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If You Only Knew Hardcover – February 11, 2020

by Prerna Pickett (Author)
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A boy recently released from jail and the daughter of a prosecutor fall for each other against the odds in Prerna Pickett's YA novel, If You Only Knew.

Corey has just been released from jail, and all he wants is a new beginning. But when his former gang comes knocking, Corey agrees to vandalize the home of Kent Hopper, the prosecutor who put him away.

To erase the guilt she carries from getting away with a crime, Tessa spends most of her nights riding her motorcycle. When she catches Corey destroying her father’s car, she doesn’t see a criminal: She sees a way to finally right her own wrongs. So instead of turning Corey over to the police, she convinces her father to give Corey a second chance.

As Tessa and Corey spend more time with each other, it becomes difficult to ignore the pull between them. But they’re both keeping secrets, and when those secrets come to light, they’ll each have to face their demons in order to have a future together.

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  1. Print length
    304 pages
  2. Language
    English
  3. Publisher
    Swoon Reads
  4. Publication date
    February 11, 2020
  5. Grade level
    7 - 9
  6. Reading age
    13 - 18 years
  7. Dimensions
    5 x 0.75 x 8 inches
  8. ISBN-10
    1250314461
  9. ISBN-13
    978-1250314468
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Gr 9 Up—Tessa comes home to find a group of teenagers trashing her father's garage. When she falls while trying to scare them off, one of them, Corey, stops running away to make sure she's okay, and returns the next day to attempt to make amends. He's just out of jail and wants to leave his old life behind, but to keep his mother and brother safe, must continue to follow orders. But that doesn't mean he can't try to undo some of the harm the gang inflicted. Apologizing to Tessa and her father is the first step, and Corey also offers to do community service and odd jobs around Tessa's home. But the more he works with Tessa, the closer they get. Tessa has a secret, and it seems as if helping Corey work through his guilt may assuage her own, but they both have pasts. The more things heat up between the teens, the more the past will come to haunt them. The mysteries behind Tessa's secret and what Corey's gang is really up to will keep readers engaged, but the characterizations are what sell this novel. Pickett portrays how Tessa's guilt affects all aspects of her life, and how Corey's drive to be better than his past and do what's right for his family is clear in every decision he makes. VERDICT This fast-paced novel is recommended for libraries where YA romance is popular. —Amanda Toth, Lane Libraries, Hamilton, OH

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"The mysteries behind Tessa’s secret and what Corey’s gang is really up to will keep readers engaged, but the characterizations are what sell this novel...This fast-paced novel is recommended for libraries where YA romance is popular."
―School Library Journal

Praise for Chase the Night, from our Swoon Readers:

“This is an awesome story.” ―Emily Hollman

“I enjoyed the backstories of each character and the fact that Corey is a bad kid, but is trying to redeem himself and is caught in a tough place. So far it's reminding me a bit of the Fast and Furious movies.” ―Tara Tsai

Product details

  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Swoon Reads (February 11, 2020)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Hardcover ‏ : ‎ 304 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 1250314461
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-1250314468
  • Reading age ‏ : ‎ 13 - 18 years
  • Grade level ‏ : ‎ 7 - 9
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 12.8 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5 x 0.75 x 8 inches
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.6 4.6 out of 5 stars 38 ratings

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Prerna Pickett was born in India, grew up in Northern Virginia just outside of Washington DC, lived in Idaho for a while, then in paradise AKA Hawaii, before moving back to the mainland. If You Only Knew is her debut.

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Customers find the plot satisfying, realistic, and motivational for young adults. They describe the book as a compelling, thrilling, and perfect vacation read for lovers of YA romance. Readers also mention the book is sweet.

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Customers find the plot satisfying, sweet, and believable. They say the novel deals realistically with growing up and confronting one's own issues. Readers also mention it's a story of triumph and motivational for young adults.

"...The plot is satisfying without being predictable...." Read more

"...Its a story of triumph, and motivational for young adults. Kudos to Prerna Pickett! . Can't wait to read her next one when it comes out." Read more

"...Corey and Tessa is sweet and believable and the novel deals realistically with growing up and confronting your own mistakes...." Read more

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Customers find the book compelling, thrilling, and satisfying. They say it's a perfect vacation read for lovers of YA romance.

"...You're not going to want to miss this sexy, sweet, thrilling new book from debut author Prerna Pickett!..." Read more

"...KNOW mostly pool-side, so I can confidently say that it is the perfect vacation read for lovers of YA romance...." Read more

"...deal with secrets and pressure from those around them makes for a compelling read. I like the way it ends a lot." Read more

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Customers find the book sweet and thrilling.

"Fans of Simone Elkeles, listen up! You're not going to want to miss this sexy, sweet, thrilling new book from debut author Prerna Pickett!..." Read more

"...The relationship between Corey and Tessa is sweet and believable and the novel deals realistically with growing up and confronting your own mistakes...." Read more

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5.0 out of 5 stars Girls on motorcycles, hot boy artists - what more could you want??
Reviewed in the United States on February 19, 2020
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Fans of Simone Elkeles, listen up! You're not going to want to miss this sexy, sweet, thrilling new book from debut author Prerna Pickett! It had everything my (formerly) teen heart needed - a misunderstood "bad boy" who was working hard to protect his family and pay off his debts; a motorcycle riding badass of a female protagonist; SO MUCH sexy chest touching; and a plot that will constantly surprise you as it twists and turns underneath you (wink wink). Pickett builds the romance between Corey and Tessa with believable tension, and by the end I was totally rooting for them (and wringing my hands that it might not happen!!) This is a great romance, a thrilling ride, and an absolute must-read!
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Caleb
5.0 out of 5 stars Sweet and swoony!
Reviewed in the United States on February 19, 2020
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Prerna Pickett truly knows what she is doing. I read IF YOU ONLY KNOW mostly pool-side, so I can confidently say that it is the perfect vacation read for lovers of YA romance. The burn between our tough-girl-with-secrets heroine and secretly-sweet-heart “bad boy” hero is slow but hot. The plot is satisfying without being predictable. I highly recommend it to everyone who likes a swoony romance with lovable protagonists, motorcycles, and a fresh and sweet take on the enemies-to-lovers trope.
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JB
5.0 out of 5 stars Pickett wrote a banger
Reviewed in the United States on February 19, 2020
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When the contemporary faction of YA literature eventually rises up and demands comparable word counts to their fantasy counterparts, CHASE THE NIGHT will be held up as a shining example of the immersive world-building a talented author can accomplish when armed with the space to do so.

It zigs where you think it'll zag, starting as a quasi "enemies-to-lovers" tale before evolving into a tension-filled love story that would make even the most-concrete hearted (i.e. me) swoon. It even makes time to be a poker thriller a la Rounders for a few scenes.

For me, stories like this particularly fun when there's a skilled writer behind them (and Pickett is) because you watch them introduce roadblock after roadblock to our two protags romantic chances, and then watching them navigate a path through which they find their way together anyway. Along the road to payoff, you'll get to savor lines like this:

Tessa: "My hands somehow managed to land on his chest."
Jeff's Face: 😏 😏 😏 😏
Jeff's Reax: Suuuuuure Tessa. Because that's how hands work
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T.H.H.
4.0 out of 5 stars A solid young adult contemporary romance with complex characters.
Reviewed in the United States on March 14, 2020
This story strongly reminds me of Katie McGarry’s books, so if you’re a fan of hers, this is right up your alley. Both main characters are troubled with secrets and dark pasts. Corey is a reluctant gang member, willing to do whatever it takes to keep his family safe, including doing a year in prison. Tessa is the daughter of the D.A. who put Corey in jail. So when the gang decides to take it out on the D.A.’s home and car, they drag Corey into the mayhem. Unable to deal with the guilt of what he did to the man who recommended the lightest sentence possible for his crimes, he goes to the man’s house and admits what he did, shielding the other members from blame to keep his family from the harm they would surely be subjected to if he ratted out the others. Tessa sees something in Corey and asks her dad to give him a second chance. This kicks off a tenuous friendship that evolves into so much more as Corey makes amends by repairing the damage his “friends” did to Tessa’s home. Tessa is hiding her own dark past that is only hinted at through much of the book. While she desperately wishes to confess whatever it is, she keeps finding reasons not to. But this ugly secret compels her to view Corey in a different light than most people do.

I love the characters and the romance. It’s angsty and emotionally deep. The only thing keeping me from giving this five stars is that it takes a long time to really get going. I was a good 30% into it before I was fully invested in the story and the characters. It was easier for me to engage with Corey early on, but I was slow to warm up to Tessa. She almost has too much hidden from the reader to empathize with her. But once I was able to start seeing her through Corey’s eyes, I eventually got on board with her as well.

Plot
The primary plot is the relationship between the two main characters, but there are strong subplots involving Tessa’s secret and Corey’s future. Both of these influence their relationship, making them integral to the main plot. There is also minor subplots regarding Corey’s mom’s career, an ex-boyfriend of Tessa’s and Tessa’s dad’s health and her concerns about him.

The Characters
I loved Corey instantly, but was slower to embrace Tessa. Both characters are incredibly complex and conflicted, making them intriguing. Tessa’s dad and Corey’s family are warm and provide a nice contrast to the two tortured protagonists. Told in dual first-person POV, we get deep inside both of their heads, allowing us to understand what makes them tick. Rounding out the cast is Tessa’s uncle and her cousin, who also happens to be her BFF, a vengeful ex-boyfriend, and Corey’s crew. The character development is one of the best parts of this book.

Top Five Things I Enjoyed About IF YOU ONLY KNEW
1. A sympathetic gang member. Corey isn’t really an anti-hero since his heart is always in the right place and he never devolves into something darker, but it was still good to see this side of gang activity, to see how good kids get drawn into that life.

2. Corey’s mom. She is so proud of her son despite his time in jail, and she never stops being his biggest fan.

3. Tessa’s dad. Much like Corey, Tessa’s dad grounds her in just the way she needs. Even though he’s a prosecutor, he still manages to see the best in people.

4. Redemption. Both characters have a redemption arc, and that’s one of my favorites.

5. Angsty romance. Another favorite of mine. These two have so much keeping them apart, that the intensity of their love is palpable.

Bottom Line
A solid young adult contemporary romance with complex characters.

Disclaimer
I was provided a copy of this book by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
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5.0 out of 5 stars Young Romance - gave me goosebumps
Reviewed in the United States on August 23, 2020
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This is the writer's debut novel, but its written with such deft and realistically, that it seemed I was watching a movie! The characters are typical teenagers, with real-world issues, but they overcome severe challenges with such grace and grit. Its a story of triumph, and motivational for young adults. Kudos to Prerna Pickett! . Can't wait to read her next one when it comes out.
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Shannon Young
5.0 out of 5 stars Swoony debut!
Reviewed in the United States on February 11, 2020
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I loved this sweet YA contemporary!!! IF YOU ONLY KNEW follows two heroes you will be rooting for the whole time. Corey, released from prison, is the sweet, cinnamon roll bad boy who's not actually a bad boy. And Tessa is a motorcycle-loving, poker-playing daughter with secrets who are crushing her. When Tessa's lawyer father makes Corey repair the garage he and his gang trash, unlikely sparks ignite.

Do you love the Serpents from Riverdale? Do you love cute, swoony love? How about leather jackets and pool parties and motorcycle lessons? THEN YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THESE TWO - a badass girl and a biracial (Indian #ownvoices/white) love interest!!!
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ruthanne s
5.0 out of 5 stars perfect YA romance
Reviewed in the United States on May 15, 2020
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I loved this book. If you like YA romance, you will definitely like this one. The relationship between Corey and Tessa is sweet and believable and the novel deals realistically with growing up and confronting your own mistakes. I am looking forward to reading more from Prerna Pickett!
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John Rogers Clark IV
5.0 out of 5 stars Very satisfying
Reviewed in the United States on February 15, 2020
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First off, this reminds me of Katie McGarry's books and that's high praise. Great romantic tension, coupled with both main characters feeling as if they're between a rock and a hard place. Following the chemistry between Corey and Tessa as it grows, while both have to deal with secrets and pressure from those around them makes for a compelling read. I like the way it ends a lot.
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