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When We Were Animals Hardcover – April 21, 2015
When Lumen Fowler looks back on her childhood, she wouldn't have guessed she would become a kind suburban wife, a devoted mother. In fact, she never thought she would escape her small and peculiar hometown.
When We Were Animals is Lumen's confessional: as a well-behaved and over-achieving teenager, she fell beneath the sway of her community's darkest, strangest secret. For one year, beginning at puberty, every resident "breaches" during the full moon. On these nights, adolescents run wild, destroying everything in their path.
Lumen resists. Promising her father she will never breach, she investigates the mystery of her community's traditions and the stories erased from the town record. But the more we learn about the town's past, the more we realize that Lumen's memories are harboring secrets of their own. A gothic coming-of-age tale for modern times, When We Were Animals is a dark, provocative journey into the American heartland.
Nominated for the 2015 Shirley Jackson Award for Best Novel
- Print length336 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherMulholland Books
- Publication dateApril 21, 2015
- Dimensions6.38 x 1.13 x 9.63 inches
- ISBN-100316297933
- ISBN-13978-0316297936
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"...Pro number one is that I believe this novel is vey relatable. We've all struggled as a teenager making that awkward transition into adulthood...." Read more
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"...Rest was just disjointed. The guy turns a pretty phrase and I think he understands pred/prey relationships, but again, yuck." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on January 22, 2016Wow, this book! Not sure how to accurately describe my feelings about this one. Kinda felt like being punched in the gut, having my insides ripped out and then being left there, reeling from the shock of it all. When We Were Animals is raw, dark and surprising real. It’s so beautifully written and I’ll do my best to describe it without giving anything away. Our MC, Lumen, lives in a small, isolated town where teenagers experience something called “breaching” once they hit puberty. During the full moon cycle each month, the streets will become empty by nightfall and doors will all be locked as “breachers” run wild through the streets. They become animalistic and strip off their clothing, they fight each other and engage in unabashed sexual activities, they riot and vandalize and basically engaged in any and all activities you’d NEVER want your child to participate in! Nobody knows why, when or how it started and it’s treated as a sort of rite of passage into adulthood. All children will go through it, although Lumen and her father believe (hope) that she won’t, that she’ll be able to bypass it altogether. Lumen’s mother never breached so they’re hoping, through genetics, Lumen won’t either.
This story and especially the style in which it’s told, won’t appeal to everyone; you’ll either love it or hate it, there won’t be any in-between. There are some very heavy and graphic subject matters depicted here that are done to and by teenagers yet I never once felt the author crossed the line, it was all described so purely and beautifully and I was honestly fascinated by it. I can only further describe this story as being a depiction of what would happen if you stripped away our humanity and returned us to our natural animalistic ways. The basic story-line has some similarities with the movie The Purge, the main differences being here we’re dealing with teen’s ages 13-16 instead of adults and rather than 1 night a year, this town experiences “breaching” for 3 days each month. If this isn’t enough to get you to sit up and take notice then there’s also an underlying mystery full of twists and turns, plus an ending I never would have predicted!
I adored Lumen’s character and saw so much of my teen self in her. All of her struggles, her longing, her feeling like there’s no “right” place in the world for her therefore she must be ”bad” or “wrong” in some way. I also loved that the story is told through Lumen’s POV as an adult while she looks back on her childhood and teen years leading up to her “breaching”. Young Lumen started out as such a docile girl who was often times overly willing and compliant. I was riveted by the transformation of her character from a young sweet girl into the woman who was narrating the story. Another big plus for me was the relationship between Lumen and her Dad. It was written so well and really captured what happens in a single parent/single child dynamic. For years you are each other’s whole universe, nothing else is needed nor does it matter because it’s the two of you against the world. But as children grow up that relationship is bound to alter and change, other people become important in a teenager’s life and the single parent finds they suddenly have a life again. It’s a natural process yet not an easy one to get through and I loved how the author chose to capture it here.
I would love to ask Joshua Gaylord how he came up with the idea for When We Were Animals and why he chose to write it from a girl’s POV, I’m rather curious because it’s done so well. He really captured the essence of teen girls and how they can be shockingly beautiful and cruel at the same time. At its heart this is a coming of age story but delivered in such a way that is so savage and unique. This is definitely a book I won’t soon forget, its story will stay with me for a very long time! I would have loved to read this with my book club, there are so many bits and points to dissect and discuss. Highly recommend but only for those not bothered by teens, sex and violence and who enjoy books that cross over into the weird and bizarre.
- Reviewed in the United States on June 26, 2015To me, this was an odd story, which is exactly what I look for at times. The blurbs explain the plot well enough, so I will say that the novel held my interests really well. When I bookmarked my Kindle edition, I always looked forward to the next reading session. I use a 4 star rating often to indicate my appreciation for any book I truly enjoy. A 5 star is reserved for those that leave an indelible mark in my thought process.
- Reviewed in the United States on August 13, 2015Well, this definitely is a type of book that I haven't read in a while. The reviews are great, but I'm not entirely sure how I'm feeling about this one.
Synopsis
The story is about a woman Ann who is reminiscing about her past. She used to be called Lumen and she grew up in a very strange town. Every full moon, the teenagers in her town run wild like animals. As a young child, Lumen is determined that this won't happen to her. However when her time comes, she can't seem to resist the urge to run amongst her peers. She finds herself conflicted during this time. One side of her believes she is pure and shouldn't succumb to the "breeching". However, there is another side of her that feels the very urge to run free and give into every animalistic sense that she has. It's no wonder that even as a middle-aged married woman, mother to a toddler and outstanding member of a pristine community, Anne still finds herself struggling with the same problem.
Pros
The book is definitely different. Primarily because it is a coming of age novel. I get it, it seems wild and crazy if you're looking a the novel from a literal perspective. But it makes the most perfect sense. Pro number one is that I believe this novel is vey relatable. We've all struggled as a teenager making that awkward transition into adulthood. Who hasn't felt like they didn't fit in? Who hasn't tried to hold onto every little ounce of their innocence as a child knowing that the impending doom of being an adult is just around the corner? Gaylord did a good job with bringing me back to that weird time when I was becoming a young woman.
Cons
I'm not really sure how I felt about the writing style. I know it was written at a memoir but I just couldn't get into reading it that way. Often times I found it choppy and it was hard to see where the thought process was going. Also, the scene with Lumen and Blackhat Roy in his home at the end, not entirely sure how I felt about that part. I mean, I understood Lumen's urge to defy everything that she stood for among her community, however I just didn't like that she felt the need to have it taken from her in such a way. I understand the symbolism and everything, but it was a part of the book that was hard for me to read. I also didn't really enjoy the repercussions her actions in that moment had on Blackhat Roy later on.
Would I Recommend When We Were Animals
Meh, I would say yes but you must be in a certain mind frame when reading this book. It was a bit slow at some parts as we listened in on the internal monologue Lumen was having within herself. It took me a lot longer to read this book than I anticipated And it was a bit predictable to be honest.
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Amazon CustomerReviewed in Canada on July 7, 20204.0 out of 5 stars An excellent post apocalyptic/zombies novel, that's not about the zombies chomping down
An excellent post apocalyptic/zombies novel which is more about the female protagonist and her relationship with the land -- the author has beautifully depicted the atmosphere of a devastated land, and there's a minimal amount of zombie attacks, but interesting insight into the character through her reactions to her situation. A sad ending, but one consistent with what precedes it
SausageRollerReviewed in the United Kingdom on January 1, 20175.0 out of 5 stars ... from 2010 which all said and done is my favourite zombie novel of all time
I was really looking forward to Joshua Gaylord’s ‘When We Were Animals’ (WWWA) as I was a gigantic fan of his literary zombie novel ‘Angels are the Reapers’ (RATR) from 2010 which all said and done is my favourite zombie novel of all time, and I’ve read a lot of them. Joshua wrote RATR under his pseudo name ‘Alden Bell’ and an earlier non-supernatural novel ‘Hummingbirds’ under his real name. So with this new novel, which isn’t necessarily supernatural, he seems to mix and match his real name and what I thought was his genre alias name. So this guy has serious style and WWWA has just been released in paperback in the UK.
For a day job Joshua has taught high school English in New York for many years and I really dig the idea of an English teacher creating really beautiful horror novels after he has graded his papers for ‘Catcher in the Rye’ or ‘To Kill a Mockingbird’ or whatever else he is teaching. Shirley Jackson most probably! A couple of years back I really enjoyed hearing Joshua talking about zombies in a very serious interview with an academic audience and we then became Facebook buddies and have chatted about RATR and other novels on occasions. I said to him: “Josh! How could you end it with….. SPOILER ALERT?” And he replied, “There was no other ending possible….” Sad, but totally, totally beautiful and I cried my eyes out. A good while back I was chatting on Facebook with the brilliant British horror writer Adam Nevill in passing about RATR and he summed it up perfectly: “There's not enough poetry in modern horror, Tony. But Alden Bell really lights a path in that book.” I couldn’t agree more with what Adam said, as I know many people who enjoyed RATA who wouldn’t normally read horror or go within a million miles of a zombie novel. The word ‘zombie’ is never actually used, and set a number of years after an undead apocalypse a highly self-sufficient teenage girl wanders across an empty, almost frontier like America. Teenage hero ‘Temple’ is such a brilliant and enduring character she wouldn’t have been out of place in a Cormac MCarthy novel. This novel is highly recommended and a great introduction to the word of Joshua Gaylord/Alden Bell.
But there are no zombies in WWWA, but there is the same type of lyrical poetry, there is beauty and this hypnotic coming-of-age tale had me hooked from beginning to end. It’s not strictly horror and like many great books is quite different to pigeon into any particular genre. It certainly was as original as RATA and was one of those reads that had a whiff of ‘YA’ about it, but to be honest I couldn’t decide 100% whether it was or not. AATR was the same, I thought it was an adult novel, but my teenage school book club adored it and I believe it may have been pitched at teens in the USA. It was certainly one of the best novels I’ve read in the last five or six years.
Before getting to the plot I was really pleased to see that WWWA has been nominated for the Shirley Jackson Award for Best Novel, 2015. This is certainly a big cheese award and I was over the moon for Joshua, as it very well deserved. So the plot: in a nutshell, in this small quiet Midwestern town, which is unremarkable save for one fact, when all teenagers reach a certain age, they run wild. They go nuts. They go bat-shit crazy. When I saw they ‘run wild’ I mean when they hit puberty (or there abouts) they ‘breach’. Something that only happens in this small town. Without giving too much away ‘breaching’ means that when the full-moon is out all the adults and doors lock their doors and batten down the hatches and the teenagers go mad. Sex, orgies, violence, killing and are unbelievably brutal to each other. But it is all forgotten when the next day breaks. In the early stages I thought they were werewolves, but it’s a strange rights-of-passage thing which hits every teen. Well, every teen except one….. And that’s what the book is about.
Some teens breach for longer than others. Often those who have the wildest breaches, only do it for a short period. Then the full-moon comes around and they no longer feel the need to run wild. And woe betide the parent who tries to stop their kid from breaching…. Years later everyone looks back on their own breaching with a certain nostalgia. “When I was a kid” sort of thing….
The book is narrated by a girl called Lumen, who tells her story (or is it a confession?) from years later. After she has left the town and has her own family, who know nothing of her past or her weird town. In looking back over her life we realise she refused to breach (was it a choice?) as she hit puberty late, however, something changes and she begins to investigate the history of her strange town and the mother she never knew.
This was another fantastic genre-bending read from Joshua Gaylord. Part thriller, horror and coming-of-age tale which should have wide appeal beyond the horror market as the author has the writing tools to stand tall with the very best writers of literary fiction out there. Like RATA it’s a very literary novel, very gothic in style, has limited action, with fantastic descriptions, and if you’re the type of reader that likes all the questions answered and all the boxes ticked, then I suppose you might find this novel a bit frustrating. Not me though, I liked the vagueness of it and maybe not all questions need answering. It was certainly a story that remained with me long after I had finished it and I’ve recommended it to lots of friends. It really is worth your attention and especially if you fancy comparing it to RATA. He may use two names, but the author writes equally wonderful with both.
Ms. Dawn RooneyReviewed in the United Kingdom on January 27, 20163.0 out of 5 stars Enjoyable, but not great.
Good story and characters but not the best book I've ever read.
NashelleReviewed in the United Kingdom on November 11, 20155.0 out of 5 stars Enchanting
The only thing wrong with this book is that it ends! I was completely captivated by the main character and her world. A very well written and enchanting novel.
Hollie CooperReviewed in the United Kingdom on June 27, 20163.0 out of 5 stars Three Stars
Enjoyable quick read.






