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There Will Be No Miracles Here: A Memoir Kindle Edition

4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars 631 ratings

NAMED A BEST BOOK OF 2018 BY NPR AND THE NEW YORK TIMES
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"Somehow Casey Gerald has pulled off the most urgently political, most deeply personal, and most engagingly spiritual statement of our time by just looking outside his window and inside himself. Extraordinary." —Marlon James

"Staccato prose and peripatetic storytelling combine the cadences of the Bible with an urgency reminiscent of James Baldwin in this powerfully emotional memoir." —BookPage

The testament of a boy and a generation who came of age as the world came apart—a generation searching for a new way to live.

Casey Gerald comes to our fractured times as a uniquely visionary witness whose life has spanned seemingly unbridgeable divides. His story begins at the end of the world: Dallas, New Year's Eve 1999, when he gathers with the congregation of his grandfather's black evangelical church to see which of them will be carried off. His beautiful, fragile mother disappears frequently and mysteriously; for a brief idyll, he and his sister live like Boxcar Children on her disability checks. When Casey--following in the footsteps of his father, a gridiron legend who literally broke his back for the team--is recruited to play football at Yale, he enters a world he's never dreamed of, the anteroom to secret societies and success on Wall Street, in Washington, and beyond. But even as he attains the inner sanctums of power, Casey sees how the world crushes those who live at its margins. He sees how the elite perpetuate the salvation stories that keep others from rising. And he sees, most painfully, how his own ascension is part of the scheme. 

There Will Be No Miracles Here has the arc of a classic rags-to-riches tale, but it stands the American Dream narrative on its head. If to live as we are is destroying us, it asks, what would it mean to truly live? Intense, incantatory, shot through with sly humor and quiet fury, There Will Be No Miracles Hereinspires us to question--even shatter--and reimagine our most cherished myths.

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An Amazon Best Book of October 2018: Casey Gerald begins and ends his passionate, voicey memoir by describing a photograph of his family taken in the early 1990s, when he was just a little boy. There’s his handsome, football-star father, his glamorous mother, his “portrait perfect” sister, and Gerald himself, with his arms outstretched like an airplane, ready to fly away. “See the family,” Gerald writes, “Savor them. Soon they will be destroyed. They will destroy each other. They will destroy themselves.” That prophetic voice, learned, perhaps, in the evangelical church Gerald’s grandfather founded, gives There Will Be No Miracles Here drama and gravity that is surprising given Gerald’s youth, but well-suited to his bust-to-boom-and-back-again story of growing up poor, gifted, and gay.

Gerald left behind his troubled family in Dallas and headed east to play football for Yale, intern at Lehman Brothers, and then study for an MBA at Harvard. A grand career in politics beckoned, but Gerald’s soul, nurtured by the language of literature (from the Bible to The Boxcar Children to The Invisible Man), proved too big for such worldly goals, and he returned to Texas to find himself. There Will Be No Miracles Here isn’t one of those memoirs politicians write before announcing an electoral run—it is something more complicated and nuanced: a depiction of the causes and costs of “upward” mobility. It’s not a prescription so much as a diagnosis, and it will leave you considering what it means to be successful, which Gerald’s memoir, by any measure, is. —Sarah Harrison Smith, Amazon Book Review

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When the author was 12, he waited for the Rapture at his paternal grandfather's church in Dallas on New Year's Eve in 1999. The new millennium arrived, but the world did not end. Gerald's father, Rod, a former college football hero, fell from grace, succumbing to drugs and prison life. The author's mother, Debra, had mental health issues and was in and out of his life. Gerald and his older sister, Tashia, lived off their mother's disability checks. He became a varsity football star at South Oak Cliff High School and was recruited to play football on a scholarship at Yale. He entered the educational and political echelons of society, navigating power lunches, secret societies, and success on Wall Street and Washington, DC and overseas. But Gerald soon becomes aware of social inequalities. He also struggles with his burgeoning sexuality, disillusionment, and loneliness at the top. This memoir moves away from the tropes of the American dream and "succeeding against the odds." Biblical and literary references are threaded throughout. Gerald's love for American political and cultural history is astounding. Some readers will find parts hard to read, especially given the use of the N word and Gerald's portrayal as the anti-poster child of the LGBTQ communities. VERDICT An eye-opening purchase for mature teens.—Donald Peebles, Brooklyn Public Library

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B079WNQFZQ
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Riverhead Books (October 2, 2018)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ October 2, 2018
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 5140 KB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 400 pages
  • Page numbers source ISBN ‏ : ‎ 1788161971
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Customers find the book very moving, thought-provoking, and interesting. They also describe the writing style as gifted and wonderful. Opinions are mixed on the writing style, with some finding it well-written and eloquent, while others say it's not the easiest to read and tedious.

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Customers find the book very moving, thought-provoking, and interesting. They also describe the writing style as captivating, poignant, and inspiring. Readers mention the book reminds them of analogous experiences.

"...This is a painful, poignant work. I will keep my eyes open for Mr. Gerald's work. He is a great gift to the world." Read more

"...Casey Gerald. You will fall in love with him. Poignant and nuanced. A measured anger. Heart and soul the size of a box car. Destined to be a classic...." Read more

"While I liked it and found there were many profound and moving passages, I find it a little bit disingenuous...." Read more

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Customers find the book honest.

"...Still, for the most part, I admire him: his determination, his honesty, his humor, his achievement...." Read more

"...It will require total transparency, brutal honesty, and a loving kindness and forgiveness with himself and others, at a level far greater and deeper..." Read more

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Customers have mixed opinions about the writing style of the book. Some mention it's gifted, wonderful, and easy to read. Others say it's not the easiest book to read, tedious, and awkward.

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"...there were many profound and moving passages, I find it a little bit disingenuous...." Read more

"Gerald's story is well-written, eloquent at times, with spots of humor that is not glib or cute. He has a good sense of paradox and irony...." Read more

"...Perfect for Kindle/Audible. The author’s narration is wonderful. Straight from the heart. It’s as if Holden Caulfield spread his wings to soar...." Read more

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Reviewed in the United States on October 7, 2018
This is a terrific memoir. I couldn't wait to get it after I read a couple reviews about it. I enjoyed the author's video of his class day speech at his graduate school and thought this work would help me learn about his perspective. It's searing, witty, sharp and does not let anyone off the hook. My heart hurt for this brilliant man as I read his story while at the same time I my breath was taken away by his writing and his fight. The author faced demons within and without with courage. I work with memoir writers and study under memoirist David Payne (BAREFOOT TO AVALON) and appreciate how hard it writing such a memoir is. This is a painful, poignant work. I will keep my eyes open for Mr. Gerald's work. He is a great gift to the world.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 13, 2019
Gerald's story is well-written, eloquent at times, with spots of humor that is not glib or cute. He has a good sense of paradox and irony. At times he tells his story straight-forwardly and objectively; at times he is emotional and even self-pitying. But it is not offensive or off-putting when he does indulge in regrets and self-guilt. At times his sense of place in this world feels tragic, at times hopeful. Ultimately, even with humor that sometimes made me chuckle, I have the sense that his story is, so far, tragic. He leaves hope, though, although that last line is something that for many years I cautioned my students not to do--promise. Anton Chekhov said, "Discard your beginnings and endings. That is when you are most tempted to lie." Gerald's last sentence immediately called that advice to mind.
Still, for the most part, I admire him: his determination, his honesty, his humor, his achievement. Of those achievements, he tells with a paradoxical and justified sense of accomplishment and pride: Yale and Harvard, after all. Yet, at the same time, he deprecates his own achievements with something akin to self-disgust. I'm sorry for that. He is entitled to give himself credit for those accomplishments.
When he discusses his relationships with people, both somewhat successful and failed, he is very hard on himself. He takes on responsibility for his admitted betrayal of at least two close friends who depended on his integrity and support, putting the goal ahead of friendship. He leaves the incidents with what he deems a failure in his humanity and does not tell the reader to what extent his project succeeded. His self-assessment is sometimes brutal, sometimes despairing, sometimes self-congratulatory, effectively tempered with that skillful tone, irony, and wryness.
HOWEVER: with all this honesty, self-loathing, and regret, he describes two unforgivable actions--in my opinion--for which he expresses no regret whatsoever. Admittedly both these sins are committed as a youth. Still, the stark single-sentence revelation of these ugly acts appalled me, and lowered my opinion of him as a person (He remains an excellent writer, in my estimation.
There is not one sentence, not one thought of regret for burning a mouse alive, and setting two fish to fight to the death, merely for his own enjoyment. These creatures were not "just a mouse--just a fish" They were living creatures who endured cruel deaths at his hands. Yes, he was just a child who had a tough growing-up--was angry etc etc. No. The acts were deplorable. What is most disgusting to me is the utter lack of feeling, conscience, or regret displayed for these acts. I cannot forgive him as a human being for these failures. He could have left the incidents out; I don't know why he did not, if he could not explain why he included them or how they affected his opinion of self. Perhaps he wanted to be judged on these acts. But such tiny sentences among the many memories and observations of human nature and his own nature. Sentences without any reflection at all. So, I am left impressed with the man's writing and his excellent accomplishments, and deeply disturbed by his failures, some self-admitted, as a compassionate and responsible human being.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 26, 2018
I can’t remember when I’ve been so gripped by a memoir. Perfect for Kindle/Audible. The author’s narration is wonderful. Straight from the heart. It’s as if Holden Caulfield spread his wings to soar. Casey Gerald. You will fall in love with him. Poignant and nuanced. A measured anger. Heart and soul the size of a box car. Destined to be a classic. Casey Gerald is the ultimate of out and proud. And what a writer! He may not want to be poster boy for the American Dream but one thing for sure: ‘queer’, disadvantaged, American youth swept into the vortex of intersectionality have a major a rock to steer a course by. Buy it for every young person you know. They will be your friend for life.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 18, 2018
While I liked it and found there were many profound and moving passages, I find it a little bit disingenuous. It seems that he sort of just falls into these positively life changing situations. He sort of just ends up at Yale, Yale! He sort of just ends up a Rhodes Scholar candidate. These are circumstances that people carefully craft their entire childhoods and young adulthood to be able to access and still fail. Yet Casey seems to sort of meander into them, unwillingly even. You need to know the right people, do the right things, play the game better than anyone else you know, move through life without a single misstep - unless you're this guy, if you're him it just happens to you, with or without your active participation.
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Reviewed in the United States on December 23, 2018
Casey Gerald, as many reviewers have already said, is an amazing writer. This book makes me want to say something corny, like "He's a memoirist's memoirist." But I don't even know what that means, given that what makes a memoirist a memoirist's memoirist is a list as subjective as success. And I think that's Gerald's point-- that success and failure are subjective, that the American Dream is actually the Emperor's clothing. I think this memoir may be best received by people who already have a critique of the empire in their back pockets. The reviewers (here, GoodReads, and elsewhere) who are still wondering about his life at the "top" may have missed the point entirely. I've been waiting for this memoir because I've been waiting for someone from that perceived top to say what Tupac said years ago when he was walking with that white woman reporter for the formulaic "just-taking-a-walk-and-talking-with-a-celebrity" shot. It's lonely at the socioeconomic top-- especially if you come from a community-oriented people. Because of this orientation, they will see you as a symbol of their success even as you become less and less like the people you love. Casey writes about this loneliness in ways that I believe will make those who have been coached to strive feel both seen and heard. I know I do.
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Patricia Seeley
3.0 out of 5 stars I worry for the author.
Reviewed in Canada on January 5, 2019
This was a painful memoir to read and the author’s struggle to make sense of his life and find meaning in its outcome (so far — he’s still so young!) was clearly ongoing into the future. His important message is that it’s not enough for a civilization to pick a few exceptional kids to serve as symbols of “the American Dream”. He rejects his “symbol” status, but seems in the end still quite fuzzy about where to go next. I sincerely hope he chooses the path of love that seems to open up to him in the end. As literature, some of the writing sings. Love and words may open a lot of pathways for him and hey, you’re never to young or too old to choose to believe in miracles after all!
Amazon Customer
1.0 out of 5 stars NOT AN EASY READ
Reviewed in Canada on August 27, 2019
I watched his Ted Talk, which was very inspiring. I bought the book to get a similar inspiration, unfortunately the book is not an easy read. The story and his message is very unclear from the beginning. Had no motivation to read the rest of the book.

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