexuality could eventually lead to self-destructive behavior." Frank soon begins to take down the bricks, one by one, and as he does so, he turns to others for acceptance--namely, his parents. Not wanting to hurt his parents, Frank was very reluctant to come out to them. One of Frank's friend advised, "They're a lot stronger than you think. They love you, and their love for you will allow them to understand and accept you." (They did.)

At the end of the book, you will want to call Frank and ask questions like:

1. Did he ever find out who the mysterious "W.J." is and what was his motivation? Was it someone in the FBI? Did Frank know "W.J."?

2. Did Frank ever find out who broke into his house, vandalized his solarium or took his mail from his post office box?

3. What ever happened to "Brian," his long-time military boyfriend? (Frank wrote, "Though I think we both knew we would never be lifelong partners, neither of us seemed able to say good-bye for good.")

4. What ever happened to the aggressive, bizarre polygraph examiner, Bill Teigen, who LIED to Frank?

5. Where is Richard Gayer, the attorney who wrote the book on gay people and security clearances, and helped Frank? (He is in Phoenix, AZ. (retired?) and no longer an active member of the California bar.)

6. How is Frank's back doing? He had back pain so severe, he could not do what he loved: run with his dog, Rusty, in the San Diego canyons.

7. Where is Tracy Merritt, the Department of Justice attorney, who represented the FBI against Frank Buttino? (A Washington D.C. bar attorney search does not come up with anything.)

8. Where is Mitch Grobeson, the LA police officer, who filed anti-gay discrimination charges against the LAPD, around the same time as Frank's case? (See [...])

9. Where is openly-gay San Diego Police Officer John Graham now? (He is still working for the San Diego police and patrolling the Gaslamp quarter in San Diego.)

10. What ever happened to Saundra Brown Armstrong, the judge appointed by the first President Bush, who ruled against the FBI on its motion for summary judgment? (She is still judge for the U.S. District Court for the Northern District of California. Did you know that she was also the first African-American policewoman in 1970?)

11. What ever became of Mike Fitzgerald, the young attorney, who legally helped Frank for free? (He has his own law firm, Corbin & Fitzgerald LLP, in Los Angeles.)

12. If Frank were a young agent today and had the possibility of joining the FBI as a Special Agent, would he do it?

"Be ashamed to die until you have won some victory for humanity." --Horace Mann

Frank, who joined the FBI in 1969 because he was idealistic and was answering the call to "do something for America," can certainly die without shame. In fact, Frank helped others more than he probably knows--other gay and lesbian agents who would come up in the ranks behind him would have it a little easier because Frank did not avoid the confrontation and did not go away quietly.

Thank you, Frank, for this victory.
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Reviewed in the United States on October 21, 2002
.... Much of this book focuses on J. Edgar Hoover, a man many, especially homophobes, assume to be gay...What I liked about this book is how he mention his Italian-American heritage and thus blends issues of sexual orientation with ethnicity. One reviewer said he wished the book had photos, my copy of the book did. Perhaps individuals who have jobs where they can't come out will appreciate this book a lot. It was just okay; I wasn't blown away.
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