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See What I Have Done Paperback – June 12, 2018

3.8 3.8 out of 5 stars 2,050 ratings

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Praise for SEE WHAT I HAVE DONE
A National Bestseller


“A bloody good read . . . A taut, lyrical account of the destruction of the Borden family . . . brings to mind Shirley Jackson’s We Have Always Lived in the Castle. Everything about Schmidt’s novel is hauntingly, beautifully off.” ―
USA Today

“Schmidt has created a lurid and original work of horror.” ―
New York Times Book Re-view

“A prickly, unsettling wonder: a story so tactile and feverishly surreal it feels like a sort of reverse haunting . . . As much as
See What I Have Done is Borden’s story, it’s also an unvarnished glimpse of what it means to be female, in ways not strictly confined to the late 19th century.” ―Entertainment Weekly

“[Schmidt creates an] atmosphere of brooding dread and lurking neurosis . . . a sense of claustrophobia and entrapment appropriate to her tale of seething jealousies and familial love and hate inextricably in-tertwined.” ―
Boston Globe

“A gripping and still puzzling story.” ―
Wall Street Journal

“Deliciously disturbing . . . [Schmidt’s] prose is clever and taut and generously seasoned with nouns verbing their way into literary history.” ―
New York Journal of Books

“A barn-burning, fever-ridden first novel. It makes blistering reading out of first-rate historical fiction . . . Hilary Mantel, in her brilliant re-creation of Thomas Cromwell in Wolf Hall and Bringing Up the Bodies, may be the best practitioner alive, but this book announces Schmidt as a new sister in the craft.” ―
Newsday

“Schmidt is undeniably a fine writer.” ―
Dallas Morning News

“An outstanding debut novel about love, death, and the lifelong repercussions of unresolved grief.” ―
Observer

“Schmidt weaves a complicated, compelling tale . . . giving fresh life to a sensational crime of old.” ―
Marie Claire

“[A] moody, atmospheric tale . . . Superb.” ―
Washington Independent Review of Books

“Novels that manage to spin a genuinely skin-crawling atmosphere, such as Patrick Süskind’s Perfume, are rare, and Schmidt is a master . . .
See What I Have Done deserves to be considered a Gothic classic.” ―Saturday Paper

“Debut novelist Sarah Schmidt tackles the murk and silence in this old tale, imagining the cruel secrets of a respected family.” ―
Elle (one of 24 Best Books To Read This Summer)

“[The] novel is compelling, scary―and gruesomely visceral.” ―
Entertainment Weekly (one of Summer’s 20 Must-Read Books)

“This palpable imagining of what led to the murder of Lizzie Borden’s parents will stay with you for as long as this historical mystery has enthralled pop culture.” ―
Redbook (one of the Best Summer Reads)

“[An] unforgettable debut . . . Equally compelling as a whodunit, ‘whydunit,’ and historical novel.” ―
Publishers Weekly (starred review)

“A dazzling debut novel that is as unsettling as the summer heat that permeates the crime scene . . . an unusually intimate portrait. There are books about murder and there are books about imploding families; this is the rare novel that seamlessly weaves the two together, asking as many questions as it answers.” ―
Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

“Heralds the arrival of a major new talent . . . Nail-biting horror mixes with a quiet, unforgettable power to create a novel readers will stay up all night finishing.” ―
Booklist (starred review)

“What better subject for a psychological thriller than one of the most notorious murders in U.S. history . . . A fresh treatment of Lizzie Borden.” ―
Library Journal (starred review)

“[A] gory and gripping debut.” ―
Guardian

“Lizzie Borden might be the archetypal transgressive female, and Sarah Schmidt has taken the 81 whacks and the parents that were dealt them and spun a mesmerising reimagining of it all . . . Schmidt writes with precision and flair about the oppressive boredom of domesticity, the twisted intensity of sisterly love and the forlorn dreams of leaving and of personal reinvention . . . A glittering, gory fever dream of a book,
See What I Have Done is a remarkable debut.” ―Telegraph

“This novel is like a crazy murdery fever dream, swirling around the day of the murders. Schmidt has written not just a tale of a crime, but a novel of the senses. There is hardly a sentence that goes by without mention of some sensation, whether it’s a smell or a sound or a taste, and it is this complete saturation of the senses that enables the novel to soak into your brain and envelope you in creepy uncomfortableness. It’s a fabulous, unsettling book.” ―
Book Riot

“Eerie and compelling, Sarah Schmidt breathes such life into the terrible, twisted tale of Lizzie Borden and her family, she makes it impossible to look away.” ―
Paula Hawkins, author of The Girl on the Train

“Everyone knows the rhyme. We’ve all heard the story. But not until you read
See What I Have Done will you learn the truth behind one of the most spine-tingling horror stories of all time. In this stunning debut novel, Sarah Schmidt transforms the Lizzie Borden story from lurid infamy to flawed reality.” ―Christina Baker Kline, #1 New York Times bestselling author of Orphan Train

“Sarah Schmidt’s beautifully wrought
See What I Have Done is a compelling, psychologically rich take on a well-loved tale, bringing new insight into the myth of just who Lizzie Borden was. This glorious gothic novel brings to mind the work of Sarah Waters and Patrick McGrath.” ―Sabina Murray, author of Valiant Gentlemen

“Haunting, evocative and psychologically taut,
See What I Have Done breathes fresh life into the infamous 19th-century murder case surrounding Lizzie Borden. This is a powerful, beautifully researched debut novel that brings us into contact with the recurring American dramas of violence and retribution while summoning the beguiling voices of the past.” ―Dominic Smith, author of the New York Times bestseller The Last Painting of Sara de Vos

About the Author

Sarah Schmidt works as a reading and literacy coordinator at a regional public library. See What I Have Done is her first novel. She lives in Melbourne, Australia.

Product details

  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Grove Press; Reprint edition (June 12, 2018)
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Paperback ‏ : ‎ 352 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 0802128130
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-0802128133
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 12 ounces
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 5.4 x 1.2 x 8.2 inches
  • Customer Reviews:
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3.8 out of 5 stars
3.8 out of 5
2,050 global ratings
Chilling Take on Lizzie Borden
4 Stars
Chilling Take on Lizzie Borden
Sarah Schmidt has truly made Lizzie Borden come alive again in her debut novel, See What I Have Done. The chilling tale of what happened on the fateful morning that the bodies of Andrew and Abby Borden were found hacked to death with a hatchet is told from alternating perspectives throughout the book, enabling readers to begin to wonder--did she actually do it?Schmidt made exactly the right decision when she chose to structure this book the way she did. By giving readers first-person accounts told by Lizzie herself, her sister Emma, the Bordens' maid Bridget, and a mysterious man named Benjamin, we begin to see the dysfunction and instability in the Borden household and discover that not only did Lizzie have motive to kill her father and step-mother, but others did as well. Much of the story is focused on Lizzie and her strange behaviors that modern readers will recognize as signs of a deeply rooted mental illness; however, by presenting backstories for Bridget, Emma, and Benjamin, the multiple layers of despair, hatred, and a desire for revenge that Schmidt has imagined for her characters form a much darker picture of life inside the Borden house and the different paths on which parental neglect can set people.Prior to reading See What I Have Done, I did not know much about Lizzie Borden beyond the old nursery rhyme, but I found myself incredibly interested in her story and conducting additional research as I read. News reports state the facts of the case, but Schmidt has filled in the blanks magnificently. The strangeness of Lizzie and Emma's uncle John and his relationship to Lizzie, in particular, is simply creepy. The sacrifices Emma made throughout her life in order to tend to Lizzie's emotional needs are heartbreaking, and Bridget's resentment toward the family for their mistreatment of her and her homesickness made me connect with her the most on an emotional level.However, what I think is most impressive about See What I Have Done is the brilliant way Schmidt describes even the most mundane details with such chilling diction. Everything about this book is described in terms of flesh and bone and blood, even something as simple as a crowded street, which is described as "thick with skin." In addition, from the very first page and chapter, readers are introduced to Lizzie's mental instability, providing a backdrop of the conflicting emotions of sympathy and suspicion throughout the book. Her chapters are filled with disjointed thoughts, possible hallucinations, and inappropriate thoughts and actions, like when she says, "I was being too secretive, I was being bad, I was, I was. I felt her nastiness crawl over my skin, tiny deaths that made me want to become nothing." Her attachment to Emma is unhealthy, to say the least, and the details of their relationship enable readers to further understand Lizzie's issues and provide a deeper theme of sacrifice for the sake of family.I found See What I Have Done to be incredibly interesting, but I didn't necessarily find it to be terrifying or a nail-biter of a book, as many other reviewers have. I was always intrigued by what would happen next, but I also never felt like I couldn't put this book down. More than anything, I found myself feeling very unsettled, from start to finish. The inside of Lizzie Borden's mind is not a comfortable place, and being exposed to her instability and disturbing thoughts and actions left me unnerved. Schmidt did a fantastic job of making me wonder if Lizzie was guilty or not, but the end of the book provides closure and answers a great deal of questions about what really happened that day, but some of the most major of those details are so subtly woven into the story that they could easily be missed (I'm referencing the empty box, for those who have read it, without revealing any spoilers).Overall, I enjoyed reading See What I Have Done and would recommend it to anyone who enjoys both historical fiction and suspenseful novels. I didn't find it to be quite as terrifying as I thought I might, but it's definitely a chilling and fascinating read.
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5.0 out of 5 stars ... for this book but once I did I thoroughly enjoyed it. The writing definitely gives the reader a ...
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3.0 out of 5 stars Could have been improved by giving two characters the chop
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5.0 out of 5 stars Fascinating tale
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