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The Feral Ache: How a Science Virgin Decided to Go All the Way Kindle Edition

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One woman's auto-ethnographical journey through the quagmire of spirituality to find sustainable health right back where she started. It is an autobiographical look at the damage that religion can inflict and the healing power of reality.

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Reviewed in the United States on September 3, 2013
Ms Martineau, like many deep thinkers who pick up a pen has been on a lifelong quest for truth. Not the let's-all-agree-on-a-belief kind; the kind that can be verified, weighed, measured. The hard kernel of truth that remains after one strips away the shells of delusions, myths, imaginary friends and worlds, lies.

She brings a unique perspective: half Haitian, half anglo - in childhood immersed in the spirit world which pervaded her birth culture, counterposed by the harsh, dehumanizing preachings of evangelical missionaries. She struggles free from this restraining fabric of nonsense, dips a toe in wicca, `spirituality' et al and eventually accepts science as the best method man has yet devised for seeking truth.

Our corporeality is real. Our bodies interact intimately with our environment. We are creatures of and from the earth and ignore that at our peril.

Her writing is engaging: in turn straightforward, literary, wryly sardonic, angrily dismissive, poetic, funny, unbearably poignant, always honest.

Frank Zappa wrote "...all your children are poor unfortunate victims of lies you believe..." This book should be distributed to all those victims toiling away in cube farms across the US and beyond. It might strike a chord. There's a better way to live a life. And this book is a good compass.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 23, 2013
I've been borderline obsessed with deconversion stories lately and this is probably one of the best I've ever read. I read it in two sittings and found it both an easy quick read and hard to put down. It is very nicely written and Martineau truly has a talent for juicy turns of phrase.

It is admirable how she really opens up and bares all. I'm not sure I could ever do that!

Readers should be warned that the descriptions of her experiences helping as a translator in the immediate aftermath of the Haiti earthquakes are especially raw and graphic. Some excruciatingly sad painful moments in this book that you won't read about anywhere else.

But Martineau's zeal and passion for life remain undimmed through the dark passages and her excitement about where she is on her (non)spiritual journey is very contagious.

I highly recommend this book as a very raw, very real personal account of struggles that we all face on some level in our lives. This is what Jenny thinks of it all and this is how, in 40 years, she came to this conclusion.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 24, 2013
Jennifer Martineau writes beautifully. This book is very short, but in a short amount of pages, she manages to take you into a deep, vulnerable place, showing you the journey she went through to come to the realizations she revealed in this book. There are a lot of similarities between Jennifer's and my childhood, and I raised many of the same questions she did as a child. Although we came to very different conclusions, it is refreshing to read about someone who dared to think differently, and voice their doubts, when doubt was so frowned upon. I felt comforted reading her story because I often felt like something was wrong with me when I was unable to accept religion the way it was taught to me growing up.

Even as someone who still embraces the concept of spirituality, I found much value in reading this book. Her words challenged me, and offered a great opportunity for reflecting, and to question what it is I stand on...everyone should read something that causes them to do that from time to time.
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Reviewed in the United States on September 19, 2013
I read that book twice. It forced me to give answers to questions I was asking myself for many years: what is my real perception-philosophy of life ? How do I want to "spiritually" raise my kids ? What do I want to keep from my family's religious way of living ? I had already revolutionized many of these aspects, and this book pushed me to put an end to the questions and assert my answers.
Most of all, it radically shifted my relationship to myself as an animal-human-being and to the real magic of the simple reality surrounding me. It erased the "false need" for disconnection and allowed me to enjoy just being and feeling temporarily alive.
It can be shoking to many and some will just be against the ideas expressed thoughout the pages....
I admire the courage of the writer to share her intimate story in such an authentic way.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 25, 2013
The Feral Ache keeps the reader engaged. Martineau's writing is open and accessible. I found it fascinating to read about the childhood of someone that shared some experiences with my own. I completely understood the whys of her journey. Being raised in a community of absolutes and utter conviction was confusing for me too. Martineau's description of the ever present spiritual world that completely overshadowed the natural world of the beautiful country of Haiti was spot on. I haven't come to the same conclusions that this author has, but reading about her journey allowed me to revisit questions from my own past and analyze where our experiences converged and then separated. I really respect that this author has had the tenacity to aggressively pursue the big questions of life. A worthwhile read.
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Reviewed in the United States on September 7, 2013
Awesome read! Disrupts conventional reasoning, educes laughter, and provokes tears. All in one sitting. Literally in one sitting because from start to finish I could not take my eyes off of those pages.
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Reviewed in the United States on June 3, 2015
Love it