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Apologies to My Censor: The High and Low Adventures of a Foreigner in China Paperback – July 2, 2013

3.8 3.8 out of 5 stars 43 ratings

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Inspired by his article “Rent a White Guy,” published in The Atlantic, comes a chronicle of Moxley’s outrageous adventures in Beijing--from fake businessman to Chinese propagandist to low-budget music video star--as well as a young man’s search for identity in the most unexpected of places.

Mitch Moxley came to Beijing in the spring of 2007 to take a job as a writer and editor for China Daily, the country’s only English-language national newspaper. The Chinese economy was booming, the Olympics were on the horizon, and Beijing was being transformed into a world-class city overnight. Moxley planned to stay through the Olympics and then head back to Canada.

That was five years ago. In that time Moxley has fed a goat to a tiger, watched a bear ride a bicycle while wearing lingerie (he has witnesses), and has eaten scorpions and silkworms. He also appeared as one of Cosmopolitan’s 100 most eligible bachelors in China, acted in a state-funded Chinese movie, and was paid to pose as a fake businessman.

These experiences, and many more, are chronicled in Tall Rice, the comic adventures and misadventures of Moxley’s time in China and his transformation into his alter ego—Mi Gao, or Tall Rice. The books spans the five years that Moxley has lived in China; five years that coincide with China’s arrival on the world stage and its emergence as a global superpower. A funny and honest look at expat life, and the ways in which a country can touch and transform you.

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In this witty memoir, Moxley recounts his coming-of-age years in the strange, gritty, and wonderful environment that is 21st century China. Before arriving there in 2007, Moxley was restless, bored, and depressed about his career prospects. While searching an online job board, the young Canadian journalist came across a writer/editor position for the only English-language newspaper in the country. Planning to stay for only a year, Moxley dove into the intoxicating, high-octane environment of emerging China. Commerce was booming in the run-up to the 2008 Olympics and, although his new job wasn't what he expected, Moxley reveled in the heavy drinking and rigorous nightlife typical of expats in China. He took Chinese lessons, established himself as a freelance writer, appeared on a Chinese dating show, and even became one of China's hottest bachelors, as ranked by Cosmopolitan. While the country's idiosyncrasies began to seduce Moxley, misgivings about his untethered life started to bubble up. You stop noticing the unusual things around you—in fact, the unusual things are simply not unusual anymore. And then you're left wondering: Why am I still here? Moxley's tale is a nostalgic travelogue; one purchase is never far from his mind: A plane ticket. One way. To New York. (July)

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In his mid-twenties, Canadian Moxley came to Beijing in 2007 as an editor at what was then China’s only national English-language newspaper. He procrastinated a year at the paper, and then for the next five years lived off infrequent journalism, voice-recording, and his parents. This book is for under-30 partiers. It exists on the coattails of the Atlantic Monthly’s publication of “Rent a White Guy,” Moxley’s one-pager on Chinese companies hiring random Caucasian men to pose as executive backers. If told right, any subject can, of course, be interesting. Here, however, slacker life is rendered with painful tedium in a wearisome repetition of thin entries on partying, wanting better work, cute girls, and watching movies at home. In addition to the many small writing subjects inherent to moving to another country, Moxley also has some colorful experiences. He just fails to penetrate them or describe them with engaging eyes. --Dane Carr

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Harper Perennial; Original edition (July 2, 2013)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 300 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0062124439
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0062124432
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 8 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.31 x 0.68 x 8 inches
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Mitch Moxley works as a freelance writer in Beijing, where he has lived for six years. He writes about culture, travel, current affairs, and business for magazines, newspapers, and the Web in the United States, Canada, and elsewhere. His stories have appeared in the U.S. in publications including the Atlantic, the Huffington Post, the New York Times, Time, the Wall Street Journal, Conde Nast Traveler, Foreign Policy (online); in Canada in the Globe and Mail, Maclean's, the National Post, Toronto Star, The Walrus, Report on Business, and others; and internationally in the Guardian, CNNGo, South China Morning Post, and Inter-Press Service, a non-profit newswire that covers the developing world. Mitch holds a masters degree in journalism from the University of Western Ontario and was a business reporter for the National Post in Toronto. Mitch came to China in 2007 to work at the state-owned China Daily.

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Customers find the book readable, interesting, and well-written. They also describe the humor as absurd, unexpected, and surreal. Readers praise the candid memoir as fascinating and accurately capturing their own experience.

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Customers find the book very readable. They say it's a great, fun read for anyone and interesting. Readers also mention it's well-written and provides a real insight into life in China.

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"As a China vet of 11 years in the PRC this is a great portrait of our lives here. Thanks Mitch for sharing. I worked for CCTV so I can totally relate." Read more

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Reviewed in the United States on July 15, 2023
Another journalist with a book about their time in China that’s likely to be their only one. Some say there are too many books by white guys detailing their experiences in China in the salad days of the 2000s. I wonder if this crowd will be later remembered like the writers and artists that flocked to Paris in the 1920s. I doubt it. Published in 2013, by Harper Collins no less – and already forgotten – for me, China memoirs like ‘Apologies to my Censor’ are worthwhile reads. I’m still trying to work out what hit me when I moved to the Middle Kingdom in 2001 and these books help me with that.

Mitch Moxley arrived in China for the pre-Olympics boom in Beijing in 2007. A trained journalist with not much going on in Canada, he’d accepted a job at the China Daily, an English-language newspaper that’s a mouthpiece for the Chinese Communist Party.

Moxley is not quite your quintessential loser back home who came to China to teach English and chase girls that wokesters once loved to hate. However, his late Generation X angst about being trapped in boring jobs and wanting to become a freelance writer despite little motivation to get out of bed some days are likely targets for critics. Does everybody have to be Peter Hessler-level committed to the task at hand? I listened to a podcast in which Moxley explains his editor wanted him to change his first draft so it focused more on his own problems rather than the situation of being a ‘white guy for hire’ in general. You can then understand he was annoyed by the criticism levelled at him for being self-centered.

The first part of the book about when he’s at China Daily is the most entertaining. Moxley and other foreigners working at the paper are there as window-dressing and bit-part editors rather than serious writers. Like many ex-pats in Asia memoirs, the profiles of weird and wonderful, flotsam and jetsom foreign colleagues make fun reading.

“When I arrived at China Daily, I was both appalled and thrilled by many of the men I met. Appalled for all the reasons above; thrilled because observing and drinking with them could be so entertaining, and because I figured no matter what I did I could always point to one of them and say at least I’m not like that.”

He makes friends with a local journalist Lois but apart from her, the local staff remain mysterious. Managers, reporters and editors playing a political game, Moxley understandably finds them hard to fathom. However, his observations on how censorship at the paper works are insightful.

“There were no shadowy Party agents leaning over reporters’ shoulders telling them what to write, and as far as I knew, day-to-day stories didn’t go to some high-up government official for approval or rejection. As the Vanity Fair article pointed out, and as I reinforced in my Globe article, there was no “thought police” at China Daily. Instead, reporters and writers simply knew what they could and could not report, and nobody ever challenged those limitations. In this way, change wasn’t coming from the bottom, and it certainly wasn’t coming from the top.”

No dictate then but everybody knows an invisible line exists and that in China it’s not hard to cross. I could be wrong, but in terms of self-censorship, Moxley seems careful to make his stance on China’s ubiquitous prostitution industry one that would please his editors at Harper Collins. Basically, he’s horrified by it. One of Moxley’s freelance stories is about the trafficking of Mongolian women. One woman he interviews for the story surprises him with her pragmatism.

“The boss paid the rent and the girls lived in the back room. When I asked her if she felt trapped, Gerlee, who came to Erlian after a falling-out with her Inner Mongolian boyfriend, said, 'I’m just looking for money. It doesn’t make it good or bad.'”

Moxley quits China Daily after a year. He then survives on voice recording work and the odd loan from his parents. He eventually gets a break by selling an article to the Atlantic called ‘Rent a White Guy’ detailing his short-term gig pretending to be an employee of a company he’s never heard of. The company wanted a few foreigners to pretend to be visiting bosses from the US on a quality control trip. All Moxley had to do for a thousand bucks was sit around the office for a week. The article goes viral and opens up doors for him.

A very solid four stars, maybe four and a half.
Reviewed in the United States on November 13, 2013
Mitch Moxley's candid memoir is a fascinating insight into life as a foreigner in Beijing during the city's recent extraordinary transformations through the Olympics and beyond. As a fellow expat in Beijing his story brought back wonderful memories for me, and his observations about life in Beijing and China are by turns hilarious, heartfelt and humble. A great read!
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Reviewed in the United States on September 25, 2013
The book is an open, often hilarious, sometimes raw depiction of the experience many expats in China went through during one of the most monumental periods in Chinese history. Mitch doesn't pull any punches (especially on himself), which is admirable.

The "bad China days" and frustrations over seemingly simple actions, to cultural clashes and misunderstandings described in the book are universal (even for those with perfectly workable Mandarin) to expat life in developing countries. In equal measure though, Mitch appreciates the enormity and uniqueness of the time. China was blossoming and dominated news, and to live in Beijing was to feel the epicenter of an earthquake of change in geopolitics. That excitement and wonder is what the book captures.

In full disclosure, I count Mitch as a friend, and we spent roughly the same period of time in China.
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Reviewed in the United States on July 4, 2013
I've lived in Beijing for 13 years. As an ex-pat from America, it's hard for me to encapsulate what the experience is like to live in China. That's what makes Apologies to my Censor so good. Moxley does a great job of accurately capturing my own experience. His anecdotes may be different from mine, but they share the same qualities. They are absurd, unexpected, humorous, and surreal. I've often asked myself what am I doing here, and I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Now when someone asks me what it's like to live in China, I can just tell them to read Apologies to my Censor.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 11, 2013
There are many China expat memoirs on the market and this is, well, another one. On the positive side, it's reasonably up to date (as of 2013), so even though the author's tenure stretched back to pre-Olympics Beijing it still seems fairly fresh. A lot of the neighborhoods, locations and bar/restaurants are still in business. And if you're thinking of moving to Beijing or considering an expat posting somewhere quite foreign to your home country it's worth a quick read. Anyone thinking about an expat stint ought to carefully consider both the lows and the highs that are likely to be in store. Another plus is that the author seems pretty honest about his own failings, namely, a fair amount of aimlessness, and a real lack of initiative and effort in doing his job at his first employer in China. It's refreshing when he finally gets motivated and leaves Beijing to do a couple of more in-depth stories, and interesting to follow along on his reporting trips.

However, the author's honest admissions about his failings also presents one of the problems with this book. In many places the author just isn't that likable. He struggles to find motivation, and fritters away a lot of the opportunities he was presented. On some occasions he comes across more like a college sophomore struggling to pick a major than a 30-ish professional who's attempting to conduct serious journalism in a foreign country. After awhile the angst -- should the author stay in Beijing or go -- becomes repetitive and doesn't seem to move the narrative forward.

In the end this is a mix of mild expat adventures in China plus a few "inside the scenes" tales of how a journalist gets some moderately interesting stories written in China. For a fresh take on the China experience, it's OK. But there are much better places to start if you're just starting to read current memoirs of journalists in China. Read any (or all) of Peter Hessler's books before you read this.
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Reviewed in the United States on August 28, 2013
I thought it was a travel book...wanted to learn more about people and places to see in China. Book was not accurately represented in book reviews by other companies.
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Reader of Books
4.0 out of 5 stars A fun ride through an expat's life in China
Reviewed in Canada on August 3, 2013
Mitch's book is honest, funny and sad all at the same time. If you are getting ready for an adventure abroad, an aspiring travel journalist or looking to reminisce on your past adventures in Asia, Apologies to My Censor is a fun read about a young man's exploits in one of the most interesting places in the world.
DAVID J KNIGHT
4.0 out of 5 stars An interesting account of modern life in Beijing
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 5, 2013
I first went to Beijing in 1991 and my how it has changed. This is a useful and interesting account of a young man's experiences of living and working in modern China. As the book progress he matures and has some useful insights how to cope with, and even enjoy, the ups and downs of life in China. I realised how much my life, however, differed from his when he describes an argument with a friend. As an apology to him his friend buys him some coke, and not of the sugary type.

If you want to understand life in the fast lane as a young expat in China today it is well worthwhile reading.
Linda Dobinson
4.0 out of 5 stars No apologies necessary!!
Reviewed in Canada on July 30, 2013
I enjoyed being able to see a side of China I would otherwise never see or hear about. Mitch takes you along on his adventures effortlessly. I have some friends who have travelled there - and I'm quite sure they never got the tour I did - thanks to this book!
L. Liang
5.0 out of 5 stars Great insight into a freelance journalist's life in Beijing
Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 16, 2013
A book that any aspiring journalist and especially foreign correspondent will enjoy, with great insights into Beijing and Chinese culture too, and the writer's life.