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First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir Kindle Edition


In this true story, a teen overturns his car on Sunset Boulevard in front of a statue of Jesus. Three months later, his life is forever changed.

One young man’s mystical journey in the autumn of 1974 turned his world upside down. In this riveting narrative, John Roger Barrie recounts a ninety-day transformational spiritual experience. His fascinating quest, filled with inner discoveries, insights, and revelations, unfolds as he searches for his soul.

Fifty years ago, Barrie underwent a profound Jesus-oriented spiritual experience that transformed his life.
First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir is a greatly expanded nonfiction account of this experience, which first appeared in his novel Dialogues With the Lord of Time. Barrie writes that the pivotal point in his spiritual life “is fondly recalled in this memoir, which details a three-month spiritual unfolding that occurred in autumn 1974—my First Awakening.”

Colorful descriptions are given of Barrie’s sometimes unconventional approaches to discover God, as well as his struggles and the conflicts he faced, and the inner states he experienced. While maintaining his Christian roots, he also became an authorized lay instructor in the respected, interfaith-oriented Ramakrishna–Vedanta tradition. However,
First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir focuses on his life-changing encounter with Jesus at age 17, which infused his soul with God and brought about profound inner transformations. Many time-tested spiritual practices are described, such as heartfelt prayer, undivided faith, routine meditation, complete surrender, and one-pointed dedication, as well as the need for divine grace.

First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir is an unforgettable excursion into the very heart of God.

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First Awakening - A Spiritual Memoir

First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir

John Roger Barrie
From "An Appreciation" by Anne Steinemann, PhD

"John Roger Barrie takes us on a transcendent spiritual journey with his brilliant and breathtaking autobiographical memoir. ... His insights and foresights are captivating and compelling. He brings us to the depths of the human soul and to the heights of heaven."

First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir

A teen's captivating spiritual experience is fondly recalled in this memoir, which details a three-month spiritual unfolding that occurred in autumn 1974—his First Awakening.

Fifty years ago, John Roger Barrie underwent a profound spiritual experience that forever changed his life. First Awakening is a greatly expanded account of that experience, which he originally published in his spiritual novel, Dialogues With the Lord of Time. First Awakening is more than double the size of the original chapter in Dialogues. Along with the author's new material, many images, three new appendices, and extensive endnotes have been added to round out this riveting narrative.

  • Chapters include:
  • First Awakening
  • Unquenchable Fire
  • No Use for This Body
  • A Complete and Total Union Into One
  • I Am All I See
  • The Royal Lichtenstein Quarter-Ring Sidewalk Circus
  • Afterthoughts

Editorial Reviews

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"John Roger Barrie takes us on a transcendent spiritual journey with his brilliant and breathtaking autobiographical memoir. ... His insights and foresights are captivating and compelling. He brings us to the depths of the human soul and to the heights of heaven."  - from "An Appreciation" by Anne Steinemann, PhD

About the Author

For nearly five decades, John Roger Barrie has studied with numerous spiritual teachers and has practiced a variety of spiritual disciplines. He is an authorized lay instructor in the respected, interfaith-oriented Ramakrishna-Vedanta tradition. His interreligious approach incorporates teachings and practices from several spiritual paths, including the rich mystical traditions of his native Christianity. He has additionally served since 2001 as the longtime literary executor of influential author/historian/philosopher Gerald Heard (1889-1971). In 2023, he published an acclaimed spiritual novel, Dialogues With the Lord of Time. In 2024, he published an insightful collection of writings, The Deepest Silence and Other Essays on Contemporary Spirituality. For more information, visit his website, "Explorations in Contemporary Spirituality."

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0DL3FBJLT
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Sky Parlor Publications (December 14, 2024)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ December 14, 2024
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 5666 KB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 109 pages

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For nearly five decades, John Roger Barrie has studied with numerous spiritual teachers and practiced many different spiritual paths. He is an authorized lay instructor in the respected, interfaith-oriented Ramakrishna–Vedanta tradition. His interreligious approach incorporates teachings and practices from several religious traditions, including his native Christianity.

He has served since 2001 as literary executor of influential author, historian, and philosopher Gerald Heard (1889–1971). He has overseen reissues of 18 classic Gerald Heard titles.

Barrie's first spiritual article appeared in 1981. In 2023, he published his acclaimed spiritual novel, "Dialogues With the Lord of Time." In 2024, he published two books: (1) a collection of wide-ranging writings, "The Deepest Silence and Other Essays on Contemporary Spirituality," and (2) his 1974 spiritual autobiography, "First Awakening: A Spiritual Memoir." For more information, visit his website, "Explorations in Contemporary Spirituality."

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