I wanted to like this book, to hold out hope it portrayed the promise of something more. The title is great, but it reads like disjointed autobiography that's focus is over descriptive to the point of distraction. Definitely reads as a rushed work of jumbled chapters that were cobbled together and was re-edited to death with the constant suggestion to add more vivid description. Obviously it was pulled together for a specific launch to propel the 2020 race. I wish every chapter read more like the one on his husband, you can tell there is genuineness of heart that I didn't feel in the rest of the book. Very confusing.