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Magnificent Desolation: The Long Journey Home from the Moon Hardcover – June 23, 2009
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The flight of Apollo 11 made Aldrin one of the most famous persons on our planet, yet few people know the rest of this true American hero’s story. In Magnificent Desolation, Aldrin not only gives us a harrowing first-person account of the lunar landing that came within seconds of failure and the ultimate insider’s view of life as one of the superstars of America’s space program, he also opens up with remarkable candor about his more personal trials–and eventual triumphs–back on Earth. From the glory of being part of the mission that fulfilled President Kennedy’s challenge to reach the moon before the decade was out, Aldrin returned home to an Air Force career stripped of purpose or direction, other than as a public relations tool that NASA put to relentless use in a seemingly nonstop world tour. The twin demons of depression and alcoholism emerged–the first of which Aldrin confronted early and publicly, and the second of which he met with denial until it nearly killed him. He burned through two marriages, his Air Force career came to an inglorious end, and he found himself selling cars for a living when he wasn’t drunkenly wrecking them. Redemption came when he finally embraced sobriety, gained the love of a woman, Lois, who would become the great joy of his life, and dedicated himself to being a tireless advocate for the future of space exploration–not only as a scientific endeavor but also as a thriving commercial enterprise.
These days Buzz Aldrin is enjoying life with an enthusiasm that reminds us how far it is possible for a person to travel, literally and figuratively. As an adventure story, a searing memoir of self-destruction and self-renewal, and as a visionary rallying cry to once again set our course for Mars and beyond, Magnificent Desolation is the thoroughly human story of a genuine hero.
- Print length336 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherCrown Archetype
- Publication dateJune 23, 2009
- Dimensions6.4 x 1.14 x 9.5 inches
- ISBN-100307463451
- ISBN-13978-0307463456
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–Vanity Fair, “Hot Type”
"An admirable account of an icon of the golden age of space flight."
–Kirkus Reviews
“Space fans, in particular, will cheer.”
–Booklist
“Aldrin presents a no-holds-barred account of how his celebrity, career and human weaknesses nearly destroyed his life….This inspiring story exhibits Aldrin as a different, perfectly human kind of hero, giving readers a sympathetic look at a man eclipsed by his own legend.”
–Publishers Weekly
“Buzz Aldrin relives the Magnificent Desolation of space, and the soul-sucking depression that awaited back home."
–Vanity Fair, “Hot Type”
“Riveting reading.”
–The Economist
“Leads the field of new releases.The candid portrayal of his earthly battles—often written with great humor—make this a cut above the rest….Great holiday reading.”
–New Scientist
“Captivating….an engaging first-hand account by one of history’s most important explorers.”
–Alive East Bay
About the Author
KEN ABRAHAM is a New York Times bestselling author, known around the world for his collaborations with celebrities and high-profile public figures.
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Elevated 300 feet in the air on an upper platform of Kennedy Space Center’s Launch Pad 39-A, I stood alone on the grating of the towering gantry. A few yards away, loaded with more than 2,000 tons of liquid oxygen and hydrogen propellant, the giant Saturn V rocket also stood, primed for liftoff as the countdown progressed. Large shards of frost were already falling off its outer skin from the super-chilled liquid oxygen within.
Hours earlier my Apollo 11 crewmates, Neil Armstrong and Michael Collins, and I had enjoyed a predawn steak-and-eggs breakfast—an astronaut tradition—and had gone through an elaborate suiting-up with NASA’s equipment team helping us get into our pressurized suits, helmets, gloves, and boots. Along with our Pad Leader, Günter Wendt, a gray-haired man of German descent who had worked on almost every launch since the early days of the Mercury program, the three of us, carrying our portable air-conditioning ventilators as though we were heading off to work with our briefcases, loaded into the courier van for the short drive out to the launchpad.
Slowly we ascended in the gantry elevator, passing red metal grated walkways at various intervals leading to strategic areas of the rocket. Each of us had trained for his entire life leading up to this moment. As a crew, we had worked together for nearly a year, with Neil and I initially on the backup crew for the gutsy Apollo 8 mission, the first to fly around the moon after only one prior mission with the Saturn V, and then with Mike as the prime crew for the Apollo 11 mission. Because of the seating order in the cramped conditions of the Apollo command module—comparable to the interior of a small van in which the three of us would live and work for more than a week—climbing over one another to enter the craft while wearing our spacesuits was next to impossible. So Günter stopped the elevator about three-fourths of the way up, and dropped me off to wait there on the metal grat- ing while he, Neil, and Mike proceeded two more flights up to where the elevator opened at the “white room,” the final preparation area leading to the narrow hatch opening to the spacecraft. In less than three and half hours, if all went well, the enormous rocket, with the power of an atomic bomb, would release an engulfing fireball and lumber off the pad, slowly gathering speed as it rose majestically into the sky, launching America’s first attempt to land human beings on the moon.
The sun had not yet come up and was barely peeking above the horizon as I stood on the grating and peered through the clear bubble helmet I wore. The only sound I could hear came from my ventilation unit. Looking up and down the coastline, my eyes scanned the beaches for miles along the causeway near Cape Canaveral, where more than a million people had started gathering the night before, trekking in cars, motorcycles, pickup trucks, campers, and large motor homes, inching their way through bumper-to-bumper traffic as they sought the perfect launch viewing location. Already people were filling in every available spot of dry ground, and thousands of boats were anchored on the Indian and Banana rivers near the Cape. Without a good set of binoculars, most of the spectators could not see me, and from my vantage point I could barely see them, but I could see the evidence of them in the flickering campfires that dotted the beaches in the darkness. Everyone knew that something big was about to happen.
Because of the danger of explosion should something go wrong, the area immediately near the Saturn V was evacuated except for technicians making their final pre-launch checks. Even if the launch was perfect, no human could stay within several miles of it outside of the Firing Room, the launch control center at the Cape. The hot gases and thunderous noise would consume anyone standing too close to the rocket at ignition. The VIP spectator area, from which President Nixon, former president Lyndon B. Johnson, the astronauts’ families, politicians, celebrities, and others with the coveted special pass would watch the launch, was a full three miles away. Even there, the vibrations would be felt, and the roar from the engines would be almost deafening.
I looked to the south, where some of the older launch pads were located, and I couldn’t help letting my eyes linger on Launch Pad 34, where, two and a half years earlier, three of my fellow astronauts—Gus Grissom, Roger Chaffee, and Ed White—had lost their lives when they were trapped inside their space capsule in a torrid burst of flames during a pre-launch training test for Apollo 1. Ed had been a year behind me at West Point, where we became friends, and we’d later served together in the Air Force as fighter pilots in Germany, flying F-100s in the “Big 22” Squadron. He was the key person who had kindled and encouraged my efforts to contribute to the space program and ultimately become an astronaut, and now he was gone.
Instinctively my hand moved to a pocket on my spacesuit that contained a special pouch in which I carried an original mission patch honoring the men who had died aboard Apollo 1, as well as various medals honoring Soviet cosmonauts Vladimir Komarov, who had been killed on Soyuz 1, and Yuri Gagarin, the first man in space. In that same pouch I carried a silicon disk inscribed with wishes from leaders of seventy-three nations of the world, and a gold pin in the shape of the olive branch of peace that we had chosen as a symbol of our mission for all mankind. I planned to leave these tributes on the moon.
Not too far from Pad 34, I could see the remnants of Pad 19, where Jim Lovell and I had crewed the last mission of the Gemini program, for a series of complex rendezvous maneuvers and the world’s first successful spacewalk. It was exhilarating to end that program on a high note and pave the way for Apollo. I thought about how far we had come since man’s dream of flight was first realized when the Wright Brothers’ Flyer took to the air on the Outer Banks of North Carolina, at Kill Devil Hill, near Kitty Hawk, in 1903—the very year my mother, Marion Moon, was born. Now, only sixty-six years later, we were aiming for a much longer, more daring, and dangerous flight.
For fifteen minutes I stood on that walkway, suspended from the steadily marching countdown, and enjoying a moment of peace and solitude as I contemplated the journey ahead. I recalled just how wonderful my life had been to get me to this point. All the facets and experiences had worked out along the way to put me in the right place at the right time. Now I was leaving Earth to land on another celestial body, and, if all went as planned, I would return to family and friends, to a full life. Our confidence was high—about 60 percent certain that we would succeed in landing on the moon, the part that had never been done before, and 90 percent that we would make it back home alive. We had trained, tested, and simulated nearly each element of the mission. But there were no guarantees. Even with all the preparation, a myriad of things could go wrong. As astronauts, we were trained to accept such risks, even the risk of not returning.
Finally, Günter was ready for me. I ascended the remaining twenty feet or so, and Günter helped me into the hatch, strapping me into my seat in the center couch, between Neil on my left, strategically situated near the abort handle, and Mike on my right. As we settled in, there was nothing left to do but wait while the countdown continued.
-., At 9:32 a.m., as the five large Saturn V engines ignited, we heard the final sequence of the countdown in our headsets: “T minus ten, nine, eight . . .” I quickly glanced at Neil and Mike, and we exchanged nervous but confident grins. Outside, at the base of the rocket, gases rushed out of each of the engine nozzles as we built up thrust. “T minus five, four, three . . .” With the engines running at full power, the gantry latches released and for a couple of seconds that seemed like forever, the rocket was standing unsupported, free as an eagle ready to soar.
“Two, one . . . zero . . .” The normally calm voice of Public Affairs Officer Jack King cracked with emotion from the Firing Room. “All engines running!” Even inside the command module with our helmets on, we could hear the mighty rumble. What looked like hundreds of tiny amber lights blinked on the instrument panels in front of us as the controlled but excited voice cried, “Liftoff! We have a liftoff!”
The rumbling sound grew louder and the huge rocket felt as though it swayed slightly as it smoothly inched off the pad. In fact it was so smooth that at first we couldn’t detect the exact moment we left the ground. More large shards of frost fell from the sleek metal sides as blue sky seemed to move past the hatch window directly above me. Below us an inferno of flames, steam, and gases billowed all around the launch pad. With 7.6 million pounds of thrust pushing all 3,240 tons of the rocket and spacecraft, we cleared the tower and rapidly accelerated, the g forces dramatically building up and pressing against us. We were on our way to the moon!
Twelve seconds into our flight, shortly after we cleared the tower and were streaking from a straight vertical shot to a gradually changing angle of inclination into the blue sky above, the hundreds of technicians hovering over their displays and consoles in the Firing Room at Cape Canaveral could breathe a little easier. At that point their main job was done and control of our mission moved to the nerve center at Mission Control in Houston, where hundreds of other technicians and engineers manned their consoles and displays, monitoring every aspect of our flight. In the main control room, whimsically known to NASA...
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- Publisher : Crown Archetype (June 23, 2009)
- Language : English
- Hardcover : 336 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0307463451
- ISBN-13 : 978-0307463456
- Item Weight : 1.3 pounds
- Dimensions : 6.4 x 1.14 x 9.5 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #1,413,539 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #2,825 in Scientist Biographies
- #6,766 in Traveler & Explorer Biographies
- #41,275 in Memoirs (Books)
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Customers find the book engaging and well-written. They appreciate the detailed account of the first moon landing and the insightful story about history, adventure, and personal challenges. The author's perspective makes him seem personable and human. Readers praise the pacing, imagination, and thought-provoking content.
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Customers find the book engaging and well-written. They appreciate Buzz Aldrin's candid storytelling and consider it a worthwhile purchase.
"...All this said, I found "Magnificent Desolation" a fascinating read...." Read more
"Wow, what a read. Buzz Aldrin tells it like it is. The bio about Neil Armstrong is also an excellent read...." Read more
"This is an interesting and enjoyable read...." Read more
"...The book is very interesting until about the halfway mark...." Read more
Customers enjoyed the detailed account of the first moon landing. They found the story insightful, riveting, and multidimensional. Readers appreciated the account of Buzz Aldrin's thoughts and challenges during and after his flight to the moon.
"...In his own right, Aldrin tells a remarkable story about his professional accomplishments and the courage it took to take the steps he did to address..." Read more
"This is an interesting and enjoyable read...." Read more
"...Aside from a splendid narrative of his role in Apollo XI that opens the book, this is a work about the astronaut's adventures and misadventures post..." Read more
"...The story of Buzz Aldrin is an exceptionally human story of an exceptional human being. I admire the man and his openness." Read more
Customers appreciate the author's personality. They find him personable and human, less remote than before. The book is frank about his opinions and visions, making it seem like a genuine account of the man's life. Readers praise the author for being honest about his personal struggles and for writing an outstanding chronicle of man's journey to the moon and back to earth.
"...may think, also fascinated me immensely, because in it you discover a real man (and a good man, at that) behind the famed astronaut...." Read more
"...Although, very frank about his opinions and visions, he gives an extremely lame account about the most important journey in human history...." Read more
"...of the book is great and very interesting, and it takes guts to disclose all his personal trials...." Read more
"...The style is a little stiff but Buzz is such a likable guy you want to keep on reading." Read more
Customers enjoy the book's pacing. They find it well-presented, imaginative, and thought-provoking. The book provides a good description of an astronaut's experience.
"...a lot of detail or surprising revelations, however it's an honest thought-provoking look at a complex man in a complex situation...." Read more
"...high intelligence and technological brilliance, Aldrin was also highly imaginative and carried an entrepreneur's gene or two in his DNA...." Read more
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"The title says it all! Truly magnificent!..." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on October 24, 2024I used this reference as one source to write a book on the death of Captain Lewis, of Lewis and Clark fame. Buzz Aldrin and Lewis share much in their life stories!
- Reviewed in the United States on January 20, 2011This review refers to the Kindle edition of the book, where text is perfectly readable but the many illustrations included in the hardcover & paperback editions were omitted without notice! Too bad. Even in b/w, I would have liked them and blame publishers for not having taken them into account and Amazon for not signalling this more explicitly. In short, when you buy a Kindle edition be sure to understand what it misses (if anything) from the printed one. All this said, I found "Magnificent Desolation" a fascinating read. I was 16 when Mr Aldrin first walked on the moon along with Neil Armstrong and since then I have held a special affection in my heart for these Men of Space. More than that: the men who first set foot on another planet. (Yes, I know that technically speaking the Moon is not a planet: but I don't particularly care for the circumlocution "celestial body".) Airless and lifeless as it is, the moon is a small orb that since the apparition of man on earth has enormously influenced his life and musings; well, Buzz Aldrin was actually there, on that different world of beauty and void. I bet Ludovico Ariosto would have gladly traded his place with him, and so William Shakespeare, Dante and Edgar Allan Poe. Not to mention Albert Einstein and Jules Verne! So, in a way, what the men of Apollo 11 really did was to walk with the legs of those giants and see with the eyes of all mankind, changing a millennia-old dream to factual (if poetic) reality. In the book, the first three chapters are devoted to the mission and, since I had never previously heard the account of the moon voyage from the mouth of its protagonists, I was actually thrilled. I am now 57 but, believe me, I became the boy of 1969 again, so thank you, Mr. Aldrin! The rest of the book, contrary to what some others reviewers may think, also fascinated me immensely, because in it you discover a real man (and a good man, at that) behind the famed astronaut. Besides his ingenuity and endurance, modern man is also made of his "problems" and soft spots, and the long history of depression and alcoholism that Mr Aldrin endured, and from which emerged successfully, is one that I could have lived myself. His "blue funks" look so true in description, while the history of his marriages, womanizing and final love may teach a little something to everybody. Like Orson Welles used to say, he learnt how to start from maximum height and go right down to the bottom of the pit. Only, like the great American director, the man who had been first on the moon made another giant leap to start living again. And was successful, exactly like in any another Apollo flight.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 10, 2009"The sun had not yet come up and was barely peeking above the horizon as I stood on the grating and peered through the clear bubble helmet I wore. The only sound I could hear came from my ventilation unit."
Twenty-four humans have travelled to the Moon, and only 12 of them got to walk on the surface. Descriptions of what such a truely `out-of-this-world' experience was really like can only be written by these 12. Buzz is one of the 12, indeed he was on the first mission. For the epochs history stuff. The titbit in the book that the lift-off from the Moon in the spindly Eagle was much faster than the mighty Saturn V launch a few days earlier (due to the Moon's less powerful gravity and the lighter mass of the launch vehicle) is an example of I-was-there super coolness that makes all the other technical books about the moon landings come to human breathing life.
There are many such books that cover the Apollo program, but this smooth autobiography fills in what it was like to be there - and what it is like to find yourself back on Earth with a second half of a life still to lead. What to do now? How does such fame change people? For a while the only sound Buzz heard was his own breathing in an empty bubble. There isn't much about Buzz's early life, the story here is the ten years of divorce, depression and alcoholism after the moon landing, then his new wife and new life promoting the `Buzz Brand' and being a booster for space travel. Not a lot of detail or surprising revelations, however it's an honest thought-provoking look at a complex man in a complex situation. Neil and Buzz have been living in a clear bubble ever since 1969, and getting a peek inside is worth the time it takes to read 300 something pages.
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Mr. R. BurtonReviewed in the United Kingdom on September 28, 20245.0 out of 5 stars Well written by someone who was there
Good read with no opinions or film director introduced flourishes.
SimonReviewed in Canada on July 1, 20185.0 out of 5 stars A great read.
Kept my interest. Much of what we are seeing with SpaceX seems to be inspired by Buzz Aldrin's vision.
Read it.
FluffynymphReviewed in Australia on May 11, 20212.0 out of 5 stars I did not enjoy this book.
Buzz Aldrin’s book put me off him. I had already read the wonderful accounts of Neil Armstrong and MichaelCollins on their voyage to the moon. They were able to put that event behind them and go on to lead successful and fulfilling lives. Buzz could could never let go. He wanted to be forever the ultra -
important man who had walked on the moon. I find it distasteful that he spent so much of his life trying to make money out of it, with the help and management of his second wife, who so wanted to mix with celebrities. Buzz had what it took to make the crew for the moon landing, but he makes it clear he was no leader. He was only successful when he had someone managing him, latterly his wife. It is noticeable that he makes very little mention of Neil and Michael. The focus was all on himself - and Lois. There is a lot about Lois that is irrelevant to his story. N the last section you would think he was the only one who had been on the moon.
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Marco I.Reviewed in Italy on July 18, 20164.0 out of 5 stars non è la descrizione del viaggio sulla luna
piuttosto la descrizione del percorso e delle difficoltà di un uomo trasformato sue malgrado in eroe e costretto ed esibirsi come una fiera in giro per i mondo e che in queswto mondo non trova più spazi. Interessante punto di vista dell'uomo astronauta e delle sue difficoltà , interesante se si è già letto qualcosa più pertinente alla conquista dello spazione all'allunaggio. scritto molto scorrevole e con coraggio autobiografico
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MAReviewed in Spain on June 14, 20133.0 out of 5 stars Demasiado perrsonal
No es de las mejoras biografias de astronautas, a ratos parece mas un libro de autoayuda que una biografia, quizas para los que queremos indagar en la historia d ela carrera espacial no es de los mejores libros.







