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This Common Secret: My Journey as an Abortion Doctor Paperback – December 30, 2008
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In America the reproductive justice debate is reaching a new pitch, with the Supreme Court weighted against women's choice and state legislatures passing bills to essentially outlaw the practice of abortion. With This Common Secret, Dr. Susan Wicklund chronicles her twenty-year career in the vanguard of the abortion war. Growing up in working-class rural Wisconsin, Susan made the painful decision to have an abortion at a young age. It was not until she became a doctor that she realized how many women shared her ordeal of an unwanted pregnancy. . . and how hidden this common experience remains.
Now, in this raw and riveting true story, Susan and the patients she's treated share the complex, anguished, and empowering emotions that drove their own choices. Hers is a calling that means sleeping on planes and commuting between clinics in different states -- and that requires her to wear a bulletproof vest and to carry a .38 caliber revolver. This Common Secret reveals the truth about the reproductive health clinics that anti-abortion activists mischaracterize as damaging and unsafe. This intimate memoir explains how social stigma and restrictive legislation can isolate women who are facing difficult personal choices -- and how we as a nation can, and must, support them.
- Print length288 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- PublisherPublicAffairs
- Publication dateDecember 30, 2008
- Dimensions5.5 x 0.72 x 8.5 inches
- ISBN-101586486470
- ISBN-13978-1586486471
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Alan Kesselheim is a full-time freelance writer from Bozeman, Montana. This Common Secret is his ninth book.
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- Publisher : PublicAffairs; Reprint edition (December 30, 2008)
- Language : English
- Paperback : 288 pages
- ISBN-10 : 1586486470
- ISBN-13 : 978-1586486471
- Item Weight : 10.4 ounces
- Dimensions : 5.5 x 0.72 x 8.5 inches
- Best Sellers Rank: #444,522 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
- #128 in Abortion & Birth Control
- #4,879 in Women's Biographies
- #12,956 in Memoirs (Books)
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About the authors

I came to Montana in 1982 for three reasons:a woman, the land, and the quixotic urge to leap into the abyss of freelance writing.
I am still with that woman, Marypat Zitzer. We share three children, Eli, Sawyer and Ruby, all born in our bedroom near downtown Bozeman. We share decades of adventures, including two separate years spent paddling a canoe across Canada and wintering in a remote log cabin on the shores of Lake Athabasca. We have made money together, made a home together, raised kids together, become part of this community together, spent time outdoors in every conceivable environment and weather together, grown gardens and weathered tragedy and skied slopes and paddled creeks and walked dogs and watched soccer games and found joy together. We are partners more than we are spouses.
The land still holds me fast in its spell. Ever since I read Guthrie's The Big Sky as a teenager, the west, and especially Montana, has drawn me to it, made me breathe deep in response and lean toward its wide promise. The first time I came to Bozeman to visit Marypat, it was spring. The mountains that ring the Gallatin Valley shone white with snow. The bottomland was emerald. The creeks and rivers raged with snowmelt. Bluebirds and meadowlarks perched on fenceposts. Sandhill cranes stalked through grain fields. I was stunned. On a regular basis, I continue to be stunned by the power here.
Freelance writing really was an abyss. I plummeted to the bottom of it. I came from a decade of work as an outdoor educator. My parents couldn't believe I'd walked away from a secure position at a college. For years everything they say about the sketchy proposition of freelance writing came true - the repeated rejection, the poverty, the unrewarded discipline required, the scant encouragement. For years I did a great many things besides write to make ends meet. I planted trees, I worked a livestock yard, I clerked in an outdoor store, I carried hod. I wrote when I could. I sent stories to magazines. I had rare, small checks in the mail.
Our first canoe expedition across Canada, in 1985-86, was the turning point. After that epic journey, magazine editors finally paid a bit of attention. Stories began to sell more frequently. I sat down at my kitchen table with a legal pad and started writing and typing my first book. Two years later I actually found a publisher and sold the manuscript. In 1989 my first book arrived, tangible and precious as a first child. Incrementally, in fits and starts, my writing career grew and established itself.
Several decades along, I am fortunate enough to have eleven published books and hundreds of magazine articles in print. I've found myself writing curriculum guides, outdoor manuals, ad copy, cookbooks, adventure tales, equipment reviews, history, comedy, drama, profiles, environmental essays, editorial pieces. My stories have appeared in Audubon, Canoe & Kayak, Natural History, Family Fun, Men's Health, Backpacker, Outside, Montana Quarterly, Big Sky Journal, High Country News, Glamour, Montana and other magazines. My roles have run the gamut of columnist, editor at large, senior editor, and contributing editor.
I've had the good fortune to collaborate with talented and remarkable people along the way. For three years I shared the stage with classical guitarist, Stuart Weber, and we performed a duet of words and music we called Confluence. I worked together with Dr. Susan Wicklund to write her professional memoir, This Common Secret, the powerful story of a life devoted to womens' reproductive health and providing safe, humane abortion services. Most recently, I paired up with Montana-based photographer, Thomas Lee, on a series of stories profiling inspiring Montanans. A best-of collection of our photo/essay pieces makes up the 2012 publication, Montana: Real Place, Real People.
Thirty years ago I came to Montana, fired up with a romantic notion to set the world ablaze with words. That didn't happen. What came my way instead is a lifelong partner, a home in geography that inspires, children who make me proud, and the luck to make a living doing things I love.
Not bad for Plan B.
To find out more than you ever want to know, check my website/blog at www.alkesselheim.com

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It remains amazing to me that zealots are allowed to hold the public hostage with their terror tactics and the general public remains ignorant of the cost to themselves and society on the whole in added tax dollars. For everyone of these new morality laws they initiate it's going to cost the taxpayer more to implement them. But, the same group of people howls to the ends of the earth when their taxes get raised to pay for feeding the poor they are creating. But, they keep insisting upon them. Making sure their brand of Christianity is rammed down every woman's throat in this country. I can only hope a few of them wind up like my mother. Who thought abortion was murder until her underage teen aged Granddaughter (my sister's daughter) got pregnant out of wedlock. Then it was a whole different story. She was the first one through the clinic doors for help.
I am old enough to remember what it was like in the good old days before abortion and birth control were legal (50's and 60's). And hate to see this country returning to that black abyss of ignorance again. That's all that glorious era pro lifers want to drag us back to was...an age of ignorance. The pro life movement is controlled by zealots who care little about women's health just their twisted ideology. I don't think they even care about babies, if they did, most would have a different attitude toward welfare and social programs. They would do everything they could to help the poor, hungry and homeless in our society.
But, I decided to buy the book and read it against my better judgment, after looking at it for several years, knowing full well I probably wouldn't get all the way through it without foaming at the mouth a few times (I always do). The pro life zealots lack respect for other people's belief's, rights of other human beings to have a differing belief and over all ignorance when it comes to human reproductive issues is enough to blow the normal mind. But, in a lot of other ways, this was truly an inspiring book that inspired me to continue on with the fight for women's reproductive rights. It has renewed my faith that the cause is still worth fighting for and I for one will continue on in it until I am dead and can fight no more. So I ran the gamut of emotions from tears to rage. But, it was a well written and fast read.
The book is frank and non-lyrical in its prose; it tells the tale simply and honestly. And truth be told, honesty is a common theme throughout the book. The fact that a woman, no matter how she got pregnant, is still a citizen with the right to respect and privacy. That a child has a right to be protected from sexual abuse. That other's religion should have no place in the lives of those that do not practice that religion.
This was money well spent. This book has also inspired me to take the time and call our local abortion providers and thank them for their sacrifice.
The book is not on chronological order, which may make it more difficult to read, but it is organized logically, with similar events in similar chapters.
It is a very good book, and very emotionally powerful.
I doubt any anti that truly reads this can stay convinced for long.
Anyone that reads this and thinks abortion is something that women choose for convenience, or something doctors do for money, is dishonest, and heartless. How much money is an abortion? Not usually more than $1,000? Typically around $350? How many clinics offer free abortion for low income women?
Now how much per birth, around $12,000? How many hospitals waive that fee for low income women? What if the infant is sick and needs additional care and medicine?
Now how much does the human trafficking (errr infant adoption) agency charge the natural mother, the adopting parents, and the hospital, in addition to birthing costs? Do they EVER waive the fees because of inability to pay?
Which one is in it for the money??
There was one story in the book in which this woman did not have money but really didn't want an abortion. She came in and Dr. Wicklund called the CPC to arrange for free delivery, and the doctor didn't want to, and still keeps complaining about being tricked into doing one birth that wasn't for profit.
What about the countless stories of the women that were doing the most responsible thing by having an abortion?
The antis turn pregnant, turn pro choice?
Abortion isn't black and white, and anyone that can read this and still spew their propaganda is a sad, pathetic, excuse of a person.
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That said, I was hoping a bit for a polemic about women's choice and freedom and bodily integrity. I was hoping for something empowering. Rather, I found myself a bit put off by portions of the book. For example, Wicklund sets herself up to be a soldier-for-choice, but at the beginning details her explicit opposition to late-term abortions for their grisly nature. It seems she supports a woman's right to choose up until the point where it becomes mildly disturbing. Rather than be disturbed, she chooses to ignore a vulnerable population because of her own squeamishness. While I cannot disagree with her personal comfort level, I somewhat balk at her casting of herself as a crusader-for-women when she would cast certain women's choices aside, seemingly flippantly. It makes the rest of the book, with her insistence on women's freedom, a bit hard to take.
Informative, honest, and obviously close emotionally to the author's heart. She details how her pursuit of choice issues caused her to alienate her family and sabotage her relationships. I have a feeling this is one of those books that was written more as a healing process for the author, and less because the author had something important to say to the public-at-large.


