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This Is How It Always Is: A Novel Paperback – January 23, 2018
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An Amazon Best Book of January 2017: In recent years we’ve seen an increasing number of memoirs from transgender individuals and from parents forging uncharted waters in order to help their transgender children live happy, healthy lives in a society that still largely defines gender by what’s in your pants. In her novel This is How It Always Is Laurie Frankel takes those real-life experiences and puts them into a big-hearted story of family and secrets. Penn and Rosie are a close, loving couple, living in Madison, Wisconsin with their five boys. But it becomes evident before long that their youngest, Claude, feels like he should have been born a girl. So how do these strong, supportive parents go about helping their son live as the person he wants to be? It’s a fascinating thing to behold. The nuances and unforeseen pitfalls of trying to protect your child from fear and hate while nurturing a sense of acceptance is daunting. What is private and what is a secret, and what is, really, nobody’s business? Sometimes secrets have a way of materializing in the blink of an eye or the span of an innocuous question, and this novel is about the lengths we will go, as parents and siblings, to protect each other. And how we react when our secrets are exposed. This is How It Always Is in an incredible read that speaks to the heart of what it means to love and be loved by family. --Seira Wilson, The Amazon Book Review
"It's early days, but thisbig-hearted novel about a family with a transgender child is in the lead forthe most sensitively and sincerely told story of 2017...Frankel's portrayal ofeven the most openhearted parents' doubts and fears around a child's genderidentity elevates this novel."
--People, "Book of the Week"
"Brave, complicated, occasionally horrifying and frequently very funny...Frankel is a first-rate storyteller."
"Frankel has tackled thiscontroversial topic in a warm, funny and honest way and one that willundoubtedly spark thought and conversation."
--The Fort Worth Star-Telegram
"This Is How It Always Is isn't only a novel about the challenges of life with an atypical child. It's a story about the challenges of parenting and love, period...This beautiful story is deeply personal, a heart-rending glimpse of an author writing her way to understanding."
"Sly and charming...Comes atthe perfect time...This Is How It Always Isexplores the travails of a modern family, where challenges about a child'sgender are the same as any other struggles of growing up."
"A bold, honest, heartbreaking story about the choices parents make, and how life goes on, but not always according to plan. This must-read novel... is the perfect pick for book clubs."
"One of the most timely and big-hearted family stories I have read in a long time...This is a beautiful novel about the unexpected curve balls of parent and sibling relationships, and the limitless boundaries of family love."
"This wise and often funny novel is a compassionate lesson in discovering and welcoming what makes each of us unique."
"Illuminatingly nuanced andheartfelt, This Is How It Always Isis the story of how a family evolves--and grows--together."
"Sharp and surprising. This is a wonderfully contradictory story--heartwarming and generous, yet written with a wry sensibility."
--Publishers Weekly ("Pick of the Week," starred review)
"Well-plotted, well-researched, and unflaggingly interesting...As thought-provoking a domestic novel as we have seen this year."
--Kirkus (starred review)
"I was lucky enough to receive an advance reading copy of this very special book about a family with a secret. It made me laugh, it made me cry, it made me think. Preorder your copy now."
--Liane Moriarty, #1 New York Times bestselling author of Truly Madly Guilty
"Laurie Frankel writes with more heart than anyone I can think of...With emotional acuity, admirable bravery, utter compassion, and complete understanding, she's created a family attempting to forge a path through one of life's most mystifying challenges: how to define what it is that makes your child who he or she is: unique, beloved, and whole. This is a novel everyone should read. It's brilliant. It's bold. And it's time."
--Elizabeth George, #1 New York Times bestselling author of A Banquet of Consequences
"In This is How It Always Is, Laurie Frankel spins a beguiling tale of a sprawling, loving, ever-changing, unconventional, and yet completely typical modern family as they make their way though a world with no easy answers and no magic solutions. How does Frankel pull off such a story? With great humor and candor. With a powerful narrative voice, and a forthrightness so compelling, we are drawn into the family circle to laugh and cry with them, and to ponder issues great and small. An intimate, wonderfully moving novel that is especially relevant in today's world."
--Garth Stein, New York Times bestselling author of A Sudden Light and The Art of Racing in the Rain
"This is a perfect book club book, a book that should be read in schools, and one of my favorite reads of the year. A challenging subject handled with honesty, grace, humor, dignity, and most of all, love."
--Jamie Ford, New York Times bestselling author of Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet
"A lively and fascinating story of a thoroughly modern family and the giant, multifaceted love that binds them. This Is How It Always Is sparkles with wit and wisdom."
--Maria Semple, New York Times bestselling author of Where'd You Go, Bernadette
"Laurie Frankel has written one of those very rare, special novels that examines the way we live--in our homes, in our families, in our bodies--with an astonishing balance of humor, complexity, and above all, kindness. This Is How It Always Is teaches us to look beyond the traditional binary oppositions of boy vs. girl, right vs. wrong, real vs. make-believe, and to find courage and beauty in the in-between."
--Ruth Ozeki, New York Times bestselling author of A Tale for the Time Being
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“This is Claude. He’s five years old, the youngest of five brothers, and loves peanut butter sandwiches. He also loves wearing a dress, and dreams of being a princess.”
Don’t we all? Aren’t we all looking for that fairy tale ending?
But this is a story of more than just a five-year-old little boy who wants to be a girl. This is a story about a family that has learned to keep a secret, but this secret has the capacity to blow the family apart.
Rosie and Penn have a wonderful marriage. They were in love from the start. Four boys later, they decide to try once more for a girl and they get Claude, their smart, quirky, fifth son who longs to be a girl.
This causes a conundrum in their lives. Rosie and Penn aren't sure what to do. Do they nurture their youngest son's wish, stares and cruel comments from society, or do they explain to Claude that boys don't wear dresses, and he is really a boy despite how he feels on the inside?
For a while, Claude settles for dressing as a boy for school and changing into girl clothes when he returns home, but that really doesn't make him happy. He wants to be a girl.
"How did you teach your small human that it's what's inside that counts when the truth was everyone was pretty preoccupied with what you put on over the outside too?"
As Claude grows, he becomes Poppy, and Rosie and Penn encourage her to be true to her feelings and who she is. But is that the right parenting choice for a child so young in age, and when society doesn’t agree? What are the next steps in this journey, not only for Poppy and her parents but her brothers as well, who weren’t given a choice?
What choice is the right one? How will Penn and Rosie know if they're acting in their child's best interests or the best interests of all of their children? How do they protect their child from what they know the world always seems to have in store for people who are different?
This amazing tale is not preachy about the subject of transgendered people and their journey, and I found it to be so well written that I fell in love with Claude and his journey. There is no pretense that this journey is perfect for anyone, and the biggest message I found was that it is just as easy to make mistakes by doing and saying things to others in their journey as it is by not doing or saying them. Everyone’s journey is their own, and we all deserve support no matter where or what our journey holds.
This is a book that everyone should read. It is moving in merely its presence. It carries a message that we all should learn.
“For my child, for all our children, I want more options, more paths through the woods, wider ranges of normal, and unconditional love.”
Do yourself a favor and read this book today!
Laurie Frankel has crafted a magnificent book with a poignant story, wonderfully developed characters, and valuable lessons. When I finished the book, I knew that I would be processing the emotions it evoked for quite some time and carrying the priceless lessons it taught much longer than that. To be quite honest, it evoked such powerful emotions that I had to take a break for a couple of days before I could finish the book, at one point. I found myself connected to Rosie's character on a deeply emotional level, especially, and following her journey--from falling in love with Penn as a medical student to a hard-working mother of five--was fascinating to me. Any mother or father can related to Rosie's and Penn's struggles to make the best decisions possible for all of their children and their desires to ensure that they be safe, healthy, and happy. However, as the mother of a child with autism, I found that their concerns about Poppy's unique situation were ultimately the same as the parent of any child with unique needs. We worry that others will judge our kids, that they will be picked on, or that they will be taken advantage of or abused. We worry that life will be hard for our kids. We worry that they won't live their best lives. We just want our kids to be loved and accepted for who they are on the inside. That's it.
But isn't that what ALL parents really want?
Rosie and Penn aren't perfect parents. They make mistakes and learn as they go, and Roo's storyline is a particularly painful reminder that although Poppy's needs are unique, they are not the only needs that exist in the Walsh-Adams family. However, Rosie and Penn and the things they learn about being parents to five very different children provide excellent lessons in how to raise good humans.
All of this is not to say that the plot and deeply moving lessons in the book are ALL This Is How It Always Is has to offer. The writing itself is unique and hypnotic. Frankel's way of weaving humor throughout the book was entertaining and made the Walsh-Adams family realistic and relatable. Any family with five children (including twin teenagers) is bound to have its fair share of chaotic moments, and witnessing those normal family interactions with all the humor they tend to involve allows readers to take notice of the fact that life moves forward, no matter how heavy our worries and secrets may be. Frankel's sometimes long, rambling sentences are frank and full of references to earlier details in the book, and they made the rhythm of the book completely enchanting, just like the fairy tales Penn told his children every night before bed. The characters themselves are lovable, and I absolutely adored everything about Claude/Poppy, especially, but I found myself drawn to them all.
Ultimately, Laurie Frankel has written an absolutely beautiful novel about loving people--especially our children--no matter what. In her author's note at the end, she says, "I know this book will be controversial, but honestly? I keep forgetting why." I keep coming back to those words, over and over again, and the power of such simple statements is undeniable. Understanding the lives of transgender children is impossible without having a front seat. Although this book is a far cry from a front seat, it's a valuable peek inside their world. That peek has helped me become a better mother to my own children--and a better human, in general.